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[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Whatever ¤Maybe I do make things worse than I thought¤ wrote: "Shiv {3/22. And still not the best idea...} wrote: "Babe... You don't make things worse..."

Don't I?"


Never.

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Snorting up Pixie Stix and now throwing up Pixie Stix.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Why were you snorting them anyway?

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Cuz I felt like it...?

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[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I'm sorry...

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[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

*quietly pulls you down from the ledge *

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*curls up* Please don't let me go..

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

*holds super tight.* never...

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Good...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Yeah

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I'm tired of crying. My body aches and all of the people who say they care and they worry and that they check up on me... They don't care. They're not worried. It's just another phase. She's just being a teenager, right? Yup. Just a teenager.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

I care...

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But you're different.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

And so are you...

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Yeah :)

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[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

What's wrong?

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Babe... My life is perfect. I have an awesome boyfriend, money, a supportive fanily, clothes on my back, food on my table, and... I still am depressed. I try to cover it but it's there. That ever prominent little devil...

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Kassi.... Your boyfriend isn't always awesome, and your family isn't always supportive. Kassi... It's okay.... And please... Around me don't cover it.

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He always is... yeah, but they usually are even if they aren't helpful... and I try not to....

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

And, not to mention all other stress... And everything else.

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But I still don't really have a reason..

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Do i?

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Yes.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Then how do you not?

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Because. Baby, you gotta remember we're exactly the same while being exact opposites. Same but totally different worlds.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

That doesn't mean that you don't have a reason.

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I have a few but not to feel the way I do. Just you yourself should be a reason not to feel that way.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Still...

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My life consists of being boiling hot or freezing cold.

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Please stop being sorry... It just hurts more because you're sorry that I can't fix myself. You're feeling sorry and it's my fault. You feel hurt... and it's my fault.

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Yay for rain!!! :)

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Kassi.... *cuddles* you don't have to fix yourself... You aren't broken... And if anything, not alone either. Nothing is your fault... :) promise. I love you, Kassi. I lu you Kassi. :P

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

And nice. :)

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Baby... it is my fault.... very much my fault... It's always my fault.

[Shiv {Two Stones, Trying to Float on Water}]

Never your fault. :)

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I think I should worry. Fuck it, I am worrying. I worry a lot when he just disappears in the middle of conversations like this. Maybe he's asleep... Maybe his mom took his phone. Maybe those cookies did make him vomit and he passed out. Maybe a serial killer... I'll stop thinking maybes. They can only go downhill. I'm trying to sleep... he'd like that but my anxiety is currently hating me even more specifically because of the situation and I won't be able to sleep until I hear from him. Te amo mi novio muy asombroso y intelligente. Rawr... I got you a charmander! You can't leave me ;)

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About to go through every what if just to get it off my chest. This could take a while...

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What if his mom took his phone? No big deal...

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What if his phone died? Also no big deal.

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What if he's sleeping? I mean, that's really good...

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What if he fell and now is being rushed to hospital and i have no idea???

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What if he got hit by a car? A bus??? :/

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What if a serial killer broke into the apartment and went all manslaughter on them?

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What if he just decided he didn't love me anymore and doesn't want to talk?

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What if his phone got thrown out a window and his brotherbtook his iPod?