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My Life Unplugged: Notes and Observations
Ayah •maybe i'm a fucking waste• wrote: "Autumn Rising wrote: "It's freaking twelve in the freaking morning and I just realized that I had math homework. Uggggghhhhhhhhhhh. Fluorine uranium carbon potassium."OH MY GOD. XDD"
Yeah. ^_^ Luckily, I was able to rush it during the first hour or so before first period. Smooth.
That awkward moment when you're dancing around your room to old Justin Bieber songs and your sister walks in and you're just like:M:O.O
S:O.O
M:O.O
S:O.O
M:O.O*turns off laptop*
S: Wha-
M: You saw nothing.... *backs into shadows*
S: I can still see-
M:No you don't.
So, I was listening to pre-pop princess Taylor Swift songs yesterday {don't ask} and I came upon my favorite Taylor song {other than Picture to Burn, because revenge} -Story of Us! It's now stuck in my head. XD While listening to it though, it reminded me of a certain someone and hthe stuff she'd said about a previous relationship. What's scary is the fact that Taylor was able to put it into song. I swear she's a witch... :I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us
How we met and the sparks flew instantly
People would say, "they're the lucky ones"
I used to know my place was a spot next to you
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on
Oh, a simple complication
Miscommunications lead to fall out
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up I can't break through
Now I'm standing alone In a crowded room
And we're not speaking and I'm dying to know
Is it killing you like it's killing me yeah
I don't know what to say since the twist of fate
When it all broke down and the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now next chapter
How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes
And trying to look busy
And you're doing your best to avoid me
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you should have held me
Oh, I'm scared to see the ending
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking and I'm dying to know
Is it killing you like it's killing me yeah
I don't know what to say since the twist of fate
When it all broke down and the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now
This is looking like a contest
Of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side
The battle's in your hands now
But I would lay my armor down
If you'd say you'd rather love than fight
So many things that you wish I knew
But the story of us might be ending soon
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking and I'm dying to know
Is it killing you like it's killing me yeah
I don't know what to say since the twist of fate
When it all broke down and the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now, the end
Thoughts: 1) I'm liking the new masthead for the group. Autumn is my all time favorite season.
2)I'm also liking the shoes. Union Jack fiveeva!
3)I have gone a total of two and a half weeks without tea. I'm slowly dying inside.
4)Four days until I take the SATs. Yay me...
5)Watching iiSuperwomanii because she is da bombdiggity. :-P
You sir, are absolutely adorkable! ^_^
I'll watch it whenever this evil and inhumane amount of homework gets finished. So... around June. XD
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Riight?? Sad truth though.
I hear noises on the veranda. It's pitch black outside. In other words, AW HALES NAW!!!! *waves around frying pan* I am NOT going to die today!
Kassandra wrote: "What happened?"With what? The hormones, or the noises? Because the noises were all in my head apparently. XD I need sleep, man.
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With what? The hormones, or the noises? Because the noises were all in my head apparently. XD I need sleep, man."
Love when that happens XD
Ayah •maybe i'm a fucking waste• wrote: "pst i love you :3"pst I love you too <3.
Cαiтℓуn ~ £ιvιng thє ιmpσssιbℓє ~ wrote: "Autumn Rising {I don’t want to be alone, I want to be left alone.} wrote: "Kassandra wrote: "What happened?"With what? The hormones, or the noises? Because the noises were all in my head apparent..."
XD Oh, yes. Because I need more proof that I've gone insane.
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So I think I'm getting fat, but I'm not sure that I actually am fat and dear god I don't want to be one of those girls who are completely obsessed with their weight but what if I really do need to slim down a bit? I mean, at the end of the day it's about how you feel in your body, right? I'll just start exercising and eat more fruit.
And I also got my report card. Six A's and one B, which I am seriously annoyed about. I mean, I've gotten less than five hours of sleep for the past nine weeks. That should have given me a freaking A plus plus! XD
Magnus Chase was thisclose to being in my hands. Thisclose! I had it on hold. I was twenty seventh... and then I was third... and then I was first... AND NOW IT'S GONE! Dang it... I'm seventy fifth. Maybe it'll be even faster this time and I can get it tomorrow?
Autumn Rising {I don’t want to be alone, I want to be left alone.} wrote: "And I also got my report card. Six A's and one B, which I am seriously annoyed about. I mean, I've gotten less than five hours of sleep for the past nine weeks. That should have given me a freaking..."
Good job!!!! <333
Good job!!!! <333
Thoughts:Fairy lights, or mature grown up lights?
Fairy lights. Fairy lights for sure. XD
I'm supposed to be doing homework! It's ten o'clock! Focus, gosh darn it!
"Aint no party like a Time Lord party because a Time Lord party is not bound by typical temporal parameters and thus don't stop."
Sorry Ayah. I didn't know it would have this much of a reaction. XD Though, that quote is gold.
Autumn Rising #Shipping Ayalec, because# wrote: "#Parisisinourprayers"
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You know what's annoying? Having people claim to be followers of your religion and then do something that is COMPLETELY AGAINST YOUR RELIGION. Like, thanks for making the other ninety nine percent of us look like homicidal maniacs! I hope your deaths are slow and painful. Jerks.
Sometimes I get into these moods where all I want to do is write poetry. I call them my "Poet Me" moods. XD She's really emo and likes black, Poet Me.
Poet Me is still going strong. Wrote three new poems yesterday, bringing my total to sixteen poems this fall. I actually prefer it this way, because Poet Me has this tendency to turn into Emo Me. Man, is she depressing.
Poet Marie sounds quite interesting.
Oh god, you read All The Bright Places, didn't you? XDYou think Poet Me is interesting? You should see Humanitarian Me. She loves the sound of protest in the morning. XD
Because I literally just finished it last night. XD Dude, are you in for something.
It will, but in an enlightening way. You know, if you like being enlightened. That book is the reason why Poet Me decided to make a visit. XD
I hated that book. So so much.
I hate love stories. I hate books that romanticize mental illness. I hated the ending.
Not going to lie though, I do have a bunch of sticky notes in my thinking place like Finch. Remind me to show you one day when we're video calling.
Ayah •He's Mine• wrote: "I hated that book. So so much."I didn't hate it per say. It was kind of raw for me. I'm the kind of girl who spends her time reading happy, lovely things. This book was like a sad movie. I cried, which I hate doing. But I guess that the best books are the ones that make you feel something you don't usually do.
OH MY GOD. XDD