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trisha is once again tired. when is she not, though
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Sofia, Bookish Duck
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Jan 05, 2021 07:20AM

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random disgusting depressing thoughts
all day
every day
for the whole of my life
at night
every night
i used to never sleep when i was young, my mother tells me
now i know why
i only told her that i was thinking
it only occurs to me know that i must have been thinking stuff like this when i was 2 and that's why i wouldnt sleep

Oh can’t give those kinds of ideas and expect me to be anything but scared"
I'M SORRY
BUT THIS IS ME

DANCING ON TO THE BEAT OF MY DRUM
THIS IS BRAVE
THIS IS BOLD
THIS IS WHO I'M MEANT TO BE
THIS IS ME

DANCING ON TO THE BEAT OF MY DRUM
THIS IS BRAVE
THIS IS BOLD
THIS IS WHO I'M MEANT TO BE
THIS IS ME"
EVERY SINGLE TIME I THINK THIS IS ME THIS STARTS UP IN MY HEAD

*NARROWS EYES*
YOUR LAUGHTER SOUNDS WEIRD AND PANICKY

DANCING ON TO THE BEAT OF MY DRUM
THIS IS BRAVE
THIS IS BOLD
THIS IS WHO I'M MEANT TO BE
THIS IS ME"
EVERY SINGLE TIME I THINK THIS IS ME THIS STARTS"
THIS IS REAL
THIS IS ME
I"M EXACTLY WHERE I'M SUPPOSED TO BE NOW
GONNA LET THE LIGHT
SHINE ON ME

DANCING ON TO THE BEAT OF MY DRUM
THIS IS BRAVE
THIS IS BOLD
THIS IS WHO I'M MEANT TO BE
THIS IS ME"
EVERY SINGLE TIME I THINK THIS IS..."
THIS IS EMBARRASSING
I MEANT THE SONG FROM THE GREATEST SHOWMAN
BUT YOURS IS GOOD TOO

THIS IS REAL
THIS IS ME
I"M EXACTLY WHERE I'M SUPPOSED TO BE NOW
GONNA LET THE LIGHT
SHINE ON ME"
THIS IS EMBARRASSING
I MEANT THE SONG FROM THE GREATEST SHOWMAN
BUT YOURS IS GOOD TOO"
I'M FROM THE OG DCOM GENERATION

Oh can’t give those kinds of ideas and expect me to be anything but scared"
I'M SORRY
BUT THIS IS ME"
Stop apologizing I enjoy fear."
i'M SORRY FOR APOLOGISING?

THIS IS REAL
THIS IS ME
I"M EXACTLY WHERE I'M SUPPOSED TO BE NOW
GONNA LET THE LIGHT
SHINE ON ME"
THIS IS EMBARRASSING
I MEANT THE SONG FROM THE GREATEST SHOWMAN
B..."
AHHH I'VE ONLY SEEN SOME OF THE NEW DCOMS

i should probably write a review now, but I'm going to try to finish other books on my currently reading first, and start a few others

I WILL
I PROMISE
JUST MAYBE NOT NOW WHILE MY MOTHER IS SITTING IN FRONT OF ME, AND IS GOING TO ASK WHAT I'M TYPING ANY SECOND NOW

I AM SUPPOSED TO BE DOING PHYSICS NOTES

YES EXACTLY
BUT IN MY CASE I THINK THEY'RE ENTITLED TO IT BECAUSE I'M MOSTLY DOING SOMETHING I SHOULD NOT BE DOING
LIKE RIGHT NOW, I'M SUPPOSED TO BE STILL DOING NOTED BUT I WAS REPLYING AND I HAD TO MAKE UP SOMETHING ABOUT SEARCHING SOMETHING


Hmmm...that is true that they're not entitled to anything from us. But I do think I owe them some part of my joy, good graces, kindness and future, because they're the ones that made it possible for me to have these? And it's not like they're wrong....if I don't study, like I'm not right now, it will have an adverse effect on my grades, which are the only way to get into a good college in this country
I really feel that mine are trying their best...and I'm not helping them


Hmmm...that is true that they're not entitled to anything from us. B..."
Highlighting line 'grades are only way to get into a good college in this country'

Yeah XD Most of the time ;)

Hmmm...that is true that they're not entitled to anyt..."
it's true really...my parents have already told me what they can and cannot afford, and what it's going to take to get into a college...I've seen cutoffs for foreign colleges, and there is such little competition

Hmmm...that is true that they're not en..."
In that way, they really are doing their best...both them and I know that I might not like studying and there are a million things I'd rather be doing, but it's like an understanding that I have to study enough to get a good job, and then do whatever I want...just get settled, and then go crazy

I think it's stupid how only the top small percentage can get into college.


it's more that only the top small percentage can get into good colleges

It is. All people cannot be geniuses. It's perfectly fine to be average but this education system crushes everything.

%
(Gen)
(1)
%
(OBC)
(2)
%
(SC)
(3)
%
(ST)
(4)
%
(PwD)
(5)
%
(KM)
(6)
%
(EWS)
(7)
B.A. (H) Bengali 70.00 68.00 65.00 64.00 62.00 65.00 68.00
B.A. (H) Economics 98.75 97.00 94.50 93.00 92.50 97.50 98.25
B.A. (H) English 99.00 97.50 95.00 94.00 94.50 94.50 98.00
B.A. (H) Geography 98.50 97.75 97.00 96.50 92.00 93.00 98.25
B.A. (H) Hindi 92.00 88.00 85.00 83.00 83.00 81.00 90.00
B.A. (H) History 98.75 98.00 96.00 96.75 94.00 98.25 98.00
B.A. (H) Philosophy 97.00 93.50 91.50 90.00 90.00 90.00 96.00
B.A. (H) Political Sc. 99.00 98.25 97.00 97.00 95.00 96.00 98.00
B.A. (H) Sanskrit 75.00 71.00 69.00 65.00 65.00 65.00 72.00
B.A. (H) Sociology 98.50 96.25 94.50 94.50 94.50 94.75 97.50
B.Sc. (H) Botany 97.00 96.00 94.33 91.33 88.33 90.00 96.67
B.Sc. (H) Chemistry 97.33 95.67 90.67 86.67 90.00 90.00 96.67
B.Sc. (H) Math. 98.75 98.25 96.00 95.00 95.00 98.25 98.50
B.Sc. (H) Physics 98.00 97.00 93.00 89.00 93.00 93.00 97.00
B.Sc. (H) Zoology 97.67 96.33 95.33 92.00 90.00 92.00 97.33
B.Sc. Life Science 96.67 95.00 94.00 91.00 90.00 90.00 96.33
B.Sc. Physical Sc. 97.33 96.00 90.00 89.00 90.00 90.00 97.00
B.A. Programme(all combinations) 98.75 98.50 98.00 98.00 96.00 98.50 98.50

OMG that's terrifying


I heard some kid saying “if I don’t get a 99 on my math exam,..."
People commit suicide here because they would have had to take an extra here because of low marks....there is always news before results of entrance exams of suicides

OMG that's terrifying"
Right? And being in the general category means no special benefits like reservation

no one except your parents can actually teach you how to be independent...i think

I heard some kid saying “if I don’t get ..."
EXACTLY
SUICIDE SHOULD NOT BE A PREVALENT THING
IT'S LITERALLY JUST EDUCATION
WHY IS THERE SO MUCH PRESSURE ON STUDENTS THAT THEY WOULD KILL THEMSELVES?
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