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Dec 23, 2014 05:41PM
This is stupid I don't have a reason to cry.
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Why I'm being dumb. No one wants me.
I'm no good to you right now. I'll just bring you down.
No you won't. And even I you do, idk. I know I can't make you feel better, but I'm your friend and friends are meant to be here for you
You make me feel better a lot of the time it's okay.
I'm stupidly emotional I'm sorry.
I'm stupidly emotional I'm sorry.
Your emotional. It's not fun.
*holds you tight*
*holds you back*
*snuggles you*
*snuggles you*
Thank you Allie......that means so, so, so much to me...
I'm crying now.....
I will keep you safe too.
I'm crying now.....
I will keep you safe too.
Aww, Clara. *holds too tightly*
Don't cry. Shhh. It's okay.
Don't cry. Shhh. It's okay.
*holds you as well*
I love you..... So much. You have always been here for me. You haven't ever hurt me. And even if you do.... I know that it's not purposely. Idk. I just... Love you...
I love you..... So much. You have always been here for me. You haven't ever hurt me. And even if you do.... I know that it's not purposely. Idk. I just... Love you...
Aww. That's.....oh you poor baby. :(
I hope I haven't ever hurt you I can't stand the thought. >.<
I Love you too. I'm sorry.
You'll be okay. You just have to wait it's alright I'm here talk to me.
I hope I haven't ever hurt you I can't stand the thought. >.<
I Love you too. I'm sorry.
You'll be okay. You just have to wait it's alright I'm here talk to me.
:(
You haven't. Don't worry...
Don't be sorry for anything :)
Thank you so much...
You haven't. Don't worry...
Don't be sorry for anything :)
Thank you so much...
You're welcome I'm glad I can be here for you.
:3
:3
Do you want to talk about anything?
Cats maybe?
Cats maybe?
Hehe cats are cute xD
I want to talk about whatever you do
I want to talk about whatever you do
Hmm so cats it is. :)
They're so fluffyyyyyyy and sometimes I want to eat them. ._. Wait what.
They're so fluffyyyyyyy and sometimes I want to eat them. ._. Wait what.
XD eat them??
Well they are so cute. Sometimes cute stuff looks tempting xD
Well they are so cute. Sometimes cute stuff looks tempting xD
And their little faces are so cute :3
Would you like to talk about what happened instead? It's okay if you do I'll listen. I like listening. I just want you to talk.
Yeah. I just want to cuddle them. :3
I don't care.... I don't want you to feel like you have to listen to anything, though :)
Have to. Hahaha. No I love listening to you. :) and if something's bothering you I need to hear it.
Hehe. Will it make you feel worse?
I don't like you feeling so shitty >.<
I don't like you feeling so shitty >.<
*skeptical look*
Really.....?
Really.....?
Yes I'm fine. Tell me.
Tell me however you want this is our journal now.
Tell me however you want this is our journal now.
I love that. I don't think you are okay. But.... I want you to... haha idk what I'm saying
I just...... they make me so angry. So jealous. Everytime. Lexi and I were beginning to become friends. But then she brings him here. After I've told her repeatedly not to talk about me at all. Yet she posted the texts I wrote to her. I've told her I never want to talk to him again, and stuff. She brings him right into my home. Where i can be myself. Where I'm comfortable, and with the people I love. Not only that, but she led him right to where I was writing a whole bunch if really personal stuff, and stuff about him. I just. I hate it. I want to leave her. I really, really do. I was just beginning to forgive her. But I said I wouldn't leave. And everybody else would hate me...
I think she believes she's helping. She wants everything in her worlds to be perfect. I'm sorry that wasn't fair of her.
He seems kind of rude. :/
*strokes your hair* it's okay.
He seems kind of rude. :/
*strokes your hair* it's okay.
You're right....I'm just... I'm sick of being hurt.
Yeah.... So was I, though.
*buries face in your shoulder*
*mumbles into your shirt* thank you Allie
Yeah.... So was I, though.
*buries face in your shoulder*
*mumbles into your shirt* thank you Allie
I know. She thinks she knows what you want so she might not be listening.
I don't know the entire story but it may be time to let him go.
*rubs you back and arms*
I don't know the entire story but it may be time to let him go.
*rubs you back and arms*
Yeah. I wish she would listen and understand it.
That's the thing. I have. I broke up with him, for good. I'm done with him. But she isn't. She wants him. And she brings him back here. I don't want him in my life. At all. She knows that...
*hugs you again*
That's the thing. I have. I broke up with him, for good. I'm done with him. But she isn't. She wants him. And she brings him back here. I don't want him in my life. At all. She knows that...
*hugs you again*
I'm sorry.
She's deciding your life for you? That's not very nice. ._.
*strokes your hair *
*kisses your head *
She's deciding your life for you? That's not very nice. ._.
*strokes your hair *
*kisses your head *
don't be sorry, you're amazing
.__. Yeah (maybe I'm overreacting)
*scootches closer to you*
(Scootches..?)
.__. Yeah (maybe I'm overreacting)
*scootches closer to you*
(Scootches..?)
No you're not. I'm surprised you haven't used caps lock yet.
*smiles*
(I think that's a word)
*smiles*
(I think that's a word)
xD hehe
*kisses shoulder*
(Lol I don't know)
*kisses shoulder*
(Lol I don't know)
Sorry it tickled. XD
Did you have more to say?
Did you have more to say?