Dead Leaves Wishing For A Spring Day ((Spring Day)) Showing 2,951-3,000 of 5,896

[Deepthi]

Add Nirmal too to the club.

He apparently did something today, and D___ was pissed for the rest of the day...

[Deepthi]

She was on the verge of tearing her Math book.

[Deepthi]

And Math's the first exam.

[Deepthi]

I hate seeing any of my fiends being sad or angry... :(

And she was refusing to tell me why she was like that too. :/

[Deepthi]

And I sit next to her for God's sake!

[Christine]

How’s everyone doing?

[Deepthi]

Great :)

You? :)

[Tamra]

hey deepthi

[Tamra]

hey robert

[Deepthi]

Hey :)

[Deepthi]

https://www.goodreads.com/user_status...

[Deepthi]

I'm sick and tired of everything...

[Deepthi]

I just.... really want to put everything out, but my thoughts are too fast for me to type them out and I have no idea how to put them out in words...

[Deepthi]

It's out.

(view spoiler)[ (view spoiler)[ (view spoiler)[These days.... they suck. Like hell. They are crazy and overwhelming. My dad's been shouting on me for the whole week because he's stressed with his job and just needs a venting machine. And I happen to be the only thing he sees to do that. So he shouts. He calls me all the names he knows, points out each and every insecurity of mine and scolds me for every little thing I do. I again haven't been able to eat. I'm again throwing food. I just... can't. I've collapsed thrice since last week. And sometime last year, I've developed anxiety. It's real, real, real mild, but it's still anxiety. And it's been popping up a lot since last month. And it makes the whole day worse. I'm sick of pretending. I'm sick of pretending that everything's fine. Because it's NOT. But even though I want to let it all out, I can't. I don't even remember the last time I cried in front of someone. I always go behind this facade like thing whenever I want to or have got to talk to someone. No one realizes that I legit pretend almost every single thing throughout the whole day. And I've got to pretend just to stay with my friends. It's not like they don't care. It's just that I don't want to burden them even more by pushing whatever bothering me. They have enough on their plates without me adding to their's. I'm always there for D___ whenever Palguni does something and hurts her. I'm always there behind G_______ just in case she wants to turn around and talk to someone. I always hide my book and talk to D___ whenever she's getting bored. But I can't get myself to admit that I want to talk about something. I always tell them that I've got to use the restroom whenever I feel like crying in school. I just want a hug right now, in real life, but I can't even go out of my room and ask me mom. She's probably going to screw me for still being awake. (hide spoiler)] (hide spoiler)] (hide spoiler)]

[Deepthi]

Time to get D's present ready

[Deepthi]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2noW8...

[Deepthi]

https://www.webtoons.com/en/challenge...

https://www.webtoons.com/en/fantasy/l...

[Deepthi]

G_______ and I have completed fourteen years of friendship!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

[Deepthi]

I.... really miss VIXX's N...

[Deepthi]

N too is ticklish!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD

Same!!!!!!

[Deepthi]

VIXX look so cute while carrying each other..........

[Deepthi]

Lol
Leo bit the manager xD

[Deepthi]

I really am similar to him xD
N is my bias ><

[Deepthi]

Lol xD
The managers make him follow them by tickling him!!!

[Deepthi]

Smh

[Deepthi]

"Two giant babies play together"

True! *coos* ><

[Deepthi]

Wow...
Their manager is a good singer himself!!

[Deepthi]

I was watching these in case anyone was wondering:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGlsW...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQhLk...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gBc7n...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BjZd4...

[Deepthi]

Spring Day always makes me feel nostalgic........

[Deepthi]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QDWws...

This is hilarious xD!!!!!!!!!!

[Deepthi]

W t h is RM doing?!! xD

[Deepthi]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zq89p...

Wow....

[Deepthi]

VIXX's N and Jimin!!!!!!
I don't know who the girls are though :P

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_dqX...

[Deepthi]

Both of them are even more graceful than the girls xD

[Deepthi]

Ah....
N's smile is contagious...... :D

[Deepthi]

I just........ really miss him... *sigh*

[Deepthi]

*squeals*

DYNAMITE!!!!!

[Deepthi]

It's a song name, I'm not crazy xD

[Deepthi]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gBlPa...

Smh xD

[Christine]

GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!

[Allerglance]

It is nighttime where I am, but good morning to you!

[Deepthi]

Name changed again.

[Christine]

Oops I’m sorry Allerglance

[Deepthi]

Oops I missed those messages.... I didn't refresh the page...

[Deepthi]

@Christine, good morning :)
@Allerglance, sleep well, good night :)

[Deepthi]

00.00

[Deepthi]

That's the time rn

[Deepthi]

Lol my best friend and I are pretty crazy

[Deepthi]

I was awake the whole night...

[Christine]

Aww that stinks Deepthi that you were awake the whole night