Yes this is me too. Is this normal?

[Ben]

Thought my dream had come true finding this forum but there’s not much here. Anyway il describe to you what really gets me hot, to the point of shaking, thumping heart and spine tingling orgasams like I’ve never experienced and it’s all triggered by my wife 7 years my senior talking about her past sexual activity. When we met 12 years ago I was 20 and the man on the side for about a year until she dumped her longterm parter. She has always enjoyed lots of sex but she is a closed book and won’t talk about feelings. I moved in with her and we were all loved up so I thought. We went out one evening to a birthday party and got drunk. A friend was down from wales who she had never met. She ended up going back to his cabin he had rented at the end of the night. She told me to go away. Obviously heart broken we split. We got back together after a few weeks as she begged me, told me she loved me and made a huge mistake. Nothing happened and she couldn’t remember anything. “Woke up fully clothed on her own” She’s kept the truth from me for years. I’m not stupid. Asked my friend, he said sorry. I’ve been told she has had a fruitful sex history with lots of men, 6 I know of who they are through the grape vine. There’s a few men I suspect. She hasn’t divulge anything to me until recently. Despite my efforts to infiltrate her mind. After an argument about the problem we have about her not being open to me. I asked about one guy, I happened to see him that day at the builders merchants. I knew she had fucked him before as we live in a small town and she used to frequent the pubs to find suitors. “We used to hook up that’s all” What a thought, hook up sounds so dirty! I kept pressing. “there was never anything in it, I knew that there was no chance of relationship with him it was just about lust” “oh you good girl” I’m saying in my head. It’s pure sexual desire and she’s using him purely for his cock, wonderful! That’s feminism at its best and I love the thought of a woman knowing and go getting what she desires. That is sexy. I desperately wanted more so I brought it up during sex, we have always been compatible and After being with her so long, I can play her like a old familiar fiddle. This is a pain as she uses it for an excuse not to immerse me in her erotic memories with all the other men she’s had. “I only love you I don’t want to lose you now” she says. But I’m going nowhere. I love her and most of all her beautiful pussy, I want to know all of it, every man that’s been in there, his name, age what he looks like. (I most probably know them anyway) what she thought about his cock length, width and shape and what it feels like inside her. Did he cum in you? How many times, once? 5 times? 100 times? Was he a heavy cummer. What did she enjoy about sex with him. I want to know what her opinions are and why she remembers that. I suppose the reason is so I might be able to find something she likes that I don’t do for her already so I can be better for her. She was shocked I wanted so much graphic detail. I can’t help it, I love hearing her stories gets me so hard! She now has told me about the welsh guy. I asked to talk about this while we’re having slow deep passionate sex. She couldn’t remember sex that particular evening as she was so drunk but she wanted him in the morning (sober which is even more exciting for me) so woke him up. Asked him several times for it. Opened her legs for him and waited. He put his cock in her pussy. She said his cock felt nice, good size, big head and bent upwards so hit the spot. She said it went on for a while in the missionary position. She didn’t cum which is a bummer for me as her being plesured is what I wanted to hear the most but she said he lacked rythem so she couldn’t concentrate on it long enough. She got bored and lay back thinking of England until he came in her. “Where and how do you know”? I asked. “his cock started throbbing While inside and I could feel the wetness of his cum” holy shit! I was literally shaking, my cock was in her pussy while she was immersing me in her memory and I love it. I told her she was a good girl, thanked her and we started kissing. We really connected at that moment. Electricity ran around the circuit from our tongues to genitals. It’s only been a couple weeks since she’s started sharing her mind with me but I can tell you it’s the most erotic experience I’ve ever had and we’re just scratching the surface. I want her even more than ever! have a semi most of the time at the moment. At bed time, I can’t wait to ask if we can share together another of her sexy stories.

[Erasmo]

So hot, and crazy how much of the details we want to learn

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Kathy K. wrote: "Erasmo wrote: "So hot, and crazy how much of the details we want to learn"

Do you have anything to share, Erasmo! I used to be a member of this group, but as you can see it’s not really active. I ..."

yeah, I did my piece there... am ready for more :D

[Joe]

I don't have anything to offer, but I'm willing hear stories

[Jade]

Joe wrote: "I don't have anything to offer, but I'm willing hear stories"

Joe, you so ready to lend a helping ear.... God love ya for it!

[Joe]

Jade wrote: "Joe wrote: "I don't have anything to offer, but I'm willing hear stories"

Joe, you so ready to lend a helping ear.... God love ya for it!"

That's me, ready to help, especially if I get to play as I"m helping...

[[deleted user]]

hey Jade & Joe, happy to see ya too are around... interestin' place, this is :D

[Jade]

Revelator wrote: "hey Jade & Joe, happy to see ya too are around... interestin' place, this is :D"

It's a nice quiet place, I''l give you that. kind of refeshing...

[[deleted user]]

yeah... we could kick off our boots, lie back and relax and kinda do our own shit here... after all, mod possibly went somewhere and took a permanent vacation...

[Jade]

LOL, there is no mod

This is the equivalent of the wild, wild west of goodreads - all the desert you want. Stake your claim!

[[deleted user]]

Jade wrote: "LOL, there is no mod

This is the equivalent of the wild, wild west of goodreads - all the desert you want. Stake your claim!"

hahaha, just saw this... yeah... I can hide in here and nobody'll see me do my shit :D

[Joe]

Jade wrote: "LOL, there is no mod

This is the equivalent of the wild, wild west of goodreads - all the desert you want. Stake your claim!"

Great one Jade
You always know how to get to the point

[[deleted user]]

lol im here