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[Tamra]

goodnight sleep well

[Deepthi]

:')

[Deepthi]

I just proved it:
I can't do anything without my left hand :/

[Deepthi]

I just spilt my breakfast *sigh*

I'm hungry...

[Aqsa]

Deepthi wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Refer msgs 1104 to msgs 1165"

I did. I didn't know. I mean I knew about M a little from what you said, but nothing about G, and I know it hurts a lot when a friend doe..."

*hugs* You'll find friends. May isn't so far.

[Aqsa]

How r ur fingers now?

[Deepthi]

Aqsa wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Refer msgs 1104 to msgs 1165"

I did. I didn't know. I mean I knew about M a little from what you said, but nothing about G, and I know it hurts a lot w..."

*hugs back*
I guess that's better than looking at it as "May is soooooo far away" :')

[Deepthi]

Aqsa wrote: "How r ur fingers now?"

Not so good, but it's becoming better :')

[Deepthi]

Things are kinda looking up... *small smile*

[Deepthi]

Apurva wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "I put weight on it by mistake while eating :/"

You poor thing. You've been having a shitty day just like mine...."

What happened?
All okay..? :/

[Deepthi]

Apurva wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Ms. Insomniac's finally feeling sleepy :')"

That's pretty ironic."

I know xD

[Tamra]

I feel so sorry for you, I am an only child in this house. I have siblings but all of them are older, and moved out, but one, but he lives with his dad.

[Tamra]

how so?

[Tamra]

It's fine, I use to have a friend like you. She was in 8th grade when she was supposed to be in 7th, she kept a 97 to 110 percent in all of her classes all the time.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

My best friend is pushed to get A's and B's in his class. He started later though and in most advanced classes

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

My mom pushes me to at least pass my classes since she knows I can't exactly get all A's and B's

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

So I'm not exactly relatable haha

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

But at the same time I guess I am

[Tamra]

I just have to keep a C average :P

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

:(

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Apurva, someone is trying to get me to tell them what gender I was born as. I know they'll try using the wrong pronouns and tell me that I'll always be a girl

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

It's on a support site

[Deepthi]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Apurva, someone is trying to get me to tell them what gender I was born as. I know they'll try using the wrong pronouns and tell me that I'll always be a girl"

They're just people who won't understand...
Chuck it, dude...

[Deepthi]

Apurva wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Apurva wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "I put weight on it by mistake while eating :/"

You poor thing. You've been having a shitty day just like mine...."

What happened?
All okay..? :/"

Y..."

That's seriously shitty... :/

[Deepthi]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "My best friend is pushed to get A's and B's in his class. He started later though and in most advanced classes"

The real hard part is when you're forced to get those grades...

[Deepthi]

TJ wrote: "I just have to keep a C average :P"

Lucky xD

[Deepthi]

Apurva wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Apurva wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Apurva wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "I put weight on it by mistake while eating :/"

You poor thing. You've been having a shitty day just like mine...."

Wh..."

Aw...
That sucks :/

[Deepthi]

Apurva wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Apurva, someone is trying to get me to tell th..."

But it's gonna be real difficult when you're actually trying to do that while being in the other person's shoes...

[Deepthi]

Post-Concussion headaches suck *whimper*

[Tamra]

aww *hugs*

[Deepthi]

*hugs back*
It's really aching...

[Tamra]

again we can be in pain together.

[Deepthi]

:')

:/
It's still aching for you? It's reeeeaaalllllllly time for you to consult a doctor...

[Tamra]

it woke me up like 2 or 3 times in the middle of the night, I almost cried one time when it woke me up cause it hurt so bad.

[Deepthi]

No crying :/ *hugs*

[Tamra]

*hugs* i have done something bad a few months ago.

[Deepthi]

Same...

[[deleted user]]

15 PAGES SINCE IVE BEEN GONE......dang it

[Deepthi]

Trey wrote: "15 PAGES SINCE IVE BEEN GONE......dang it"

Oops xD

[Deepthi]

I was going through some things...

[Deepthi]

GM!!

[Deepthi]

This song really depicts M___________ and me...


You could never know what it's like
Your blood like winter freezes just like ice
And there's a cold lonely light that shines from you
You'll wind up like the wreck you hide behind that mask you use
And did you think this fool could never win
Well look at me, I'm coming back again
I got a taste of love in a simple way
And if you need to know while I'm still standing you just fade away
Don't you know I'm still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
I'm still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind
I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah
I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah
Once I never could hope to win
You starting down the road leaving me again
The threats you made were meant to cut me down
And if our love was just a circus you'd be a clown by now
You know I'm still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
I'm still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind
I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah
I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah
Don't you know I'm still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
I'm still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind
I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah
I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah
I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah
I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah

[Deepthi]

https://www.goodreads.com/user_status...

[Deepthi]

*sigh*

[Deepthi]

I just wanna be alone today...

[Deepthi]

At home

[Deepthi]

I just changed my Journal name in case anyone's wondering.

[Deepthi]

I just cried... Scratch that, I am crying rn...

[Deepthi]

Sunday's the day I enjoy with playing music, reading books, watching movies, etc., and my mom's saying that I've got to give up on my holiday for going to a damn place where I'll be completely bored! I work hard during the week to enjoy that day. And I'm not giving up on that to go and sit with my grandparents in a place where I can't do anything! There's a offering that takes place, and for that, we usually light a fire. It's our tradition. And my headache's gonna skyrocket if I go and sit in front of a fire with all that SACRED smoke. And I'll have to again wait till NEXT weekend to enjoy! And my damn school kept school on next Saturday, so I'll have school for SIX FULL DAYS without any break and my teachers are all running wuth the portions and I won't ever have a damn break!!!!!
I don't want to go tomorrow, but no one's understanding that.

[Deepthi]

And my mom's not allowing me to talk to my cousin. She speaks to everyone whenever she wants, why can't I do that?!!