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Dead Leaves Wishing For A Spring Day ((Spring Day))
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Allerglance
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Jun 02, 2019 05:24PM
What a normal day.
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Allerglance wrote: "What a normal day."Lol xD
Why is G_______ calling me up at legit 5.57am???
Allerglance wrote: "*brings you milk*Here :]"
Ah, thanks ^^
*Takes the glass*
Deepthi wrote: "Why is G_______ calling me up at legit 5.57am???"Butt dial?
Allerglance wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Why is G_______ calling me up at legit 5.57am???"Butt dial?"
Huh?
Alright, I'm using this, don't judge me...Under these circumstances, they're completely normal.
Wtf, G_______..?
She's.....You know what? I'm shocking her out of her slesp.
Idc.
Tie beka...Gosh....
It sounded like "die" till now and i was like, "why is my best friend asking me if i want to die at 6am on a Monday??"
Gosh......
Goobe...GANDA goobe. Jaana goobe alla.
What's wrong with me now...?I called her.... that in 5085....
That roughly translates to "dirty... owl"....
Something's wrong with me...
Alright.... i'm logging off xDI need a break before i see her....
*mumbles*
I'm going to kill her today, i swear...
And i sit behind her, so it's an advantage for me *shrugs*
And he won't be on tonight.He's got Dance class on Monday evenings...
C'mon, Felix.... Please....I'm worried...
Aaaand, I can't stop my leg from... you know, bouncing sorta...It's an automatic nervous sign that my body always does...
In India, it's supposed to be a bad thing...
Let's hope that i can control it...
And also that.... Felix is alright......... *sigh* :/
*hugs* If it something along the lines of doubt, they are lying
Allerglance wrote: "*hugs* If it something along the lines of doubt, they are lying"
They aren't.
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Why the heck am i becoming so emotional for ever damn thing that's happening today evening?!!
I'm supposed to be numb to my dad's words... Why did i cry for an hour in the bathroom?!
I'm supposed to be strong, else everyone's going to leave... just like M___________Why am i breaking down in front of everyone?!
I shouldn't mind it if i'm alone in some periods...Why am i feeling introverted irl?!
I know my accent's weird, dad. I speak way too fast. I know.That doesn't mean that you can go around saying EVERY BAD THING you know about speaking fast.
"Why talk if you'll talk and no one understands?"I know, dad. I know it.
THAT'S the reason i don't talk much at home anymore.
You'd been talking about me having become silent at home.
I'm not supposed to cry at home...I haven't cried in front of my parents since... two years..?
It shows that i'm weak. It's a sign of weakness.My dad hates weakness. He wants me to be strong...
I've tried to be strong... But I can't.He doesn't understand that.
And my mom always sides with him...
It's like everyone's against me...Loneliness...
I know i'm messed up.Isn't it obvious..?
I'm... not supposed to be here, I guess...
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