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Dead Leaves Wishing For A Spring Day ((Spring Day))
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Deepthi
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Feb 07, 2019 07:23AM
That is pretty awesome tbh :)
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This thing is really stupid.......I guess by now most of you know that I'm a K-Pop fan. And you'll at least have some idea about them. They're groups - in the sense of they are really close with each other...
It's just that... When I listen to K-Pop when I'm alone at home, it just feels lonely... Sixth Grade always comes to my mind when I think about that. That year was the last year I did something of the normal friendship thing... That was the time everything started going downhill... I don't know... I see the lyrical video most of the time because of that.
I told you it was stupid!
Kookie's Only Then's lyrics are really easy :D
Today's my singing performance...Today evening.
It's nearing 5 o'clock...I've got to go off for some time, I'll try to be back soon :)
That's nice :)Are you proffessional? Just asking :)
I'm listening to this xDhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uirir...
The boys of my Grade had danced to the original song this year... It was AWESOME!!!
I love this song! It's a recommendation from my sis, so it will be pretty good :Dhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fvjpE...
Molly wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "Molly wrote: "I have a question-Do you guys think it's worth having a journal? I suck at opening up and I bottle it all in and then it all just explodes... BOOM."
I don't know. I usu..."
'Kay :)
The singing program is today.... :D
"I'm so tired of love songs, tired of love songs, tired of love songs, tired of loveJust wanna go home, wanna go home, wanna go home, woah"
One of the songs we are singing today evening is really special....."Give me some sunshine,
Give me some rain,
Give me another chance
I wanna grow up once again..."
I'm real glad that some people won't be there xD
This is hard proof that I'm bored xDI'm editing a photo of myself. *facepalm*
xD
"Love is so painfulGoodbyes are even more painful
I can't go on if you're not here
Love me, love me
Come back to my arms"
The amount of support we members of the ARMY give BTS is.... Huge... *smile*
I was watching a live performance just now...The fans present in Japan were cheering them till they started the song. Then they kept quiet when it was playing. The way they started screaming and clapping after the song was over was.... :D
Aww... Suga looks adorable with that gummy smile! :D
My sis and I exchanged pictures of each other today. I saw her and she saw me...First person on GR to see me was her :)
Many people might be weirded out as to why I actually made a stranger my sis, but you don't know how much she's helped me..I'm here today, alive, because of two things - K-Pop and her.
These were her messages when I told her I was actually cutting...:
"Listen, I have a friend online who is quite similar to you. All of her friends were fake and they only wanted to use her. She was also depressed and attempted to physically harm herself, so I’ll tell you what I told her.
They aren’t worth it. You hear me? Not worth your tears or your pain.
Who is going to benefit from it? No one. Not you. Not your family. And definitely not this so-called friend.
If people don’t want to spend their time with you, then they don’t deserve you.
Surround yourself with people who want to be with you, and I know it’s difficult, because I don’t have any friends outside of social media, but remember, you have me.
I’ll be here to hear anything you want to say, I will always understand, and I will never judge you.
You are beautiful, inside and out. You don’t need scars or the marks. And you shouldn’t be upset over some people who shouldn’t make you feel that way.
If they don’t appreciate you, then you should stay away from them.
You should, without a doubt, leave her. Delete her number and just distance yourself from her.
Find people worth your time, okay? I’m here whenever, night or day.
Don’t hurt yourself, please, it’s your body, not anyone else’s. They won’t care if you cut yourself, so why do it? I know it’s due to emotional stress, and trust me, I tried to cut myself too, but I realized, “Why am I doing this? The scars will just remind all that I need to forget.”
If you ever need to talk, or just need a friend, I’m here.
Remember, love yourself first."
That's the reason I'm so close to her....
Deepthi wrote: "Many people might be weirded out as to why I actually made a stranger my sis, but you don't know how much she's helped me..I'm here today, alive, because of two things - K-Pop and her.
These were..."
She's just..... too sweet.
And she doesn't deserve everything that's happening to her... She's too good.
dang, she sounds amazing, we need more of that in our lives
"Yeah I'm aliveLook carefully
No matter how many times, I will wake up again
Yeah, I'm alive
Watch me carefully
Close both of your eyes and feel me"
This song's too uplifting!
