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Dec 08, 2014 01:48PM
Kellin smiled knowing she was lightening the mood, but that was different. He didn't just mean what had just happened. In general things were hard with Junior, but he said to his parents he was fine so that they didn't think he couldn't cope. Right now he couldn't.
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"Come on" he says with a smile, covering it all up, "We'll miss our flight if we don't move."
((I laughed looking at the end 'Or one?' aha! sorry. Triplets? or twins? We have enough quads aha))
(aha could you imagine if they all had quads!!! I'd die then and there aha!))Junior stayed by Sams side as she came down the steps his eyes moving from the bump to Sam's face then back to the bump.
((aha!! Now that's funny))Junior chuckled watching Sam eat the fudge. She had been eating some strange foods lately.
Kellin came in the door from work and heard Junior running to him, "Hey Jay!" he said pulling him into a hug then following him to the kitchen. "Hey love." he said kissing Sam on the lips.
Kellin goes pale as she speaks, "Yeah, don't tell her to stop either, that's even worse." Junior stares at them both wide eyed.
Kellin bolted upstairs. He wanted out of his work close and did not want to be on the receiving end of Sam.Junior looked at Sam in horror. "Eww I don't want a wife. And I don't want to make a baby!" he said jumping onto the sofa with Wolfe.
Junior started screaming before giggling at being tickled. Wolfe jumped about barking and howling too.
Junior nodded and moved to the sofa when he played with Wolfe, talking to him as he went about being a big brother.
Junior eyes went wide as he watched her then started shaking as he heard her scream. He started rocking back and forth in his panic.Kellin was down the stair and at her side in seconds. "oh my God. we need to get to the car" he said quickly helping her up. "Junio-" he stopped seeing him panic. Kellin pulled his phone and asked his parents to get here for junior as soon as possible
He shook his head telling Lillian to go away. Junior started screaming for them all to go away.Kellin didn't know what to do as he was stuck between Sam in Labour and his son who was slipping away.
Kellin dialled the ambulance explaining everything quickly. He moved to junior crouching in front of him. "you need to be there as the big brother. The baby needs to see you first so it knows your the one to look up too."Junior stopped shouting but held his head and rocked back at forth. "baby. Brother and baby." He repeated.
Slowly he lifted his head. " baby coming." He said softly before clinging to his dad wanting lifted up.Kellin let him sit on his back as he helped Sam put. The ambulance arrived quickly.
((Are you going to do that?))Kellin let Junior go I'm the ambulance since they allowed Wolfe if he stayed calm. He followed in the car closely behind them.
Junior smiled, still unsure "yeah" he leaned over to give her a hug gently.((i think you should keept the two of them but the second one could have possible promblems? ))
((Sorry had my driving test earlier and had college. Finally got a breather aha! Wont be on long though.))Junior leaned in more. "Sorry" he said into her neck, "For playing up earlier." He was becoming more aware of his difference to 'normal' people. Why they stared and said things about him.
((Keep it that Junior knows he is different, but Kellin and Sam don't pick up on him getting depressed about it. It can be something that sticks and when he meets Amber at College, she realises his struggle and that can be how they hit it off :) ))
He gave her a smile and kissed her head. "Yeah" Jay giggled a little as his dad walked in.Kellin smiled, glad Junior was back again. "How you feeling?" he asked moving to Sam and kissing her softly on the lips.
Kellin stared wide eyed at what she was saying and chuckled at Junior's face. Red and horrified. "What's going on?"
Junior felt like laughing and screaming and crying. He didn't know what to do. Instead he went pale and nodded at Sam.Kellin whispered sweet nothings in her ear and kissed her head gently to keep her as calm as possible.
Kellin stroked her hair, "Look it's a little boy." he said softly before he paled hearing her scream. "What's going on?" he growled at the Doctors, "Why is she still in pain?" Junior moved away as she continued to scream, knowing that it was supposed to stop.
Junior ran out the room, nobody noticed he was gone due to everything going on in the room. He ran until he couldn't any more and hid in one of the storage cupboards as he rocked back and forth. "Scream. Baby. Bad. Loud. Scary." he mumbled pulling at his hair.Kellin held her gently, "It's okay." he cooed kissing her head, "I'm still here."
Kellin moved out the room, only then did he realise that Junior wasn't there. "Jay?" he looked down the corridor to his left and then right. "Jay?" His blue eyes started spilling tears, "Junior come out?" Pulling his phone out he called Haylee. "Mum! Mum i need help." he sobbed, "Jays gone and Sam has to have a C section and I can't find Jay and..." he rambled on in his panic.
Matt heard Haylee and raised his brow in question as he stood and followed her out. When she finally hung up he asked, "What's going on?"Kellin sat there in a panic. He was better and controlling his breathing, but he didn't know how long he would last before he lost it. Where is Jay! God dammit!
