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TheCountess x Isis #2
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Dec 03, 2014 02:30PM
Nathaniel pulled Karson close kissing him deeply, then pulled away to bury his nose in the man's neck. "Not possible. I would have wanted you regardless." he said softly, kissing Karson's neck. He chuckled softly. "You're older than me. This is a welcome surprise. Now I don't have to feel like a sissy every time I see a drop of blood." he laughed gently then stood straight and looked at Karson. "I like you...a lot." he said biting his lower lip. He cupped the man's cheek. "I like that you're gruff on the outside and you've got this sensitive side hidden beneath your thick layers," he said softly touching above the man's chest, right above his bullet wound. "I like that you want to save people even if it means putting down the bad ones. I like how you talk to me. I like how you look at me, how whenever I see you my heart jumps. I like your face and your sexy body but it's not the mist important thing." He sighed and continued to gaze at Karson. "I like that I can hurt you even though it pains me to do so, because that means you like me too...a lot"
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"I do like you too...a lot," Karson smiled, his own fingers going up to gently caressing over the man's cheek. "I like how you're afraid of blood but you were brave enough to stand up to me earlier. I like how you get so determined when we get into bed together, or the shower. I like how you say such incredibly sweet things to me with so much sincerity in your voice. I like your handsome face. I like your body and how it fits with mine just perfectly. I like how every time I kiss you I feel a spark inside me. I like how looking at you, and having you look at me, makes my heart flutter. I just like you...a lot." He smiled and pressed his forehead against Nathaniel's.
Nathaniel pressed his own forehead to Karon's his heart jumping with every 'I like' he heard. He was so happy in that moment, there was nothing more to do than to kiss him and he did. He pressed his lips to Karson's gently, feeling the soft pink bumps on his own darker ones. He tasted the pasta sauce lingering and when he opened his mouth, he breathed hot air onto those lips. He pulled back with a smile. "Then we're agreed, if you get lazy and grow flabby you can count on me to still like you...a lot." he grinned at the man.
Karson chuckled. "You know, this has turned into an awfully romantic little story between us. I'm liking it quite a bit and I think it could only be made better if I swept you off into the bedroom and kissed you some more. I would carry you...but unfortunately that's easier when it's between a man and a woman. You're a little to large for me to carry bridal style." He grinned and kissed Nathaniel lightly. "So, instead. I'm going to go do the dishes and you're going to go wait for me on the bed. Just be your usual handsome self."
Nathaniel laughed lightly when he said 'bridal style'. "Ah, I am glad you will not be carrying me any time soon," he said spanking Karson's arse lightly. "how about you do the dishes, I watch you or help you whichever you want more and then we walk into the bedroom together and...'snuggle'." he said with a shrug raising his fingers in quotation marks. He grinned at the man widely.
"Nope. Sorry. Not an option. I want you on that bed right now and I want you to be naked when I come in there. Got that? Go." He turned the man around and swatted his bottom playfully. "Go on. On the bed. Naked." He walked over to the sink himself and started to do the dishes, glancing over to Nathaniel to see if he was doing what he was told. "Only good listeners are rewarded with snuggles, young man."
Nathaniel frowned as he was chased. He glanced back at Karson with a frown. "But why?" he asked with a frown. "come on..." he rolled his eyes. "Fine, but once again, I'm not thaaaaat young." he said with a chuckle and then walked out of the kitchen. He had his hoodie off by the time he got to the bedroom door and his pants down when he was at the bed. He slipped himself into the bed quickly waiting for Karson. He didn't care if they had sex or they didn't have sex all he cared about was that Karson was close and that nothing bad from the outside world could break their little haven.
Karson washed the dishes quickly but effectively. He didn't leave a single spot on anything and he manged to dry it all as well as put it away. He was a spy and he could remember everything after being showed or told only once. He could also do any task perfectly within a very small amount of time. It was good training. When he was done he went into the bedroom and smiled. He stopped in the doorway just to look at the handsome man on the bed. He couldn't help the way his heart beat faster and his smile seemed unable to melt away. "Wow," he breathed, "I was a little worried sending you off in here would be too much to bare, but now I'm definitely glad I did it. This is the most perfect scene I have ever walked in on."