Alive from VIXX
The whole song's translation:Yeah, I'm alive
Look carefully
I will stand up no matter how many times
Yeah, I'm alive
Watch me carefully
Close your eyes now and feel me
Pitch black in the dark
Like a kid who's lost his way
No matter how much I scream
Does nobody hear me?
Yeah
Deep inside my chest it's covered
My memories scream at me
Cold ceremonies
I barely got caught
Your revolving voice around my ear
The hidden light will be the only light
I will rise again
My fire
Yeah, I'm alive
Look carefully
I will stand up no matter how many times
Yeah, I'm alive
Watch me carefully
Close your eyes now and feel me
Eh eh, in front of everyone
Eh eh, I will show more
Eh eh, I'm still alive and breathing
I was born anew
The dark fog gets more scattered
Like a kid who's lost his way
I anxiously shout
Nobody seems to hear me
Yeah
Deep inside my chest it's covered
My memories scream at me
Cold ceremonies
I barely got caught
My hidden dark shadows also
You said all my shine disappeared
I will rise again
My fire
Yeah, I'm alive
Look carefully
I will stand up no matter how many times
Yeah, I'm alive
Watch me carefully
Close your eyes now and feel me
Eh eh, in front of everyone
Eh eh, I will show more
Eh eh, I'm still alive and breathing
I was born anew
Yeah, I'm alive
Look carefully
I will stand up no matter how many times
Yeah, I'm alive
Watch me carefully
Close your eyes now and feel me
Eh eh, in front of everyone
Eh eh, I will show more
Eh eh, I'm still alive and breathing
I was born anew
Yeah, I'm alive
Look carefully
I will stand up no matter how many times
Yeah, I'm alive
Watch me carefully
Close your eyes now and feel me
Eh eh, in front of everyone
Eh eh, I will show more
Eh eh, I'm still alive and breathing
I was born anew
I'm playing Error rn...The MV's so good! The story too!
"I had such a scary and bad nightmareYou left me forever
Even you can tell it’s a dream that doesn’t make sense
Because there’s no way I would lose you
____________
It was so sweet that I had a terrible nightmare
We had started everything from the beginning
You’re not here but everything is the same
In this dream the moment you left me
A cruel night is endlessly coming to me
I close my eyes again, taking me back to that dream
Into an eternal dream that I won’t ever wake from"
Deepthi wrote: ""I had such a scary and bad nightmareYou left me forever
Even you can tell it’s a dream that doesn’t make sense
Because there’s no way I would lose you
____________
It was so sweet that I had a te..."
Eternity
I haven't heard Blossom Tears since a long while...
M____________ had started typing me a message yesterday, but it never came...
Agh! NO! *shakes head*i'm not getting depressed now! I have a big day ahead!
I'm changing the genre to energetic music now!
I'm not thinking about anyone now! M___________, G_______ or D___! Go feed a cow all of you! Don't mess with my head!
Imma feed these people who are trying to hurt you to the cows.
Trey wrote: "????????????????"What?
Hallie wrote: "Imma feed these people who are trying to hurt you to the cows.":)
Just wait a few minutes... I wanna have a good talk with them too.
Sorry 'bout what happened on your Journal...
Still waiting xDOh my goodness, it's not your fault!
Finished! We pushed you too far, Hallie... It's fine, it happens at times...
Are you feeling better now..?
No seriously, it wasn't because of that. I wasn't even mad at you or Trey. Sorry! I was really pissed at so many things at once I snapped at the ones who I can hurt the most easily - the ones who I think care about me. Like I always do. I get mad at something else, but I end up punishing someone else who tries to help. That's why I want to keep people who might try to help me away. I don't want to hurt you guys. But I always end up repeating the same mistake, and never learn.
We do care about you, Hallie...That's okay! *hugs* Apologizing in the end once you're calm, and explaining what happened, like you did now will do the trick :)
I'm fine with that, Hallie... Things so much worse than what you did happens at home at times, and honestly speaking I'm used to it, so chill :)
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