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(>*-*)>Cʅαɾα αɳԃ Aʅʅιҽ'ʂ Lσʂƚ Jσυɾɳαʅ<(*-*<)
I'm not xD
:D
:D
I'm always confused if I'm friends with someone or not.
That's probably why I don't just go talk to people I don't talk to on a regular basis. And that's probably why they think we're not friends and why they stop talking to me. Then I'm alone. o.o
That's probably why I don't just go talk to people I don't talk to on a regular basis. And that's probably why they think we're not friends and why they stop talking to me. Then I'm alone. o.o
D: goodreads. Stop messing up please. T_T
Lol ya don't have to worry about it soon, that's good ;p
Should I stay up till midnight or is that not a good idea?
Hmmmmmmmmmm
Hmmmmmmmmmm
Yes I'm thinking I wanna. :3
I think I make myself sound to nice so here's a story of me beings terrible person.
When I was maybe....11? There was this girl who was really popular and I really wanted to be her friend. (So I could be popular...) Anyway she hated me and verbally bullied me all the time. (Back then I fought for myself without thinking) And I'd just talk rudely back to her. But one day is had enough so during a moment of silence....I asked God to run over her with a bulldozer.
When I got home I told my dad and he yelled a me and said that was really rude and I would feel bad if that happened. He also told me to ask God to not do that.....
Also I had a friend/neighbor and he was a huge nerd (so you know super adorable. :3) but this kid kept being mean to him so I pushed the mean kid to the ground.....
I've also broke someone's phone with a frisbee once
And I've almost hit a teacher with a pen cap
When I was maybe....11? There was this girl who was really popular and I really wanted to be her friend. (So I could be popular...) Anyway she hated me and verbally bullied me all the time. (Back then I fought for myself without thinking) And I'd just talk rudely back to her. But one day is had enough so during a moment of silence....I asked God to run over her with a bulldozer.
When I got home I told my dad and he yelled a me and said that was really rude and I would feel bad if that happened. He also told me to ask God to not do that.....
Also I had a friend/neighbor and he was a huge nerd (so you know super adorable. :3) but this kid kept being mean to him so I pushed the mean kid to the ground.....
I've also broke someone's phone with a frisbee once
And I've almost hit a teacher with a pen cap
And I've gotten caught passing notes lots of times
When I was young I manipulated my teachers into not getting me in trouble by fake crying.
When I was young I manipulated my teachers into not getting me in trouble by fake crying.
And I said to a friend, "Uh cause I have a dad." And her dad is dead.
It was an accident but still.
It was an accident but still.
I've also burned an ant using a magnifying glass.
I'm sorry I just like fire.....
I'm sorry I just like fire.....
I steal cake and cookies from the kitchen wayyyyyy more often then I should.
Sometimes I take food from people I know won't say anything.
Sometimes I take food from people I know won't say anything.
I still don't like that girl that I wanted to get run over by a bulldozer.
When I'm too happy or excited I call people names...I hope they know I'm only kidding.
I said the f word once...o.o in front of my father. >.<
Al, stop putting yourself down like this
I'm not. I feel fine I promise.
I'm just making sure everyone knows I'm not the angel they think I am.
I'm just making sure everyone knows I'm not the angel they think I am.
Sometimes ......I'm a little racist >.<
But I don't voice any opinions.
But I don't voice any opinions.
Well everyone online thinks you're an angel
But offline you say it's different?
But offline you say it's different?
Sometimes yeah....>.<
When I've had a bad day I take it out on people around me>.<
January 30, 2015: Comment by Allie on Ayah's journal:
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Well...you seem very sweet so maybe the way you act on the outernet is some kind of defense mechanism. Because you seem very sweet on the inside..
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Well...you seem very sweet so maybe the way you act on the outernet is some kind of defense mechanism. Because you seem very sweet on the inside..
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You're sweet as cake on the inside, Al, and that's what matters.
Thank you Ayah. :')
Like how sometimes I act helpless so someone can help me. That way they feel good about helping someone.
Like how sometimes I act helpless so someone can help me. That way they feel good about helping someone.
I love you, Ayah. I'm going to miss you like crazy.
Do you really have to leave?
I love you too, Allie. I'm going to miss you so much :'(
Are you… you know, leaving… tonight? >.<
Are you… you know, leaving… tonight? >.<
Yes :( I do.
>.< yes...wanna stay up all night with me?
I was really hoping Clara would be here....D:
>.< yes...wanna stay up all night with me?
I was really hoping Clara would be here....D:
But whyyyyyyyyy?!
Too many reasons to list.
It'll be okay.
I feel like I'm making this sound so dramatic. XP
It'll be okay.
I feel like I'm making this sound so dramatic. XP
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It'll be okay!
You'll be okay I promise. :)
I pray that God watches over you and you have a beautifully perfect life. :)
You'll be okay I promise. :)
I pray that God watches over you and you have a beautifully perfect life. :)
I sure as hell am going to try, Allie :) Anything for you.
Allie!! You a Christ-follower too? =]
Awe. :3 But don't stay up too late. I don't want you all lazy an cranky tomorrow okay?
CLaRiCe™~i'M HaPPY...SoMeTiMeS~ wrote: "Allie!! You a Christ-follower too? =]"
:) mhmm my story is in my status.
:) mhmm my story is in my status.
I'll do it too!!! YAYYYY!!!! VIRTUAL FAREWELL ALL-NIGHTERS!!!! XP
αƖƖιє ✳ ǀ ɗση'т кησω нσω тσ вє ѕσмєтнιηg уσυ'ɗ мιѕѕ ✳ (I'm halfway gone) wrote: "Awe. :3 But don't stay up too late. I don't want you all lazy an cranky tomorrow okay?"
Pshhh, I'll be all lazy and cranky tomorrow anyway XD
Pshhh, I'll be all lazy and cranky tomorrow anyway XD
Nah, it's a morning thing. XD at least no schoooool
And me going doesn't reflect the kind of person you are.