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Methlab and Nixon.
Kellin was up and running past her down the stairs, "Junior!" he yelled holding him to his chest. "jay come on. Look at me" Junior was still. He didn't move. Kellin held him close. He couldn't move as he shook violently holding junior to him. " no. no.no."
Kellin shook as he held Junior close. " Jay. come on you need to wake up."
((Do you want to skip about 12 hours so it's about lunch time?))
((Sounds good. I'll play it out whe he wakes the doctors think he has some mental illness-most likely after everything and put it down to that but Sam and Kellin believe him??))Kellin never left the side of the bed. His eyes were always on junior, never leaving his face as he lay there in a coma.
Kellin kept his eyes on junior, they were a greyish blue instead of their usual bright blue. "It's not your fault." He whispered gently "I should have done more."
"If I was amazing," he curled his hand into a fist, his nails breaking the skin,"I would have known what was happening to him before now"
Finally he takes his eyes of junior to pull Sam into a hug, "no he loves you and trusts you. He's ran from me before like that."
Kellin smiled lightly than jumped up as the machines started going crazy "Junior! Someone help!" He shouted frantically as doctors entered and pushed them both out the room, "no Jay. Jay please don't do this to me!" Kellin falls to the ground tears streaming down his face "please"
Kellin couldn't do anything but shake. " I need my dad. I need" his breathing was going crazy, he couldn't breath properly, "Sam get my dad. Need my. Dad. Please"
Kellin couldn't do anything but shake. " I need my dad. I need" his breathing was going crazy, he couldn't breath properly, "Sam get my dad. Need my. Dad. Please"
Kellin lost control right then "this is me. I should. Of noticed." His breaths were sharp and fast. "God. Dad. Need dad." His hand clutched at his chest "oh.god!" It was painful now each shot pain making him think of Junior
Kellin waited outside. He was calmer but didn't trust himself in there with Junior. It was the last thing he needed to see his dad break down."Hi" he said his voice rough, "where's daddy and Wolfe?" He asked trying to see out the door.
Junior watched her closely, his blue eyes on her. "I'm crazy?" He whispered. Was he? He didn't know. "I want daddy... I want him to tell me I'm not. I'm not crazy! Dad! Dad I'm not crazy!" Junior started shouting.Hearing him Kellin came in and frowned "it's okay" he said as calmly as possible "I'm here"
"Different people." He said "kids and adults. A little girl wouldn't leave me alone." His blue eyes searched Sams "she kept say she was watching me."
He lifted his eyes up as he thought of her name, "lil- Lilly? Lilian?" Junior couldn't remember, he thought it was a strange name.
"She said her mum was watching too, but I didn't see someone with her" he closed his eyes l
Kellin didn't understand but he nodded and smiled, hissing his head gently.
((it's okay))Kellin smiled as Junior looked back at her. "i don't know. It was weird ..."
((Yeah, but I was going to have him have some type of mantal illness - not schizophrenic, but something like it just not as serious. What do you think?)) Junior though about it. He couldn't remember much, but smiled at his dad and Sam. "I can't really remember."
((aha oh my! Don't worry aha! Glad you found it though :L))"ow ow ow." he whimpered as Sam touched his head. "Is it bruised?" he asked moving his eyes up as if he could actually see his head. "Ow that hurts too."
Junior smiled lightly as his eyes drifted closed. "Tired." he mumbled as little snores left him. Kellin smiled as he continued to rub his son's arm.
Kellin smiled gently as he held her hand. "He'll come around. Trust me." he said softly as he kissed Sam's cheek.
((Do you want to skip a few months or a year - something aha))
((Okay can you post first. I'll reply in the morning - my eyes keep shutting aha. I don't mind who you start with and where :) ))
Kellin strolled over to Sam and sits next to her. "you really want your own don't you?" he said gently looking at his brother and brother in law with their kids.Junior sat on the floor away from everyone as Wolfe lay his head in his lap. "busy. lots of noise." He mumbled as Wolfe focused on him in understanding.
Kellin held her close before his eyes widened. Junior never interacted with people let alone kids, always wanting his space and observe. "look" he whispers gently.Junior looked at Sam carefully, waiting on her doing something. Wolfe could sense his nervousness and lifted his head, but didn't move.
