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Carlos and Once upon a time
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Carlos
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Nov 13, 2014 12:13PM
Alex stared out the window as she walked in and kept on staring blankly out the window as she drove off to the club and he sat there in silence until they arrived at the club but he stayed in the car when she got up and he glanced at the front window and stiffened right when Ruby got smacked and he unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car, walking towards Ruby
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Ruby wanted them to do it again to block the pain in her heart. "Awe did you have your human come help you out." One of them said. "Didn't you teach him to mind his own business." He said. "Get him." The person said. They went after him. Ruby stared shaking. As they came after him. She slumped to the ground shaking some. She didn't know what to do. "I'm sorry." She whispered over and over again.
Alex stopped near Ruby as the guys walked towards him and he thought of some ideas on his to get Ruby out of there but they quickly disappeared as the guys got to him and he grunted as he was slammed against some walls and on the third time, he coughed up blood and was thrown backwards into an building.
"Please be okay." She whispered. "Don't hurt him." She looked down not seeing what was happening. She couldn't bare to see the sight of him getting hurt. She started to shake. "Please be okay." She felt so bad. "I didn't mean for this." She said. She heard noises but was curled into a ball so she couldn't see any of things that were happening.
Dust floated in the air inside the building so that nothing could be seen when an outline of Alex's figure showed through the dust as him standing up and two yellow glows flared up where his eyes were at and an second later an yell came from inside the building from Alex that echoed through out the building and into the night of the city then 10 feet up the building wall, the wall broke open and Alex bursted out of the wall, landing across on the wall of another building that sent up more dust up and cement being sent out of the wall then an moment later an werewolf with black fur, blue eyes, razor sharp claws and an strong build with an six pack landed on two feet in front of the guys, snarling
Ruby was shaking and taking deep breaths trying to calm herself down. She say a werewolf there. She knew who it was and she started to burst into tears. Memories of them together flashing through her eyes. She curled back into that ball crying because the thought of not being to have him anymore hurt her. "I'm sorry." She whispered. "I'm sorry." She repeated. She needed to calm down now. She wondered if he was going to start to remember soon. "Alex I'm sorry." She didn't know what else to say.
Alex growled then he disappeared faster then the eye could follow and a few seconds later, the other guys became grey dust on the cement that blew away in the wind and Alex, back in his human form but with his cloths torn and ripped, appeared in front of Ruby and he picked up her up in his arms and he carried her back into the car in the passenger side before he got in the drivers side and sped off back to the house.(Want to time skip to the next day after your post?)
((Sure))Everything was blur for Ruby last night she didn't know how she got home. She walked to Alex's door slowly shaking some and knocked on the door. "Alex I'm sorry." She whispered softly. She looked down some. "Alex please open the door I'm sorry." She whispered. She didn't know if he was mad at her or what. She let tear roll down her cheeks. He didn't speak to her since snapped at her last night. She turned around and went back to her room giving up hope. She was deciding on what to do.
Alex was asleep with the covers pulled up to the middle of his stomach when he bolted sitting straight up, breathing heavily and it took him a while to calm down, thinking that what happened last night when the images went through his mind and he murmured "Not a nightmare." when he heard Ruby knock on his door and he heard her talking then the sounds of her walking away so he got up, still in the cloths that were ripped from the night before and walked to his door, opening it and taking an step out looking at Ruby
She heard him open the door. She turned around. "I'm sorry." She whispered shaking. "I'm so sorry." Ruby looked at him. "What are you?" She knew the answer .She knew most things about him but he had forgotten. She looked down slowly. "Please forgive me." She was shaking still. She did't have anything else to say. She was not going to feed. She hadn't been feeding as much as she should. She was bringing on the pain and the suffering that helped block the pain from her heart.
Alex didn't answer for a few minutes then he said "You need to feed." then he walked towards her until he was in front of her with his neck exposed so she could bite him. He wasn't angry or mad at her, he just needed to remember the pieces of his memory that were going back though he hadn't fully recovered his memories.
"No." She hissed softly. "I'm not hungry. I deserve this fully one day you may understand why but not." She looked down backing away a little. "Last night is my fault." she said. Ruby looked at him. "You have no idea about my life and what I have been through. I'm a liar and I lied about so many things." She said. "But I can't go through what I went through so many years ago." She said. "Its not important." She looked down. "I'm a monster."
"No your not an monster." Alex said as he looked at her and he moved so he was standing in front of her again and he looked down as he said "I may not have all of my memory back but I got back a piece that's important. The memory is about the day before I lost my memory of me and you at the park and we were holding hands laughing and teasing each other and planning on what we were going to do together while we were on break and we kissed before we left to go home." then he looked back to her and he gently lifted her chin up so she was looking at him and he murmured "The last thing I remember telling you is that I promised I would always love no matter what happened and I'm going to keep to true to that promise." as he gently stroked her cheek with his thumb
Ruby looked at him her faced paled some. "You remember." She whispered. She wanted laugh and cry. She had him back. She started to shake a little bit. She hugged him tightly letting tears run down her cheeks. She didn't want to let go of him. "Please help me. I'm broken Alex. I don't know how to be fixed I tried to get fixed I really did but it was so hard without you." She wanted to get fixed to be with him. "Alex fix me." She said. She wanted his help so badly. She wanted him. She looked up at him. "I missed you." She whispered.
