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[Erin]

I hate wanting to die.

[Erin]

I'm so fucking selfish I swear.

[Erin]

Ugh

[Erin]

My sister doesn't even want anything to do with my mom right now and my other sister is angry at her and I just miss her because I understand so much

[Erin]

I don't want to tell her that

[Erin]

She already knows I tried to drown myself before

[Erin]

I wonder if she ever thinks about that or if she's forgotten

[Erin]

I hate myself so much right now

[Erin]

I'm an idiot

[Erin]

My head hurts so bad

[Erin]

Why did they keep telling me I did good?

[Erin]

They lied

[Erin]

It was obvious how terrible I did

[Erin]

I couldn't even finish it

[Erin]

I can't do this anymore.

[Erin]

I can't.

[Erin]

Hi :)

[Erin]

I fell asleep while trying to answer my roleplays.

[Erin]

I think I'm just going to answer the rest tomorrow

[Erin]

Speaking of tomorrow, I have a school dance

[Erin]

I'm so tired right now

[Erin]

Eww my birthday is soon. I keep forgetting and others keep reminding me XD

[Erin]

We're going on a picnic apparently.

[Erin]

I kinda hope it rains.

[Erin]

Gods, I'm sound like an asshole but I just really love the rain

[Erin]

If I make it to my birthday though that means I survived another year

[Erin]

I like triangles. They're a good shape.

[kavi ~he-him~]

ERIN THERE IS A HARRY POTTER GAME

[kavi ~he-him~]

I FINALLY GOT MY LETTER TO HOGWARTS

[kavi ~he-him~]

WE CAN FINALLY ATTEND HOGWARTS TOGETHER

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "ERIN THERE IS A HARRY POTTER GAME"

WHICH ONE? XD ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT THE HOGWARTS MYSTERY ONE BECAUSE SAME XD

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "I FINALLY GOT MY LETTER TO HOGWARTS"

YAY CONGRATULATIONS!!!

[Erin]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "WE CAN FINALLY ATTEND HOGWARTS TOGETHER"

YAYYYYYYYYYY

[Erin]

Hiiii :)

[Erin]

I have too much energy

[Erin]

I'm kinda high

[Erin]

Not like actual high but like I'm in a high

[Erin]

I don't really feel like explaining what I mean right now

[Erin]

I think it has something to do with me wanting to move without knowing where I'm going

[Erin]

To just go go go

[Erin]

Do birthdays actually matter? I don't think so anymore. At least about mine.

[Erin]

Why celebrate my birthday when I just wanna die?

[Erin]

Yeah, cuz let's just pretend I actually matter.

[Erin]

I want to go on a run and just move and move and move

[Erin]

I want to go outside and just gooooo

[Erin]

No destination in mind

[Erin]

No stopping place

[Erin]

Just movement

[Erin]

Just going

[Erin]

I'm not happy but I'm not sad