Nathaniel's heart jumped when he saw Karson at the door. He felt so comfortable and couldn't help feeling shy at the way he was being stared at. Nathaniel chuckled at Karson's words and buried his face beneath the covers. "You're horrible," he said even though the words had made his stomach flutter. He sighd with contentment then raised his head. "Come on. I believe I was promised a snuggle...again." he raised a skeptical eyebrow, almost as if it was a challenge. He wanted him in the bed, his warmth and everything. He was so glad for moments like these that were plenty peaceful and nice. "My favourite scene was when I walked in on you..." he didn't finish but winked at Karson knowing the man would remember.||Writing this with blurry eyes. I should be asleep. Sigh||
((Yes silly, you should have been asleep. Tsk tsk.))Karson chuckled, "Well it seems we have a common theme going between us then. Though, my favorite scene is much better than yours. Don't try to argue. I'm right this time and I know it for a fact." He walked closer to the bed, slipping out of his boxers as he did so. He wanted to feel Nathaniel's skin, all of it, and he didn't want clothing to be in the way. He didn't care if they had sex again or not, he just wanted him close and naked. So, he wiggled under the blankets and pull Nathaniel close. "Mmm, have I told you that you look incredibly handsome at this time of, morning?" He chuckled again when he realized what time it must be. "You always up this late, or early?"
Nathaniel cuddled close to Karson when he entered the bed. He wasn't going to let the earlier thing go but for now it was unimportant. "Well, I work in the late evening, so yeah, I'm usually up this late." he said softly. He put his hand around the man's waist and kissed him gently on the lips. "what makes you incredibly handsome at this tie of the day?" he asked gently, rubbing a hand along Karson's back gently. Despite all the cuts and bruises, he still liked the feel of Karson's skin beneath his palm.
Karson smiled and let his eyes slip closed, just letting himself enjoy the soft hand running over his skin. "I like that your hands are so soft," he breathed. "I love how different your skin is from my own. It's like you were made just to touch my skin with your own." He sighed in contentment then snuggled closer still to Nathaniel. He wrapped both his arms around the man and kissed lightly along the curve of his jaw. Then he kissed his lips, slowly, gently. He had come in here expecting possible sex, but now he wanted nothing but long, slow kisses and for their bodies to relax together on the plush bed.
Nathaniel smiled softly at Karson's comment on his skin. He continued to stroke Karson's back gently taking in every little bump he could feel where the man had been stitched and sewn and grinning. He kissed Karson back gently feeling just how different their skins were, even their lips had a different working order that fit quite nicely. He liked feeling Karson up close to him like that. It made him happy, made his heart beat fast and even without their sex he felt connected. He lowered his hand to the man's hip, and touched the wound that had almost put a rip between them. He sighed softly into their kiss and just kept his hand there.
Karson could feel the man's hand on his hip and he wasn't sure how he felt about it just yet. One part of him liked the fact that he didn't seem to mind it and he was afraid to touch it. The other part just plain didn't like that it was there for him to touch in the first place. If there was one scar he could make disappear, it would be that one, and not even because of the looks. He sighed in contentment anyway, however. He put his forehead against Nathaniel's and smiled softly. "Do you want to hear what happened?" he asked. "I know you've been thinking about it since you first saw me without pants. So, do you want to know?"
Nathaniel opened his eyes gently when he felt Karson pull away. When he heard the question at first he was confused. Then he realised where his hand was and what Karson was actually asking. He pulled his hand away and put it on the man's back again. He looked away then back at Karson's eyes. He was trying to figure out what thoughts were going through his head but Karson had already figured out what was on Nathaniel's mind even before Nathaniel had himself. He did want to know but completely on Karson's terms. "If you want," he cleared his throat gently. "If you want to do it. If you want to tell me you can," he stammered on then put his hand on the man's cheek. "But you know you don't. You don't have to tell me...even though I do want to know." He kissed him softly. "It's your secret to keep."
