Military Smut Romance. Man in the relationship is deployed but when he comes back he is not the same person and uses alcohol to cope. Woman pours alcohol over her genitals.

[Kayra]

The book i am looking for i read in 2016/2017 on my kindle. It is a military romance with the main characters in their 20s. The man in the relationship is deployed but when he comes back he is not the same person and uses alcohol to cope. I remember 2 scenes very clearly. One is the female character wearing a short sun dress to pick up her boyfriend from the airport as he is returning from duty. The second scene is VERY GRAPHIC (you’ve been warned) where the female character is fed up with her significant other drinking and pours the liquor over her private areas and he goes down on her. That’s all I remember. Any help is appreciated.

[Ann aka Iftcan]

Kayra I took the YA off of your title. This doesn't sound like YA, which is usually classified as for those between 14-18. It could be NA (New Adult) which is a more recent classification and is classified as written for those between 18 and 22.

[Kayra]

I remember another thing she sends him a picture of her in a bikini posing next to a jeep (on the beach i think?) and they also write back and forth to one another while he is away

[Lobstergirl, au gratin]

Kayra, are you still looking for this or did you find it?