Alex smiled slightly then grunted slightly when she hugged him tightly and he listened to her then after she was down he grunted "I missed you too." then he was silent for a few seconds then he said "Crushing... my... ribs babe."
"Sorry." She whispered. Ruby looked at him and smiled some. "Your going to fix me." She said. "So what is the first step?" She asked. She looked up at him smiling. She felt like things were looking up for her.
Alex faintly smiled back at her then he said "First thing I'm going to do is kiss you properly for a few minutes cause I missed out on it for an year and two months and that's one of the thugs I missed about you." though he wasn't going to just go ahead and kiss her as he need to know what she was going to say. He remembered that he would always ask her before he did something like that so he was going to go back to asking first before doing anything else.
"I don't know if I can kiss anymore because I blocked out emotions." She whispered. "I broke down when I lost you." She whispered. She backed away some. Ruby looked up at him and backed away. "I'm sorry." She whispered. "Thats because sire told me pleasing people was my job I had to block out feelings so I don't get attached to them like you." She whispered.
"Oh." Alex murmured with an sad look in his eyes as he looked down at the ground then looked back at her and with an attempt of an faint smile he said "Okay then. We can just do something else to try and help you." though there was still an trace of sadness in his eyes and in his voice when he spoke
Ruby looked at him. She could sense that he was upset. She backed away. She looked down. She couldn't do anything right. She backed away. "Okay what do you want to do?" She asked him softly. She chocked back the tears from the tears coming her eyes. She wasn't going to cry. "I'm sorry." She whispered.
"It's okay. It's not your fault." Alex whispered and he looked down then after a few minutes he said "We can go out to the movies and see what's out." as he looked at her
"I have a date tonight." She said. She felt like it was her fault she knew it was. She wanted to break down right now. She didn't know anything else to do. She felt so bad.
Alex didn't say anything for a few minutes then he said "I... I hope you have an fun time. I'll be here when you come back." and he gave her an attempt of an smile but then stopped when he couldn't and turned around, walking back to his room with his hands in his pockets
Ruby nodded her head. She walked to her room and crumbled to the floor. Tears came down her eyes as the pain of not feeding setting in. Her eyes became bloodshot. She welcomed the pain. "I'm sorry." She whispered hoarsely. Her throat burned. She thought she deserved the pain.
Alex sat down on his bed and stared blankly at the ground then he looked up at the ceiling and said "If there's anything I'm doing wrong can someone just show me? I'm just getting my memory back and I just want to be back with the girl I love but it doesn't seem to be working so if I'm doing anything wrong, can someone just tell me or show me?" then he slowly looked back at down at the ground and closed his eyes, tears slowly going down his face
Ruby looked down some. She wanted something to block out the pain. She wanted the pain to be gone. She didn't know what to do. The bloodlust was coming in and the pain spread through her body. She didn't asked for help because the pain that came in made her feel better. She didn't know how to break her old habits.
After a few seconds Alex opened his eyes and looked up then he got up slowly and walked out of his room towards Ruby's room and he stopped in the middle of the door way just being quiet as he looked at the ground then he looked back at her and walked in then he sat down next to her, thinking if what to say
Ruby was just staring in space. She didn't say word at all. She didn't even care that he walked in. She felt like she deserved the pain. She thought that pain was showing her sign that she could never be happy really. That she would always be alone.
Alex didn't say anything for a while then he sighed and softly said "I'm sorry. For... making you feel like that I hate you because I really don't. I just want you to be who you want to be and do whatever you want to do." and he looked at her with sad dark brown eyes, gently holding her hand in his
Ruby didn't say anything at first. She looked up at him. "I want to be fix." She whispered horasely. She was sick from not getting any blood. "I don't want to hurt people. I want to be me and I don't know how to." She whispered. "I want to stop going on dates every night I want to find love and I did." She whispered.
Alex looked at her and he picked her up and held her against him, hugging her with his face hidden in her shoulder and he held her for a few more seconds then he murmured "You need to feed. Don't worry, it won't hurt not do I mind." as he breathed in her scent through his nose, recognizing it and favoring it
Ruby nodded her head a little bit. She looked at his neck and bit it softly. She started to drink. You could hear her gulping the blood showing she was thirsty. She backed away and licked the wholes closed. "Alex what is the first step of helping me." She said. "I don't know what to do."
Alex moved his head so he was looking at her and he said "First thing is to be able to trust me again whenever we are talking or whenever we are around each other."