"It's not really a secret, it's just painful. It has both to do with my job and my last boyfriend, a man I thought I loved and thought loved me back. I was wrong, to say the least." He took in a deep breath and closed his eyes, just leaning in to Nathaniel's touch for the moment. "I met him on a mission and I should have known better, but I couldn't help myself. He was gorgeous and he made me feel like a prince from the moment I met him. His name was Jerry, though I didn't know that until after. He told me his name was Tyler. We actually moved in together. It was his job to get information from me the entire time I worked on this particular project. And, when it was over, he was supposed to kill me. He couldn't do it. He hit me over the head and just tried to run, but I came after him. He shot me out of desperation and hit me in the hip."He shuddered softly as he thought about it. "The bullet shattered my hip bone, which is why it looked like something exploded inside me. I had to have my hip partially replaced, like I said. I've only been able to walk again for about six months now...and the whole time I wished he had just killed me. It wasn't because of the pain, mind you, it was because I did love him and he used me, and now I have to find him, and kill him."
Nathaniel held back a smile when Karson decided to tell him the story. He was glad that Karson felt comfortable enough to tell him something that clearly hurt him whenever he spoke about it. As he listened, he heard the similarities between that past and their current situation, similarities obviously only Nathaniel would see. Karson's ex lied to him, kept a secret and gathered information. If there was a closer description to Nathaniel then he didn't know it. This was pretty close. Nathaniel couldn't tell Karson the truth now, or ever. He had to keep that part of his life a secret until...death. Death seemed like the only solution because he knew if Karson found out, then he was going to be the person Karson was chasing to kill soon.
He forced himself to focus on Karson. He stroked the man's hair gently. "I'm sorry you were betrayed like that Karson. You let your heart open to someone and they completely ripped it out. that shouldn't have happened especially to someone as nice and as patient and as thoughtful as you," Nathaniel said softly, swallowing enough spit to wet a towel. "It must have been painful to go through all that alone." he said thoughtfully trying to figure out how to protect his own secret. "But he didn't kill you...maybe he truly loved you."
"It doesn't matter," Karson replied. "He made a mistake not killing me and he's going to regret it when I finally find him. He told them everything and he's the reason that we're all in such danger now. I have to kill him, and I will." He said this all very seriously, though it was obvious there was pain with his words. He had been in love a few times, but that had been the only time that he had felt loved back, and it had been a lie. Not to mention, his job was the most important thing to him and the guy had managed to take that too. He couldn't let that stand. "Anyway, that's that. I've got the scar and a taste for revenge, but I'm not going to pine over him. He wasn't the man I fell for." He shrugged lightly and cuddled closer to Nathaniel. He stroked his fingers over the man's face and sighed softly. He nuzzled his nose against his neck. "Lets not talk about all my failed relationships anymore. Lets talk about yous."
Nathaniel bit his lip. Listening to Karson's dedication to killing his ex sunk his heart and assured him that he would never tell Karson the truth. He would rather die at the hands of the enemy than have Karson point that gun at him again. He could hear the tone of vengence in the man's words and he would hate to be at the receiving end of that voice.He gulped and felt Karson's fingers on his face. For now, they could relax. Karson could continue to lie there, unaware of Nathaniel's truth and Nathaniel would continue on, pretending he was just a professor. It was going to be fine besides, he hadn't actually done anything wrong to Karson. He hadn't spied or extracted information from him...yet...and he wouldn't. Yes. That would be his vow. He wouldn't do it.
"Relationships?" he said bringing his attention back to the man. "My, I've had so many of those but I've only loved a few of the men and women I've dated." he said with a dismissive shrug. He wasn't really focussed.
"Well, that really was descriptive," Karson said, rolling his eyes. "Fine. If you don't want to talk we won't talk." He made a zipping motion over his lips, as if zipping them closed, then he made a locking motion. He threw the imaginary key over his shoulder. No more talking until Nathaniel at least had a chance to let the information sink in. Karson knew that he could be rather intense with his stories and he had likely freaked the guy out, so, he would let him process in silence. He wouldn't even try kissing him until he was ready.
