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Carlos and Once upon a time
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Nov 11, 2014 08:14PM

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(Time skip?)

Ruby snuggled into the bed. Her eye opened next in the morning. She was had an awful headache and was in a bad mood. She open her door and then barged into his room and looked at him. "Wake up time for my breakfast." She snapped. She looked at him. "I'm being serious." She said. She was dressed in last nights clothes. She was upset and angry and didn't want to be around. She didn't really remember much of her conversation with him at all.













Alex was slightly hurt when she moved back away from him then he slowly stood up and moved so he was an few feet away from her and he looked at her in her eyes with an calm look in his eyes as he said "Your right. I DON'T know who you are besides that your a vampire but what I do know is that the reason you flirt with guys, the reason you date a guy every day and the reason you drink is because you just want somebody to like or love you for the person who you really are instead of someone your not."

Ruby backed away again. "Listen now this is who I am. Who ever you think I am was the girl from the past. I'm not longer her. I will never be her again." She said. "I was taught this. I forgot about everything I use to know." She said. She backed away even more. "The only person who loved me was sire. He taught me this. He took care of me. He must love me." She said looking at him. "I'm train to please people not love them." She said.
((me too but IDK about it))

"You just admitted that this isn't your true self." Alex noted and he watched as she backed away from him more but he didn't let it show that it made him sad but just had his arms at his sides as he listened to her and he angrily said "If you think that sire loved you because he changed you into someone your not then your just lost. He didn't love you because if he did then he wouldn't have changed you into someone your not and you know it but your just to scared to admit it." then he walked up to her until she was a few feet in front of the door way before closing the door and locking it.

She wanted to curl into a ball and cry. Ruby walked to her room and slumped to the floor. Tears wilted to her eyes. and she started to cry. She couldn't stop. She felt like she messed things up but at the same time she didn't know any better. She looked down at the floor. No one ever got angry at her. Ruby didn't need him or anyone else. She will make him pay for making her feel this way or not.

Alex leaned against the door as he stared down at the floor, feeling horrible for what he did and say to her. He didn't mean to make her cry, he was just angry and said the truth though he knew there would have been an better way to say it then saying it out if anger. He hesitated then he unlocked the door and walked to Ruby's door to apologize when he stopped in front of the door way as he saw that she was crying and everything seemed to slow down as if someone had pressed the slow motion button as he watched an tear go down her face and hit the floor and his head started hurting as if the missing parts of his memories were trying to rush back in his head at once and he grabbed his head, falling to his knees with his eyes shut tightly in pain and an groan of pain that sounded almost like an yell.

Ruby kept crying she can't believe he was the one. He was the one who she was suppose to feed off. She shook this feeling off. She heard a a sound and ran to see Alex on the floor. Ruby started at him shaking some. She didn't know what to do. She kept shaking. She was scared. She looked at him. "Alex are you okay." She said through her tears. She didn't know what else to say. She remember losing him once. It was along time ago for her. Everything was a long time ago. Everything meshed for her. She gave up on love the day she lost him. She didn't expect to find him here again. She changed since though. She wasn't the same girl and she had the fear she would never be. It wasn't like anyone cared about her.

Alex stayed on the ground on his knees with him grabbing his head, his head still hurting a lot so he didn't hear her question. Him seeing that tear from Ruby seemed to have triggered something in his head that made his head hurt as if his lost memories were trying to get back in his head all at once. He remained in that position for a few minutes before the pain slowly disappeared and he let go off his head, breathing heavily with his eyes still closed as he tried to control his breathing then after he did he shakily got up to his feet again and looked at her straight into her eyes so that they were making eye contact

Ruby looked at him dead in the eyes. She was still shaking some. She didn't break his eyes contact with him. "Are you okay." She whispered. She hope he was. "You can't love me no matter how much you say you do. No one loves me but sire." She whispered. She was lost and broken from all the things that happened to her. She was still shocked he was here in her house. "I'm sorry you think you can love me." She said. "I'm not fixable I'm broken." She whispered. She wanted to be the same girl so much but it seemed impossible for her to do so. She lost hope and most important herself.







(Don't tell him yet)

((I won't))

"I know I meet you before. If I could just remember." Alex said when she walked away and he watched her leave then he slammed the door with surprising strength that it shook the stuff in his room but he didn't seem to notice as he slid to the ground with his back against the door and his knees pulled up to his head with his face hidden in his knees and his hands am grabbing his head as his head started hurting again but not because a memory was coming back but he was rather trying to force himself to remember the memories he lost though the attempt made his head hurt worse then it had before and after a few minutes, he gave up and he just remained in the position he was in as an single tear went down his face. He wanted to remember, to have his missing memories back so he can remember everything that he couldn't.

She heard the door slam from his room. She looked down a little bit and started to cry now. She hated herself. she wanted to be with him. Ruby thought it was best to push him away until she couldn't do anything at all. She sighed a little bit. She didn't want to get hurt again. She was afraid she was going to break down sometime. She sniffled a little bit and got up and sat on outside his door. "I'm sorry I don't want to be broken anymore." She whispered. "I want to be whole again. I want to be me but its been a long time since I was me. I gave up when I lost my twin brother." She lied. "We were so close I loved him very much." She knew it was wrong to lie like this but she didn't want to tell him about them being together. She looked down a little bit. "I want to be fixed."

Alex had his cheek resting on his knee while staring blankly at the wall next to him when he heard Ruby sit down outside the door and talk though he didn't say anything or reply as he listened to her and he was silent for about ten or fifteen seconds then he sat up, wiping away the tear on his face before he stood up then he sighed and turned the door nob, opening the door and looking at her

She looked up at him. She felt bad for lying to him the whole time but she wasn't about to tell him. "Please forgive me." She whispered. "I'm sorry." She muttered has the tears came down her eyes. She felt saying sorry to him because of lying to him. She was shaking as she broke down. "I'm a bad person I lie and hurt people and play with people." she whisperd

Alex just looked down at her in silence for a few minutes then he reached down and helped her up then he drew her into a hug and held her for a few seconds before taking an step back so he was looking at her and her him then he said "It's okay. I forgive you."

Ruby looked at him. "You can't forgive me." She said. "I have that date to go to." She whispered. She got up and then dressed in a shorter dress that was too low cut. She walked back to him. "We are leaving now." She snapped at him.




"I'm not a player." She said lying