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[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "I am 18 and just now got my letter"

You're just a lat..."

That's okay, though! Because you have your letter now! :D

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "And oh that makes today my birthday."

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIN OMG!!!! I LOVE YOU"

THANK YOUUUU!!!!! I LOVE YOU, TOO!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Erin wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) ..."

YAY

[kavi ~he-him~]

well the letter is from the Harry Potter game but still

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix R..."

:D

[kavi ~he-him~]

Merula makes me mad tho

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "well the letter is from the Harry Potter game but still"

Same thing, and the game will probably last longer than parchment which ages and gets injured easily. And it kinda feels like a more modern way of receiving a letter, it being electronic, so there's always that XD

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Merula makes me mad tho"

Same!!!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Erin wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "well the letter is from the Harry Potter game but still"

Same thin..."

this is true!!!

[Erin]

It pisses me off that she's a Slytherin though, like can we have one that's not evil please?

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "well the letter is from the Harry Potter game but stil..."

Yasss!!!

[Erin]

I have to go now. Talk to you guys later! :D

[kavi ~he-him~]

Erin wrote: "It pisses me off that she's a Slytherin though, like can we have one that's not evil please?"

SAME!!! you and my best friend, Bri are the good slytherins

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIN!"

THANK YOU!!!!!!

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "It pisses me off that she's a Slytherin though, like can we have one that's not evil please?"

SAME!!! you and my best friend, Bri are the good slytherins"

But I'm not a Slytherin? XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Erin wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "It pisses me off that she's a Slytherin though, like c..."

oh whoops XD what's your house?

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "It pisses me off that she's a Slytherin t..."

It's fine :D Slytherin is my hatstall, though. I'm a Ravenclaw.

[Erin]

I'm homeeeee

[Erin]

I'm exhausted too

[Erin]

It was fun though

[Erin]

I love being outside

[Erin]

And the picnic was good

[Erin]

It was really hot

[Erin]

I got a hat

[Erin]

We took lots of pictures

[Erin]

I said high to a tree

[Erin]

I said hi to a tree, not high XD

[Erin]

I kinda feel happy

[Erin]

I don't know

[Erin]

It's more up than it is happy

[Erin]

That doesn't make much sense, I know

[Erin]

And humans can only go up so far without certain precautions

[Erin]

I'm not prepared to go any farther

[Erin]

I can't stay here though and I don't don't to go back down

[Erin]

So up I must go

[Erin]

Why am I alive? Why do people care?

[Erin]

I hate my birthday because it makes me think about how I wish I was never born instead of actually wanting to die and it's obnoxious as fuck

[Erin]

Maybe they were right

[Erin]

Maybe I looked sad

[Erin]

Maybe I was sad and I hadn't even noticed

[Erin]

Maybe I am always sad

[Erin]

Maybe sad is all I'll ever be

[Erin]

Maybe that's okay

[Erin]

Maybe it's not

[Erin]

Maybe I look weak and easy to attack

[Erin]

Maybe I am weak and easy to attack

[Erin]

Maybe I should stop pretending that what others say doesn't effect me because what others say ends up being what I say or what I've already said

[Erin]

Maybe I lied

[Erin]

Maybe I can't take this

[Erin]

Maybe I shouldn't be here