"What?" Nathaniel was confused. He was still confused and it was definitely not because of Karson's story. He felt guilty and he couldn't even talk about it. Instead, he pretended to understand Karson's actions. "Oh, right, yeah. It's been hurt and pain with my exes, I just stopped looking." It was true. He had began on the meaningless fling train but then again, it hadn't been because of his exes, not entirely. His lifestyle had changed and he had began living a more secluded life. Of course that wasn't what he could tell Karson. "I'll tell you about some when I'm ready." he said with a sigh and looked at Karson and kissed the man, hoping to change the topic when they pulled away. "thanks for sharing your story with me by the way."
Karson smiled and nodded. "I figured you deserved to know since I broke into your house and kidnapped you. The sex didn't seem like it was enough." His not talking hadn't lasted long, unsurprisingly. He leaned in and kissed the man again, this time nice and deep. "But, now that you know we never have to mention it again. We can just stay here and snuggled until we fall asleep." He took Nathaniel's hand and put it on his hip again, on the scar. "You can still touch it though. I like that you're not afraid to touch something so ugly. I like you."
Deserved...? Nathaniel felt a wave of despair wash over him. He had never felt so guilty in his life. He was about to open his mouth and confess when Karson's lips met his again. He fell into the deep kiss gently and forgot his words all together. He felt Karson lift his hand and place it over the scar again. He heard what the man said and sighed. "I don't find it ugly. It's a part of you and I don't find you ugly, so that's that..." he grinned at Karson. "I like you too." he said quietly and leaned in close to the man and kissed him gently. He snuggled closer, if that were even possible. "Let's snuggle until we fall asleep indeed."
Karson ran his hands over Nathaniel's back lightly then smiled and nodded. His eyes closed and he breathed deeply of the man's scent. "Mmmm, that really does sound perfect. You're warm..." He yawned and snuggled his face against Nathaniel's skin. He wasn't entirely sure what body part he was nuzzling, but it didn't matter to him. He was comfortable and he was already starting to feel sleep tugging at his body. He knew that it was possible they would only have this one night to sleep together, so he didn't care what he was snuggling, as long as it was Nathaniel.
Nathaniel felt Karson inch close to his chest, one of his breast muscles heating up beneath the man's face. Karson was warm too and it excited Nathaniel. His heart beat relaxed as the sleep kicked in. He held onto Karson tightly unable to let him go. He didn't want to but he knew that that was all they had, the night. Something would happen tomorrow. Karson would get a call from his boss or something else would call him away and he would leave and leave Nathaniel. It was the devastating truth. So Nathaniel held onto the man for dear life until he started to truly fall asleep.
Karson woke up the next morning, feeling a little warm and sweaty. He was confused by this until he realized he was still gripping, and being gripped by, Nathaniel. They had spent the whole night so tightly packed together that it was no wonder he was feeling so warm. He smiled though, he didn't mind being a bit sweaty if it meant that he got to be so close to Nathaniel.
Nathaniel slipped in and out of one dream. He didn’t wake up immediately. His eyes flattered as the images moved around his head. He was dreaming about Karson; Karson with a gun in his hand shooting at him, straight in the head. It was scary and he started to move around in the bed gently as his nightmare progressed. The bullet never reached but when the gun sounded it was as if it hit replay and they were facing each other again and Karson was saying, ‘you betrayed me’ and boom the gun again. He wriggled on the bed gently, still holding onto the man. “No...no...” he whispered softly.
Karson frowned as Nathaniel began to writhe about and say that one negative word. Those were nightmare signs. He didn't like it. So, he gently shook the man's shoulder. "Nathaniel, hun, wake up. It's just a dream, wake up." He shook his shoulder just a little bit harder. He hated to see him looking this way, as if he were scared and in pain. He had liked the moment before where he looked so calm and sweet. He wanted that back of he wanted him awake. Anything would be better than this.
Nathaniel heard Karson's voice and at first he thought it was part of the dream and then he felt his shoulder being shaken and his eyes tore open, his breath coming out hot and laboured. He searched the man's face with his eyes, feeling a bit disoriented and wondering what was going on. He realised he had been having a nightmare and relaxed when he saw that Karson was neither angry nor holding a gun to his head. He sighed and closed his eyes for a moment, hoping he hadn't given himself away. He opened his eyes again and smiled at Karson. "um...morning hot stuff," he said in a sleepy voice even though he was wide awake.
