SOLVED. Non-Fic Memoir - Gay man whose best friend dies of AIDS, synchronicity with hummingbird, in Los Angeles

[Alex]

Read in 2002-3
Written by a gay man in Los Angeles who recounts the death of his best friend from AIDS.
Author talks about tremendous guilt he felt turning down men.
He worked in the entertainment industry and did some work for the Olsen twins.
There is some sort of crazy synchronicity with a painting and a hummingbird.

[Alex]

Borrowed Time: An AIDS Memoir
byPaul Monette

[Kelsey]

Sounds like Augustan Burroughs lust and wonder, I recently read it.

[Jonna]

Kelsey!! You nailed it!!

[SamSpayedPI]

Jonna wrote: "Kelsey!! You nailed it!!"

Are you sure? Because Lust & Wonder wasn't published until 2016, and there's nothing about a hummingbird or the Olsen Twins as far as I can tell.

[Jonna]

I thought I was, but I have been known to be wrong! (^_^)

[Lobstergirl, au gratin]

Alex found the book by himself or herself @2.

[Rosa]

Good catch, Lobstergirl. Borrowed Time: An AIDS Memoir for the link.