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[Deepthi]

That's okay

[Tamra]

I'm sorry for what you are going through though *hugs*

[Deepthi]

*hugs back*

[Deepthi]

i'm supposed to go to sleep now... will come online later if i'm awake!

[Tamra]

KK

[Deepthi]

xD

[Deepthi]

But please kill me irl for now...

[Tamra]

you can't die

[Deepthi]

I woke up due to a freaking nightmare...
Not two hours gone and I wake up from a nightmare... Great.

[Tamra]

aww i sowwy *hugs*

[Deepthi]

There's no need for you to be sorry *hugs back*

[Tamra]

i know but still

[Deepthi]

It's 00.00 rn

[Tamra]

?? midnight?

[Deepthi]

Yeah

[Tamra]

ahh its 12:35 pm here

[Deepthi]

You live in US right? :')

[Tamra]

yes

[Deepthi]

:')

[Tamra]

:P

[Deepthi]

xD

[Deepthi]

Can I just become invisible for a few hours..?
I don't want to go, but I've got to leave for school in twenty minutes...

[Deepthi]

*sigh*

[Deepthi]

I'm just sick of it all....

[Deepthi]

now it'll be like: get scolded on the way to school for no reason - reach school - get abandoned by everyone - feel lonely - pretend everything's alright - pretend that you've got no emotions, you're just a lifeless doll that doesn't matter - go to karate - wait for something to again happen there - wait for mom to pick me up - again get scolded - cry - continue till night - repeat the same thing the same thing the next day

[Aqsa]

I hope you had a better day at school today than you expected. Will check up on you when you return.

I really hope you make a friend, it might get less lonely at least.

[Aqsa]

Deepthi wrote: "Refer msgs 1104 to msgs 1165"

I did. I didn't know. I mean I knew about M a little from what you said, but nothing about G, and I know it hurts a lot when a friend does that, and especially when you feel like you're losing something so precious, but don't hurt yourself, don't blame yourself,don't punish your self. I mean it!

Put yourself first, always. I have had some awful experiences, but I never got better until I finally put myself first, until I forgave myself and accepted myself, Deepthi. I made a lot of mistakes, and it hurts whenever I remember them (I don't intentionally do), so please, think about you. Think of yourself like your best friend. If you won't love you,not many will. People are this way. Just care for yourself like you care for us. Believe me, if you do that, really do that, a lot of things will be better.

[Deepthi]

Aqsa wrote: "I hope you had a better day at school today than you expected. Will check up on you when you return.

I really hope you make a friend, it might get less lonely at least."

It gets worse when I think that it CAN'T get even worse...

I'll have to wait till May... For new people to come to school. The people there rn are... idk...

[Deepthi]

Aqsa wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Refer msgs 1104 to msgs 1165"

I did. I didn't know. I mean I knew about M a little from what you said, but nothing about G, and I know it hurts a lot when a friend does that, and e..."

I... Thanks a lot, Aqsa... Really...
This time of 8th Grade has been really worse, but I'm able to go on with life thanks to many people like you who are on GR...

[Deepthi]

Apurva wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "now it'll be like: get scolded on the way to school for no reason - reach school - get abandoned by everyone - feel lonely - pretend everything's alright - pretend that you've got n..."

I know... :(

[Deepthi]

Apurva wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Refer msgs 1104 to msgs 1165"

I did. I didn't know. I mean I knew about M a little from what you said, but nothing about G, and I know it hurts a lot when a friend doe..."

*hugs*

[Deepthi]

So apparently my sports teacher decided to change teams in Netball, and i was paired with a snake :/
She started cheating, and in defending her, the ring and little finger of my left hand is completely swollen. I can't even fold them :/

[Deepthi]

How am I going to practice guitar?
Plus I can't even write without my left hand :/

[Deepthi]

And the teachers gave a big load of homework...

[Deepthi]

It's hard doing stuff, because i mainly use my left hand... I'm partially ambidextrous leaning more to my left hand :/

[Deepthi]

I put weight on it by mistake while eating :/

[Tamra]

Deepthi!!!!!

[Tamra]

*hugs*

[Tamra]

i love you!

[Deepthi]

Aw thanks :')
*hugs back*

[Deepthi]

Seriously though... Does anyone know how to make finger casts for injuries? My finger...

[Deepthi]

TJ wrote: "i love you!"

Love you too!

[Tamra]

Yay! ^_^

[Deepthi]

:'D

[Tamra]

im hyper journal journal journal

[Deepthi]

:'D

[Deepthi]

That's fine :')
At least over here xD

[Tamra]

go to journal go to journal hahahaha ^_^

[Deepthi]

I won't be able to type fast, sorry...

[Deepthi]

TJ wrote: "go to journal go to journal hahahaha ^_^"

xD
:')