Karson frowned down at him. "Are you ok? You must have been having some dream..." He stroked his hand over Nathaniel's cheek gently. "Do you want to talk about it? Or would you rather forget it?" he asked him gently. He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to the man's forehead. He gave him a soft, encouraging smile. "It's going to be ok, either way." He continued to gently stroke his cheek.
Nathaniel leaned into the hand on his cheek. He closed his eyes. He wasn't about to talk about his nightmare. It stemmed from a lie and he didn't want to tell the truth at least not yet. He grinned softly at Karson. "i can't remember most of it anyway," he said to the man. "Thank you for waking me up by the way." he told him gripping the man's waist and squeezing him lightly. "I know it's going to be okay with you here." he said softly.
Karson smiled and nodded his head. "Of course. I couldn't look at you like that, so sad and scared. I didn't like it and I didn't want it." He pressed his lips lightly against Nathaniel's lips, then pulled back only to kiss slowly along his neck. "I hope I get to be here for a while then. I want things to be okay, for you and for me." He continued to kiss his neck lightly, lovingly. He didn't know why he felt the need to make Nathaniel feel better all the time, but he did. He wanted to make sure that this man was happy, all the time no matter what.
Nathaniel licked his lips as Karson pulled back from his kiss. His stomach fluttered when he heard the man's words. "I hope that too, for you and me," he said quietly then moaned against the kiss that was placed on his neck. Because Karson couldn't see his face, he felt himself frown. Oh Karson, if you only knew. You'll hate me. he thought in his head. He scooted closer to the man and forced a smile to his face before he lifted Karson's face to his and kissed him again gently. At least for now...he could pretend.
Karson kissed back. He was feeling good, like he was on a cloud. He had no idea that he was being lied to again. It was apparently a common theme in his life, though he had no idea. He fell for the forbidden and he never knew it was happening until it was too late. So, he kissed back without the slightest bit of knowledge. He kissed back rather deeply and let his hands slide along Nathaniel's skin lightly. He was happy, in that moment.
Nathaniel kissed Karson continuously gripping the man at his waist. He pulled back and smiler at the man. "Hey, did you want to spend the day in bed like I suggested last night?" he asked him in a gentle voice. "We could watch telly, or not watch anything..." he winked and laughed lightly. If Karson was not going to be in his life for long, he deserved at least some good time with him before the man put a bullet in his head or before he had to leave.
Karson grinned and nodded. "Oh yes. I'm definitely in the mood for laying here in bed with you all day. Telly, or no telly is completely up to you. As long as I can have your lips, that is." He grinned and kissed Nathaniel again, just briefly. "Yup, that's absolutely all I need. Those delicious lips of yours are what's keeping me going." He nuzzled his cheek with his nose then laughed lightly.
Nathaniel kissed Karson gingerly then moaned when the man pulled away to speak. "My lips aren't as delicious as yours, and if they are it's from kissing you a lot." He laughed and squeezed Karson closely to him. "Mm...you smell good, you feel good..." he said softly. "you are good." he chuckled. "How have I survived this long without you?" he said gently to the man.
Karson shrugged. "I've been wondering the same thing since I got here. I don't know how you functioned without a sexy man at your beck and call, but, now that you do, you're hardly using it to your advantage. I could do anything." He chuckled and wiggled his eyebrows playfully. He leaned in and pressed gentle kisses to the side of Nathaniel's neck. He increased their intensity little by little, sucking on certain spots until he left slight marks.
Nathaniel laughed at Karson's comment. "Oh, he who speaks so highly of himself," he said chuckling slightly. He closed his eyes as Karson took advantage of his playfulness and pressed his lips to his neck. He let out a breathy sigh when the man sucked at him gingerly, feeling the tinge of the sharp marks that were probably appearing on his skin. "Mm...fuck...that's good," he moaned out softly, feeling his dick throb slightly. He grabbed at the man's arse and pulled him close. "What else do I get from this sexy man?" he asked.
Karson shrugged his shoulders. "Oh I'm not sure," he said, "What could I interest you in?" He hand roamed up Nathaniel's inner thigh and let his fingers just barely brush his hard member. Then his hands were moving aside and he was sitting back. "Your wish is my command," he grinned and held out his arms, as if putting himself on display. "My body will bend to your will."