Kellin held Sam still. "wait. I want to see what he does." He smiles lightly. "I'll stop him if he does anything."Junior stayed still. "Lillian." He whispered, then shook his head looking to the left. It was thin air to everyone else, but to him Lillian sat there. "why does she look like you." Wolfe could sense him slipping from reality as he let out whimper, bringing Jay back.
Junior tilted his head to the side as he moved his eyes back to her. " Sammy." he said. "little baby."
Junior smiled and patted Sam's head. "pretty baby." He mumbled as Wolfe licked her hand, "gentle. gentle." he continued to pat her head.
Junior froze as she hugged him, his eyes darting around looking for help. "off. don't touch. no touching." He started panicking.Kellin jumped up and stroked his hair, "it's okay. nobody will hurt you." He lifted Sam off him gently cradling her in his arms.
Junior stood up staring at her. "he's my daddy, Not your daddy" he shouted at her then his dad, "why are you leaving me? Why are you forgetting me?"it hit Kellin at that moment what Junior was scared off. He gave Sam back to his brother and knelt in front of Junior. "I'm not forgetting about you. I never will." He kissed his head, "is that why you don't want a brother and sister. you think I'm going to forget you?"
Junior nodded and Kellin held him close. "i would never forget you or stop loving you Jay even if me and Sam have another kid. Your my boy."
He wriggled a little moving away from his dad and whistled on Wolfe be for going up stairs. Junior needed his time to himself in his room.Kellin sighed moving back to Sam.
Kellin leaned down to kiss Sam. "we can speak to him together, okay?" he asked gently. Magnus smiled as he sits in front of his brother. "what's going on with him?"
((we could make it Kellin spoke Junior and he is okay with his family knowing.))
He kissed her cheek gently, "I can't promise he'll call you mum, but I know he looks at you as a mother." Kellin held her close, "Jay doesn't know how to treat a mother or how he's supposed to be treated."Kellin fmturned to Magnus as he explained as calmly as possible.
Magnus was angry but could see his brothers stress and anger and pulled him into a hug. "we're here. Me and Brett."
Kellin sighed as he looked at her, "Sam, speak to me?"
Kellin could scream. "i don't know what to do anymore." He said balling his hands into fists. " Junior comes first, she knows that and she knows I want a kid with her, but I can't like this. It's too hard." Kellin felt like breaking down.
Looking up, his blue eyes connecting with her, he nodded. As he moved closer he asked, "What's wrong?"
Kellin kissed her cheek gently, "Your not failing him." he looked into her eyes. "Junior is like that with everyone, even his grandparents."
Kellin watched her closely, "What?" he said barely a whisper.
Kellin stared at her wide eye'd. "You-" he stopped not knowing what to say, "When?"
Kellin felt upset and angry and guilt all at once. He pulled back before walking away and into the living room. "I need space." was all he said to Magnus before heading up stairs. He couldn't leave Junior, but he needed out the house. "Come on. We're taking Wolfe for a walk, me and you." It only took a minute to get them ready and he was out the door.Magnus watched him leave before turning to Sam, "What's going on?"
Magnus went to her and pulled her close to his chest, rocking her gently. "It's okay. It's okay." he chanted holding her close. "What happened?"
Magnus held her close. "It will be okay. Let him calm down and speak to him again." he kisses her forehead, "My brother doesn't handle change too well. It's why he found it hard without Avril the first few weeks.""Daddy, we should go back." Junior says as Kellin sits on a park bench. "Daddy? Why are you ignoring me?"
At junior's words he snapped his head up, "I'm not ignoring you." he says gently rubbing his head, "I just need some space before we go back, like when you need time by yourself. I need to be somewhere calm."
Maggie shook his head, "Don't do that.It would break his heart."
Magnus smiled, "What kind of question is that?"
"You need to speak to him." he said gently, "When he is back and calm, talk to him."
Magnus grins at Brett, "Green. The same colour you had when I met you" He smiles happily as Jamie runs to him. Jamie's hair was turning lighter, blonder and Maggie always chuckled at him.
Junior bolted up to stand as he saw Sam. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to listen." He shouted as tears rolled his cheeks and he took a step back, "in promise I won't do it again." He started walking backwards. He was heading for the stairs but he didn't realise. "dont hurt me!" he screamed taking the last step back and tumbling down the stairs.