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[Deepthi]

You've got to have at least a bit of consideration!

[Deepthi]

And every time I come to you, you push me away saying that you've got to talk to them!

[Deepthi]

You say you're always there for me... But why are you acting just like M___________? *sniff*

[Deepthi]

You say you're different from her, but you are becoming just like her...

[Deepthi]

Not yet.

[Deepthi]

And now you expect me to talk to you. Normally.

[Deepthi]

You legit know me since 12 years! You know I'm good with confronting people. I hate doing that. You know how I used to come to you in 6th standard when all those things with M___________ happened!

[Deepthi]

Please tell me that you are not expecting me to... Be okay with this...

[Deepthi]

Please G_______... Think a bit... Please...

[Deepthi]

I still think of you as my best friend...Don't repeat all the things that happened with M___________... I don't want to start cutting again...

[Deepthi]

I'm scared of depression...

[Deepthi]

On the other day you'd asked me what I was scared of the most... I'm scared of isolation and depression...

[Deepthi]

I'm scared that my stupid behaviour will drive people away

[Deepthi]

I've been trying to talk to you since last week!

[Deepthi]

M___________ had called... I had to talk about that!

[Deepthi]

I don't want to fall for her words again

[Deepthi]

You always know what I should do...

[Deepthi]

Please....

[Deepthi]

Don't do this... For God's sake, don't

[Deepthi]

At least let me know if you don't want to talk to me...

[Deepthi]

I'm begging you

[Deepthi]

And D___'s too been acting weird

[Deepthi]

She's busy with her own problems

[Deepthi]

You had said that... You'd always be there for me...

[Deepthi]

Can I still... Trust you?

[Deepthi]

Haha
Why am I asking that stupid question when I still do...

[Deepthi]

I'm seriously a fool

[Deepthi]

I miss you G___...

[Deepthi]

Are you still there..?

[Deepthi]

No! Don't answer that... I don't want to know that

[Deepthi]

What if you say no

[Deepthi]

D___ has P_______, you have S____ and D____ and C_______... Can I join too..?

[Deepthi]

I know I can't

[Deepthi]

Why?

[Deepthi]

Because I'm the awkward fool there who makes everyone awkward just with my presence

[Deepthi]

I'm not blind

[Deepthi]

I catch the looks everyone give me at school

[Deepthi]

I'm always either reading or writing

[Deepthi]

I know people call me weird

[Deepthi]

It's been going on since 7th grade!

[Deepthi]

But you were there for me then

[Deepthi]

...

[Deepthi]

I want to say that I hate you, but I'm not able to...

[Deepthi]

I hate myself...

[Deepthi]

Why am I so stupid???!!!!!!!!

[Deepthi]

G_______... Even H______'s talking to me more than you now...

[Deepthi]

Please dude...

[Deepthi]

Don't do this....

[Deepthi]

*puts her head between her knees*

[Deepthi]

I'm done...