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[Deepthi]

Aqsa wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "You shouldn't have to get used to it. But it will take some effort on your part."

That's true... but there are times when you just get sick of it all..."

I know, I kn..."

Thank you

[Deepthi]

(view spoiler)[ I honestly can't help that I love this song...


Loser, loner. A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent. In the mirror, you're
Just a loser. A loner, a jackass covered in scars
Dirty trash. In the mirror, I'm a

Honestly, I've never fit in with the world
I was always alone
It's been a long time since I've forgotten about love
I can't listen to hopeful love songs anymore
You and me both
We're just sad clowns, tamed and scripted
I've come too far. I'M COMING HOME
I wanna go back. To when I was young

At some point I started looking
At the ground more than the sky
It's hard even to breathe
I hold out my hand
But no one holds it. I'm a

Loser, loner. A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent. In the mirror, you're
Just a loser. A loner, a jackass covered in scars
Dirty trash. In the mirror, I'm a loser

At some point
I've gotten scared of people's eyes
I'm sick of crying so I tried smiling
But no one recognizes me. I'm a

Loser, loner. A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent. In the mirror, you're
Just a loser. A loner, a jackass covered in scars
Dirty trash. In the mirror, I'm a

I curse the blue skies
Sometimes I wanna lay it all down
I want to say good bye
When I stop wandering at the end of this road
I hope I can close my eyes without regrets

Loser
Loser, loner. A coward who pretends to be tough

A mean delinquent. In the mirror, you're
Just a loser. A loner, a jackass covered in scars

Dirty trash. In the mirror, I'm a

LOSER
I'M A LOSER
I'M A LOSER
I'M A LOSER (hide spoiler)]

[Deepthi]

It's so relatable...

[Deepthi]

And who ever is reading my journal... I'm sorry but the last ten days have been... undescribable. Please excuse my negativity here as this is the place I can chuck all my thoughts...

[Hallie]

Deepthi wrote: " I honestly can't help that I love this song...


Loser, loner. A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent. In the mirror, you're
Just a loser. A loner, a jackass covered in scars
Dirty tr..."

I think I know that song. Big Bang?

[Deepthi]

Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: " I honestly can't help that I love this song...


Loser, loner. A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent. In the mirror, you're
Just a loser. A loner, a jackass covered i..."

Yesss!!!

How do you know it? Do you like it?

[Deepthi]

My mom and i are going out rn...
I hope it'll be a good time! :)

[Deepthi]

It WAS good.... *small smile*

[Deepthi]

19.37

[Hallie]

Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: " I honestly can't help that I love this song...


Loser, loner. A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent. In the mirror, you're
Just a loser. A loner, a ja..."

Sorry, I was "studying". Anyway, um I like Blackpink, and they did a cover of this song at a radio show. Candidly, I haven't listened to the original properly, but it's nice :)

[Deepthi]

:')

Try the original one too... It's too good!

[Deepthi]

I love this pic:

[Deepthi]

12 books done for this year till now...

I honestly wanna read some more...

[Deepthi]

Rn

[Deepthi]

I'm preparing my work on Wattpad...

[Deepthi]

I'm not sure how it'll turn out though....

[Deepthi]

And my mom's banging on the door...

[Deepthi]

*sigh*

[Deepthi]

My headache just intensified

[Deepthi]

My head...

[Deepthi]

This is worse than the worst migraine I ever had...

[Tamra]

Take some aspirin, I can't take it, but it helps my parent's headaches. :)

[Deepthi]

It would be called overdosing if I took any more...

[Deepthi]

Thanks though *weak smile*

[Tamra]

Oh i didn't know you took some already, your welcome.

[Deepthi]

That's fine

[Tamra]

i hope you feel better *hugs*

[Deepthi]

I'm searching up info on a concussion... Idk if I might have one...

[Deepthi]

My head's been aching since Wednesday...

[Tamra]

that would be bad

[Deepthi]

TJ wrote: "that would be bad"

yup...

[Deepthi]

Deepthi wrote: "I'm searching up info on a concussion... Idk if I might have one..."

most of the signs point to yes... *whimper*

[Tamra]

My jaw has been hurting since Tuesday. I guess we can both suffer

[Tamra]

We can be twins in different countries lol

[Deepthi]

1. confusion or feeling dazed ----- yes
2. clumsiness -------- yes
3. slurred speech --------- at times
4. nausea or vomiting ------- only nausea
5. headache ---------- obviously yes
6. balance problems or dizziness ------------ too many times
7. blurred vision ---------- yes
8. sensitivity to light ------- at times
9. sensitivity to noise ----------- no
10. sluggishness ------------- no
11. ringing in ears ---------- at times
12. behavior or personality changes --------------------------- ... yes tbh
13. concentration difficulties ----------- yes
14. memory loss ---------- i can't seem to remember what the teacher spoke five minutes back at school at times

[Deepthi]

TJ wrote: "My jaw has been hurting since Tuesday. I guess we can both suffer"

yaa xD

[Deepthi]

TJ wrote: "We can be twins in different countries lol"

lol xD
but ya

[Tamra]

I might have 6 or 7 of those

[Deepthi]

TJ wrote: "I might have 6 or 7 of those"

you got hurt recently? on your head/got hit on your face very badly?

[Tamra]

nope

[Deepthi]

thenn..?

[Tamra]

I don't know. I just have a few of those. its weird

[Deepthi]

that is i guess...

[Tamra]

Whats up with the ...

[Deepthi]

what?

[Tamra]

You keep putting ... after everything.

[Deepthi]

oops
a habit i guess

[Tamra]

oh lol

[Deepthi]

:)

[Tamra]

:P