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Carlos and Once upon a time
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Nov 17, 2014 07:16PM
"You don't want to go to Las Vegas, do you?" Alex murmured after a few minutes of silence and he turned his head to look at her
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Ruby looked at him. "I don't care where we go I said I wouldn't complain." She said. She looked down as the silence and doubts started to set in.
"If you don't want to go then you can tell me and we can pick somewhere else." Alex murmured and he softly kissed her cheek beige pulling back a little and resting his cheek gently and softly on her shoulder
"I said I wouldn't complain and I don't care where we go," she snapped. She knew she wanted to be with him forever but why did everything seemed to be going wrong.
Alex didn't say anything for a few minutes then he murmured "Okay." and he closed his eyes slightly, gently and softly resting his eyes in her shoulder
"I love you so much and I'm so worried that thing will go wrong." She whispered. "I didn't mean to snap at you."
"I'm worried to but I'm still having hope that everything will go right." Alex murmured and he turned his face so he was looking at her
"I have hope too." She whispered. "I love you so much and I know I just said that but there is no words other than those that I think of that describe you and how I feel about you." She said looking at him.
Alex smiled slightly and he murmured "I love you too." Then he moved a little towards her and he softly kissed her before pulling back slightly
Ruby smiled softly. She blushed a little bit. "I missed you. I thought I lost you forever." She whispered.
"Good thing is that you didn't and that I'm not going to loose you either." Alex murmured and he smiled faintly at her
"You are right about that." She whispered. "Alex I don't want to go to Vegas because I want it to be specail." She whispered.
"Then we don't need to go to Las Vegas. You can pick any place to go to." Alex murmured
Ruby felt like he was mad at her or upset. "I don't care where we go." She snapped a little again. Trying to hide how she felt
"Stop snapping at me alright? I'm not mad or upset at you or about anything else so stop it." Alex said softly calmly and a little sadly
Ruby looked at him. "I will snap at you if I want to." She said. She moved away a little bit away from him.
Alex let go off her and he looked away at the ground, wondering what he did to make her start a to go like this again
Ruby didn't want to worried him. She felt like this was her fault. She didn't say anything else. She felt depressed and worried. Like everything is coming down on her. "I can't do this." She whispered. "Everything is coming down Alex." She was babbling. "I'm worried about everything like my life is awful but its not."
Alex didn't say anything for a few seconds then he sighed to himself and he looked at her then he whispered "Would you like for us not to get married yet until you get everything fixed?" He didn't like saying stuff like that or to make Ruby feel hurt or sad but he didn't know what else to do. He didn't like trying to control her life as he felt as if he was sire and forcing/demanding her to do something g against her will.
Ruby just stared not answering him at all. She looked down some. She didn't want to lose him nor did she not want to get married. She felt like this was her fault. She was disappointing him. "No I'm fine." Her voice was quite and hurt. "I please people and this will please you and me." Her voice was cold and distant.
"No your not fine. I've spent a lot of time with you to be able to when your lying and when your not fine. If you don't want to get married then just tell me you don't. I won't be disappointed and you won't loose either." Alex said
"I'm fine." She snapped at him. "I wouldn't of said yes if I didn't want to get married." Ruby paused for a moment looking up. "So stop saying that I don't want to get married to." Her voice was still the same as it was before cold and distant.
"Fine. Whatever you say." Alex softly said and he didn't say anything else as he stared down at the ground
She curled into a ball. "How can you like me? I'm broken in half. I'm the same girl as I was and I want to be. I'm trying so hard but nothing is working. Your to good for me."
"It's because I love you and will do anything for you." Alex murmured and he turned his head and looked at her
"Then fix me." She whispered. "Alex fix me." Ruby looked at him with a desperate look. "I love you but I'm broken."
"Your not a robot babe. I can't fix you with an snap of my fingers. It takes time." Alex replied then he looked back at her then he said "But like I said I will do my best to help you."
"Yes you can you have too." She whispered. "I'm a robot have been for almost 1000 years." Ruby looked at up at him. "I know but I want to be fixed."
Alex didn't say anything then he said "I will. Come over here."
Ruby nodded. She slowly came over there. "Alex fix me." She whispered as she sat on his lap. "I want to be me again."
"I know but like I said before it takes time." Alex said and he gently held her hand in his
"I thought it was going so well then I felt like this robot self and I hated it. I thought I was me." Ruby said softly. "I like listening to your heart beat." She said.
"Hm." Alex murmured and he gently put her hand over his chest where his heart was at, his hand gently on top of hers
Ruby smiled some. She snuggled into him some. She relaxed a bit.
"Does my heart best help you relax?" Alex murmured as he softly kissed the top of her head, closing his eyes slightly
Ruby nodded her head a little bit. "Yeah." She whispered. "Yes it does." She was happy and relaxed.
"Good." Alex murmured and his chest touched her back gently with each breath he took, humming softly to himself
She smiled some. "Are you trying to make me sleep?" She asked softly. "I think you are." Ruby whispered.
"Why would I try to make you fall asleep?" Alex murmured with an amused sound to his voice
"I don't know so I would be peaceful." Ruby whispered. "Its working."
"I'm not trying to make you fall asleep but it's good to know that I can make you peaceful." Alex murmured with an faint smile
"I think you are trying to make me sleep." She whispered. Ruby eyes were closing.
"I can just move away if you don't want to sleep." Alex murmured and he softly kissed her cheek
"No." Ruby said too quickly. "I like it here with you." She said.
"I can tell." Alex murmured as he softly kissed the side of her neck before he rested his chin gently on her shoulder and closed his eyes
"You can?" She asked smiling. "I hate your guts." She whispered then she started laughing. "I would never be able to say those word s with a straight face." She said.
"You hate my guts because I kissed your neck?" Alex said softly with some amusement in his voice
"Yes." She said laughing. "I do because you stopped." She whispered.
"Hm. You sound disappointed that I stopped." Alex murmured as he opened his eyes and turned his head so he was looking at her
"I am disappointed." She looked up at Alex with big eyes. "I like it when you kiss me. Like everything about you." She whispered.