Nathaniel pursed his lips and appeared thoughtful about it. He raised the covers and looked at Karson's naked body, slowly letting his eyes roam hungrily over the man's white skin. He bit his lip and smiled up at the man. "I think I know just what," he said moaning at the fingers on his member. He grinned. "I think I want you to get me plenty hard and then when I say when, I want you to turn around so that I can bury myself in you and make you scream out my name like the sexy man you are." He looked Karson right in the eye. "Sounds good?"
Nathaniel jumped at the sound of a bang from the door. He heard several other footsteps and he bit his lip before he consulted Karson’s face. He followed the man’s instructions, his adrenalin picked up. He threw on a pair of sweats and a t-shirt and slipped his feet into some sneakers. He was slower than Karson but he tried to move fast so that the man wouldn’t be disappointed in him. “What’s happening?”Also, he had a feeling what was happening. Protocol required him to check in every night. He hadn’t checked in. He was late. They’d come to find out if he was alive. Or maybe it was just Karson’s people. You know, the people chasing him. Did it matter? All he knew is that he wasn’t wearing underwear. He moved to stand next to Karson. “How?”
"I don't know know," Karson replied in a whisper, "But we've got to try." He kept his gun in front of him and he started to move, hoping that Nathaniel would stay right behind him. There was only one way they were going to be able to get out of here, one way that he could guarantee that they both lived anyway. Of course, he knew it was a long shot. Likely they would be going out in a hail of gun fire, but until then, they were going to try and get around to the garage before it was too late.
He slipped from the room and looked, listened. They were in the living room. He could hear three voices but he was sure there would be more surrounding the house. He swallowed hard then peaked back at Nathaniel, then, he recognized a voice. His head snapped in it's direction. There was no doubt these men were here for him.
Nathaniel followed Karson quietly. He needed a gun too. Even though he wasn’t the best shot, he could at least he could defend himself. He had one or two guns lying around. One was in the living room but he needed the right time and way to retrieve it. Obviously, it would probably shock Karson but he didn’t want either of them to die so his boyfriend...boyfriend?...would have to deal with it. He watched Karson, muscle’s tense and alert. If they weren’t about to get shot at, he would be touching the man right now, trying to get him to relax. His eyes widened in confusion when Karson seemed to recognise the person who had spoken, their voice.
Karson looked at Nathaniel once more. "Go to the garage. They don't want you, just me. I'm going to go in there and deal with this. I'm so sorry I brought this on you." He clenched his jaw. Never had he felt so close to crying over another person. People tended to be collateral damage, but this was entirely different. He leaned in and gave Nathaniel what he assumed would be their last kiss. "Now go. Don't come back in here. Go into the garage and hide until you don't hear anything else, or until you hear police sirens." He nodded his head then he started in the opposite direction of the garage, heading towards the voices, his gun still pointed straight forward. He flicked the safety off.
Nathaniel closed his eyes as the man kissed him and didn’t move. He didn’t want to. There was no way he was leaving Karson to fight all those people on his own but he needed access to one of his guns. He had to be quiet too. He had to go the garage anyway. That was where he had one of his guns too. He couldn’t go all the way to his room. He opened the door slowly and it creaked lightly. He winced at the sound, terrified that the men would hear him. He went quickly to the tool box that he rarely used and pulled out a handgun. He fumbled with it first before he got control of his shaky hands and began his way back into his house. There was no way that would be their last kiss.
Karson's whole body stiffened with the first creak of the door into the garage, but his body stiffened even further when he heard that creak a second time. His eyes shot back toward Nathaniel, wide and confused. 'What are you doing?' he mouthed to the math. He could not believe that Nathaniel had come back into the room, let alone holding a gun. Something about this was wrong. Nathaniel had acted like he had never had a gun and yet the gun he was holding was definitely a government issue. Karson's eyes changed from confused to hurt, but he didn't have much time to harp on it before he was shocked back to looking in front of him. He fired the first shot into the man before him just before the first bullet could be fired into him instead.
