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Aug 03, 2015 05:41PM
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Cutting out a different path
Led by your beating heart
All the people of the town
Cast their eyes right to the ground
In matters of the heart
The night was all you had
You ran into the night from all you had
Found yourself a path upon the ground
You ran into the night you can’t be found
But this is your heart
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
Pumps through your veins
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
Summer evening breezes blew
Drawing voices deep from you
Led by your beating heart
What a year and what a night
What terrifying final sights
Put out your beating heart
The night was all you had
You ran into the night from all you had
Found yourself a path upon the ground
You ran into the night you can’t be found
But this is your heart
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
Pumps through your veins
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
If you had your gun would you shoot it at the sky?
Why? To see where it would fall
Oh will you come down at all?
If you had your gun would you shoot it at the sky?
Why? To see where your bullet would fall
Oh will you come down at all?
This is your heart
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
Pumps through your veins
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
This is your racing heart
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
Pumps through your veins
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
Led by your beating heart
All the people of the town
Cast their eyes right to the ground
In matters of the heart
The night was all you had
You ran into the night from all you had
Found yourself a path upon the ground
You ran into the night you can’t be found
But this is your heart
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
Pumps through your veins
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
Summer evening breezes blew
Drawing voices deep from you
Led by your beating heart
What a year and what a night
What terrifying final sights
Put out your beating heart
The night was all you had
You ran into the night from all you had
Found yourself a path upon the ground
You ran into the night you can’t be found
But this is your heart
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
Pumps through your veins
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
If you had your gun would you shoot it at the sky?
Why? To see where it would fall
Oh will you come down at all?
If you had your gun would you shoot it at the sky?
Why? To see where your bullet would fall
Oh will you come down at all?
This is your heart
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
Pumps through your veins
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
This is your racing heart
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
Pumps through your veins
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
What song is that?
Laura Palmer by Bastille. One of my FAVORITES.
XD awesome.
Mom might let me make a fruit monkey!!!! :)
XD nice.
Nuh uh!
Lol. I'm using my life to make a fruit monket.
So? XD
I should be dead....
[x]Smoked
[x]Consumed alcohol
[x]Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x]Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[]Kissed someone of the same sex
[]Had sex
[x]Had someone in your room other than family
[x]Watched porn
[]Bought porn
[x]Tried drugs
TOTAL: 7
[x]Taken painkillers
[x]Taken someone Else's prescription/medicine
[x]Lied to your parents
[x]Lied to a friend
[x]Sneaked out of the house
[x]Done something illegal
[x]Felt hurt
[x]Hurt someone
[x]Wished someone to die
[]Seen someone die
TOTAL: 9
[x]Missed curfew
[x]Stayed out all night
[x]Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x]Been to a therapist
[x]Received a ticket
[]Been to rehab
[x]Dyed your hair
[]Been in an accident
[]Been to a club
[x]Been to a bar
TOTAL: 8
[x]Been to a wild party
[]Been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x]Drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[]Had a spring break in Florida
[x]Sniffed anything
[x]Wore black nail polish
[x]Wore arm bands
[x]Wore t-shirts with band names
[x]Listened to rap
TOTAL: 7
[x] Dressed Gothic/emo
[x] Dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] Dressed grunge
[x] Stole something
[x] Been too drunk to remember anything
[x] Blacked out
[x] Fainted
[x] Had a crush on a neighbor (Oh you better believe it)
TOTAL: 10
[x]Had a crush on a friend
[x]Been to a concert
[] Dry-humped someone
[x] Been called a slut (too many times)
[x] Called someone a slut
[] Installed speakers in a car
[x] Broken a mirror
[x] Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x]Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush (It was an accident!
TOTAL: Seven
[]Considered Ludacris your favorite rapper?
