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[Erin]

Just don't call the weed on me. They're still angry from last time.

[Erin]

Oh, I meant police.

[Erin]

At least I think so.

[Erin]

I'm not high.

[Erin]

I'm not even really in a high.

[Erin]

I'm not funny, but I have coffee so...

[Erin]

*shrugs*

[Erin]

I guess that just means I have coffee.

[Erin]

I remember when I used to be funny and cool and

[Erin]

shit, no I don't.

[Erin]

Still got coffee though.

[Erin]

I'm just gonna drink away my problems.

[Erin]

Erin out!

[Erin]

okay, okay I'm going

[Erin]

AHHHHHH I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE CAKE AND NOW I'M EXCITE

[Erin]

My sister likes to throw balls at her cat

[Erin]

He ran up the stairs

[Erin]

Okay! *brings cake*

[Erin]

Yay, cake is approved! *lol* my sister told me to say lal and when I asked what that meant she clarified and said lol and after discussing how lame that was I did it anyway XD

[Erin]

XD

[Erin]

I never did eat my slice of cake. I'm a mess. And now my stomach kinda hurts. Ugh cake hates me

[Erin]

I'm going to eat it anyways though

[Erin]

I'm cool :D

[Erin]

That's pretty true. It can fight bears, stop a volcano, kill a human, etc.

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

[Erin]

Alia ~mostly inactive for now~ wrote: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

THANKS :D

[Erin]

I don't know what to write in my new journal and it's bothering me lol

[Erin]

STERLING JUMPED OUT THE FUCKING WINDOW

[Erin]

AND LANDED ON BILL

[Erin]

AND OMG IM DYING SO HARD RIGHT NOW

[Erin]

AND STERLING'S FINE BUT BILL'S COMPLAINING ABOUT HIS BACK

[Erin]

AND I'M JUST MAKING FUN OF THEM BOTH BECAUSE STERLING IS A CAT

[Erin]

AND OMG

[Erin]

Laughing is fun

[Erin]

I'm looking up journal ideas and it's mostly talking about bullet journals and I don't really want to do a bullet journal because I like to write a lot and a bullet journal would only compact that

[Erin]

Maybe I could use it for poetry, specifically slam poetry?

[Erin]

Or maybe lyrics?

[Erin]

Or hmm I don't know ahh

[Erin]

I might make a poll on this XD

[Erin]

Should I?

[Erin]

I don't know

[Erin]

I just came to a realization and now I don't know what to do :/

[Erin]

I'm so stupid.

[Erin]

Today's supposed to be a good day, Erin... Stop before you get started.

[Erin]

I know, I know. I won't discuss it today

[Erin]

Because sometimes all you can do is burn yourself out, because if you don't you might burn entire cities, and one sacrifice is better than many victims.

[Erin]

and you're still looking for some glue,
something that'll fix your heart,
which you swear will break so soon.
Yeah, me too.
Me too...

[Erin]

and I know you don't think I'm crazy,
but what if one day I prove you wrong,
what if you see me screaming at these walls?
Will you help me tear them down?

[Erin]

I'm an emotional mess

[Erin]

So