"Okay I will try." She whispered. "I know I have trust issues." She looked up at him. "Do you I have to stop dating everyone?" She asked.
Alex sighed and said "Somehow I knew that was going to be one of your questions. If you can't seem to be able to stay with me then I guess you can keep on dating other guys." He was reluctant about it but it wasn't really his choice to tell her what she shouldn't or should do
Ruby looked up at him. "I will be able to do it." She said softly. "I want to stay with forever and always." She smiled some. "I want to be the girl you fell in love with." She said. She snuggled into him. She didn't want to lose him.
"I don't care who you want to be. I'll love you just as much as I loved you before." Alex said and he softly kissed her before pulling back again, not wanting to make her cry or ruin the moment
"I'm not the same person Alex. " She said. She felt him kiss her. She started to kiss back a little. "I can't kiss you with emotion but I want to." She said looking at him.
"It's still not as much as relaxing and peaceful as it would be like before." Alex said with a little sadness in his eyes but he softly and gently kissed her anyways. Even if she couldn't kiss with emotion, he still missed the feeling of her lips against his and his soft they were.
She backed away some. "I'm sorry." She whispered. "I can't do this. I'm not the same as much as you want me to I'm not the same." She said. She looked at him and backed away.
Alex didn't let go off her and kept his arms around her as there was no way he was going to let go of her as he said "I don't need you to fully be who you were but I'm not going to stop helping you no matter what. I already lost you once before and I'm not going to lose you again."
"No you want me to be who I was I see it your eyes everytime I look at you." She said. "I'm lost Alex and no matter what I will never be able to be fixed." She whispered.
"No. I want you to be or choose who you want to be, I want you choose who you want to be with even... even if it's not with me." Alex said though on the last part he said it in an whisper as he looked down at the ground then back at her.
"Don't you get I can't make choices like that anymore I follow the things a person give me to follow. I can't do anything anymore. I was taught so many things. I mean I was going to leave with you but then I lost. Sometimes I think Sire had something to do with it but he wouldn't do that." She whispered.
Alex's arms slowly fell down to his sides so that he wasn't holding Ruby against him and he whispered "You still believe that sire loved you more then I did, don't you?" as he looked down at the ground and an tear went down his face
Ruby looked at him. She thought she didn't have answer that. She bit her lip. Why would he think that? Pain and sorrow filled her heart. "I have to go on my date." she whispered. She walked down to her car slowly and sped off. She skipped her date and went to bar instead to wash the pain away with some beer. She really drunk and no way home. She didn't care. She realize that she really was broken and couldn't be fixed.
Alex was still at home by the time she was at the bar, still sitting down in her room and staring down at the ground and he closed his eyes as he remembered several memories of him and Ruby together before his amnesia and he cried silently at the memories, his face hidden in his arms then after a while he slowly got up and walked into his room where he grabbed his stuff that already belonged to him before he meet Ruby again in the forest which wasn't that much and he walked out of the room, closing the door behind him and he began walking to the front door when he felt something around his neck that he surprisingly never seen before and he saw that it was the wolf necklace Ruby had given to him the third week they had been dating and he stared at it sadly before he took it off then went into Ruby's room and put it where she would be able to see it when she first walks in when he felt another necklace in his pocket so he took it out as well and looked at it, seeing that it was the necklace with an small carved heart made out of wood with the words "I love you" written in neat cursive on the front and back of it that he was suppose to give to her when he got into the accident that he still couldn't remember about and after an second, he put it with the wolf necklace before he walked out of the room and out of the house, closing the door behind him and walking off down the road silently
Ruby eventually got home late at night. She was drunk still but wasn't as bad as she was the last time she was. She wanted to say sorry to Alex. She felt bad for being rude. She didn't want to hurt him. So she walked up to the stairs slowly. "Alex I'm sorry I really am." She whispered. "I was upset that you would think that I would love my sire more than you." She said softly. She got to his room and knocked on the door. No answer. Then the door opened slowly. He wasn't there. She dropped the bottle of wine that was in her hand and it shattered all over the place. Her faced pale. It felt like the night that she lost him. This time she didn't have anyone to comfort her. This time she all alone. She walked over to his bed and slumped down on it. She didn't feel like sleeping. She just stared emotionless and coldly. She had no one now. She closed her eyes and snuggled into his bed crying herself to sleep. She didn't know how long she could last knowing he left her this time. That he must of told her so many lies about loving her. She didn't sleep well. She had nightmares. She woke up in the middle of the night and just stared again. For she afraid of having a breakdown.
Alex had left two CDs that held videos for Ruby that he had put on top of the of the nightstand next to his bed where she could see it just in case she went into the room and he had hoped she would watch them once she sees them(I was going to play as Alex inside of the videos if she watched the videos)
((okay)) She notice two discs are his nightstand. She walked slowly down to her media room with a blanket and popped in the first disc.