[x]Seen an R-rated movie
[x]Cruised the mall
[x]Skipped school
[] Had surgery
[x] Had an injury
[] Gone to court
[x]Walked out of a restaurant without paying/ tipping
[x] Caught something on fire
[x] Lied about your age
TOTAL: Seven
[] Owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] Broke the law in the police's presence
[] Made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[x] Got in trouble with the police
[x] Talked to a stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger
[] Kissed a stranger
[x] Rode in the car with a stranger
[x] Been harassed
[x]Been verbally harassed
TOTAL: Six
[x] Met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] Stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] Watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] Been to a fair
[x] Been called a bad influence
[] Drank and drove
[x] Prank-called someone
[x] Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] Cheated on a test
TOTAL: 9
TOTAL IN ALL: 71
If you have 00-10...write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20...write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30...write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40...write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50...write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60...write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70...write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80...write [I should be dead]
[x]Smoked
[x]Consumed alcohol
[x]Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x]Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[]Kissed someone of the same sex
[]Had sex
[x]Had someone in your room other than family
[x]Watched porn
[]Bought porn
[x]Tried drugs
TOTAL: 7
[x]Taken painkillers
[x]Taken someone Else's prescription/medicine
[x]Lied to your parents
[x]Lied to a friend
[x]Sneaked out of the house
[x]Done something illegal
[x]Felt hurt
[x]Hurt someone
[x]Wished someone to die
[]Seen someone die
TOTAL: 9
[x]Missed curfew
[x]Stayed out all night
[x]Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x]Been to a therapist
[x]Received a ticket
[]Been to rehab
[x]Dyed your hair
[]Been in an accident
[]Been to a club
[x]Been to a bar
TOTAL: 8
[x]Been to a wild party
[]Been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x]Drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[]Had a spring break in Florida
[x]Sniffed anything
[x]Wore black nail polish
[x]Wore arm bands
[x]Wore t-shirts with band names
[x]Listened to rap
TOTAL: 7
[x] Dressed Gothic/emo
[x] Dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] Dressed grunge
[x] Stole something
[x] Been too drunk to remember anything
[x] Blacked out
[x] Fainted
[x] Had a crush on a neighbor (Oh you better believe it)
TOTAL: 10
[x]Had a crush on a friend
[x]Been to a concert
[] Dry-humped someone
[x] Been called a slut (too many times)
[x] Called someone a slut
[] Installed speakers in a car
[x] Broken a mirror
[x] Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x]Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush (It was an accident!
TOTAL: Seven
[]Considered Ludacris your favorite rapper?
[x]Seen an R-rated movie
[x]Cruised the mall
[x]Skipped school
[] Had surgery
[x] Had an injury
[] Gone to court
[x]Walked out of a restaurant without paying/ tipping
[x] Caught something on fire
[x] Lied about your age
TOTAL: Seven
[] Owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] Broke the law in the police's presence
[] Made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[x] Got in trouble with the police
[x] Talked to a stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger
[] Kissed a stranger
[x] Rode in the car with a stranger
[x] Been harassed
[x]Been verbally harassed
TOTAL: Six
[x] Met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] Stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] Watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] Been to a fair
[x] Been called a bad influence
[] Drank and drove
[x] Prank-called someone
[x] Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] Cheated on a test
TOTAL: 9
TOTAL IN ALL: 71
If you have 00-10...write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20...write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30...write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40...write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50...write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60...write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70...write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80...write [I should be dead]
XD A few counts are wrong... does it come up to 71...
God it hurts so fucking bad....
A lot of those aren't bad though....
Haha. I know. I probably should be in jail. *nods* XD
Just fell yesterday and jacked up my back and neck.
Just fell yesterday and jacked up my back and neck.
Wait... What is that?
The list thing.
Was on Grayson's journal. I took it.
Alright.
I got a new phone!!! *dances*
Sweet! XD
So I think I effed up my back pretty bad when I fell yesterday. Awesome...
I'm sorry, baby...
Still.
I'm sowwy...
Stiiiillllll....*massages*
*smiles and lets you* It wasn't even that high up...
*still massages* but you're hurt...
See?
I wasn't even tired... and then I just kinda passed out...
Baby, its okay. :)
I was just going through some old notebooks. This is pretty interesting. I don't know what to think... I don't remember writing it.