Matt did as he was told, driving like a mad man.Junior never heard her. He was gone. In his own world. A world where he was 'normal' and didn't worry.
Matt was walking quickly into the hospital with Haylee moving to the ward Kellin told him he was at.Kellin was loosing it now with his breathing. He was going to loose Sam and possibly the baby and Junior was gone. Why can't I do anything right!
Matt kissed her head trying to get her to calm down. "Okay." he said before taking off down a corridor, his eyes scanning everywhere. Kellin held onto his mum, "I should have done more for both of them." his whispered, "I should have stopped Avril and Nick sooner, and been with Sam earlier and-" he didn't know.
Junior hugged himself as he whimpered then started screaming as the door opened.
Kellin went quiet, holding onto his mum. "Why does it feel like my fault? Why do I feel so useless even when it comes to my own son.""Hey, shh its okay." Matt calmed Junior, "It's just me." Jay finally calmed down and moved into his grandpa's arms. "Come on. Your dad is worried."
Kellin felt like crying and before he could think anymore, he was. His eyes red as the tears fell down his cheeks. ((Can Matt see her?))
Kellin slowly calmed and eventually drifted off, cling to his mum the way he did when he was younger.Matt looked between Junior and the little girl that stood there. "Jay?" he said softly, "Who's your friend?"
Hearing Matt's voice, Junior looked up then to Lillian. "You don't have to play along Grandpa, I know you don't think Lillian's real."
Kellin nodded as he stayed in her arms.Junior giggled but stopped when he realized she wasn't joking. "he can really see you, but how?"
Junior pulled away from Matt, "What's going on?" he asked panicked.((What's going on with Lillian?))
((Ahh, I thought you were getting rid of her to save the baby aha!))Junior ran to her, hugging her gently. "Don't go." he whispered.
((hmm... I don't mind it's up to you :) ))Junior didn't know what to do, "Grandpa? I don't know? Lillian isn't real, but she is?"
((Okay... so how's this working with Lillian being a ghost yet ... here?))Matt looked at her wide eyed before moving to lift her up, "Sam needs to see you." He looked to Junior, "Come on, your mummy needs to see her."
((Okay - totally loving the supernatural side to this now aha!))Matt ran eventually reaching Kellin, "We need to get in to see Sam." he said in a hurry.
Junior ran to his dad, trying to get him to look at him. "Daddy, please."
Hearing Junior's voice snapped him out of his thoughts, "Jay." he said lifting him up and hugging him into his chest, "Don't run away again, please."
Kellin looked up when Junior said it was Lillian. Her eyes although dull with being so weak, were green like Sam's. "Your her baby girl. The one who was helping Jay."Matt looked between them, "Take her to Sam." he said passing her to Kellin.
Junior nodded as he followed his dad, staying close to his side. Kellin moved quickly and pushed through the doors. He ignored them all saying he wasn't allowed in until he got to Sam, "Baby wake up. Lillian's here. Look."Matt looked at Haylee, "I thought Sam lost her child?" he was confused.
Junior smiled, "Mummy its Lillian." Kellin was terrified. Looking at them both.
Junior watches them with a smile as he holds onto his dad.((does Lillian grow up as Jay does?))
((Pops in and out?))"Daddy, they look ill" Kellin heard his son say, but didn't look at him. His attention was on those two. How is Lillian here!
((ah okay.))Kellin watched them closely a Junior held onto his side, "Daddy what's happening?" He didn't answer, scared himself.
Kellin nodded, only a little and moved to the bed and lifted Jay up so he was sitting on the edge. "Okay" he said quietly as he started to sing quietly to them all.
Kellin continued to sing although he was crying and pulled Lillian and Junior into his arms.
((No worries :) ))Junior moved to the side of Sam, "Mummy" he whispered cuddling into her side. "It will be okay. Man and Daddy's here."
"Mummy?!" Junior listened as the beeps on the machine stopped. "Mummy?" Kellin watched his son as he cried and eventually lifted him up, pulling him to his chest. "Jay, shh, okay." he took him outside, his own eyes red and wet.
((Is Sam dead? I don't mind what happens, I'm just curious.))
((Okay))Kellin took Junior outside to his mum and dad. "Keep him there." Was all he said as he moved back into the room and lifted Lillian up. "I'm here." Kellin held her into his chest.
Kellin whispered soothing words in her ear, calming her down. "Your mother will never forget you and neither will I." he said softly, "Junior will always remember you. You've helped him so much more than I ever have and could."
Kellin smiled sadly as he held her close. "Your mother tells me about you all the time." he says softly, "You are a wonderful child who I would happily care for."
Kellin kissed her forehead, "Of course." he smiled at her.
Kellin watched her as she ran off. "Where?" He stood and felt Junior latch onto his side. He knew he wasn't going to get him off any time soon so dragged him along into the room. His eyes widened at the sight of Sam.