December 12, 2014
I've knelt down. I've tried to pray. Maybe God realised I was a lost cause. Maybe he just has a hard time hearing my prayers because of the way my faith crumbles... It comes in flashes. Sometimes I have very strong faith. Other times it's shaky. Easy to be deterred. Sometimes I just wonder why God lets me feel this way. It's been years.... Years since I've been happy.
Maybe that's why I'm messaging this guy... Maybe God sent him to fix things. Probably not... Does it really work that way? This guy is going through just as much shit as me, if not more. Maybe it's something.
Probably not. Like anyone else he probably can't talk to me because I'm younger. 3 years younger. Well, closer to two years I think... Still I don't think God had a reason to send the boy to me. God promises miracles. Where's mine?
December 20, 2014
There's something about this guy. He acts like he's actually concerned. It doesn't make sense... No one is really concerned about me. I'm really interested in him. But technically I guess I'm still just a kid. I should back off. He's amazing probably has a beautiful girl in his life who he plans on marrying. She's probably what's helping him get better. Maybe I shouldn't have emailed him. I don't like this false hope for something. What has he done to me? I don't hope for things...
December 29, 2014
I just broke up with Colt. I think that I have feelings for Shiv and I don't want to string him along. I care about him too much. I'm dating Sam. I feel no remorse in leading him on. I just need to figure out what I'm feeling... Because I might really like this guy... and now there are only two years between us considering yesterday's birthday.
I really do wonder if I'm falling for him. A cutter, a drug addict, alcoholic... Just like me. Can God please just come forth with his intentions?!?! I'm tired of trying to figure them out.
January 5, 2015
I told her about Shiv. Everything. She says I got it bad. What do I do now?
((To be continued. I'm trasferring it from my notebook and it's hard work.))
December 12, 2014
I've knelt down. I've tried to pray. Maybe God realised I was a lost cause. Maybe he just has a hard time hearing my prayers because of the way my faith crumbles... It comes in flashes. Sometimes I have very strong faith. Other times it's shaky. Easy to be deterred. Sometimes I just wonder why God lets me feel this way. It's been years.... Years since I've been happy.
Maybe that's why I'm messaging this guy... Maybe God sent him to fix things. Probably not... Does it really work that way? This guy is going through just as much shit as me, if not more. Maybe it's something.
Probably not. Like anyone else he probably can't talk to me because I'm younger. 3 years younger. Well, closer to two years I think... Still I don't think God had a reason to send the boy to me. God promises miracles. Where's mine?
December 20, 2014
There's something about this guy. He acts like he's actually concerned. It doesn't make sense... No one is really concerned about me. I'm really interested in him. But technically I guess I'm still just a kid. I should back off. He's amazing probably has a beautiful girl in his life who he plans on marrying. She's probably what's helping him get better. Maybe I shouldn't have emailed him. I don't like this false hope for something. What has he done to me? I don't hope for things...
December 29, 2014
I just broke up with Colt. I think that I have feelings for Shiv and I don't want to string him along. I care about him too much. I'm dating Sam. I feel no remorse in leading him on. I just need to figure out what I'm feeling... Because I might really like this guy... and now there are only two years between us considering yesterday's birthday.
I really do wonder if I'm falling for him. A cutter, a drug addict, alcoholic... Just like me. Can God please just come forth with his intentions?!?! I'm tired of trying to figure them out.
January 5, 2015
I told her about Shiv. Everything. She says I got it bad. What do I do now?
((To be continued. I'm trasferring it from my notebook and it's hard work.))
I haven't even had my new phone for 24 hours and I've already dropped it 8 times, the 8th time being into water. Now he's resting in a bag of rice for a little while.
If I eat... I'll throw up. If I don't eat... I'll throw up. Awesome.
I'm sorry...
No one gets this feeling. It's like I know I'm complete, but I feel like I'm missing a piece. Maybe I'm just fading away. Like when you look in the mirror and say a word over and over and eventually it stops sounding like a word... I got hurt over and over and maybe... now I'm no longer human...
*shrugs* Happens when I'm forced to be with cousins.
Yeah. My mom's "sister's" kids.
it's personal
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