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Erin
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May 06, 2018 12:36PM
Oh that was random. Sorry :/ I'd just been thinking.
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Whooo I responded to two roleplays! :D
I feel like I was in more but I don't remember them
Wasn't there a thread where I was keeping track of what roleplays I was in?
I don't remember what it's called but I'm going to go look for it
Erin wrote: "Yeah! And that's true but you should just respond with so is the world or something that's true but stupid like that XD I don't like going a distance I can't see. *hugs back*"
Haha XD I bet he would be a little taken aback, not too many people irl generally associate me with darkness tbh.
It's not random! And I know what you mean. I hate having to do that.
Also guess what?! Thanks to online and irl friends who have moved I now know someone on every continent except Antarctica! XD
Alia ~mostly inactive for now~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "Yeah! And that's true but you should just respond with so is the world or something that's true but stupid like that XD I don't like going a distance I can't see. *hugs back*"
Haha ..."
Haha yeah that makes sense. You don't seem like a very dark person :D
Welp I guess I just call everything random XD But yeah, me too. *dramatically sighs because she's dramatic*
Ahhh congratulations!!!!! So whatcha saying is that I got to move to Antarctica so that you have every continent? Sounds like a good plan! XD
Ahhhh I found the thread! I scrolled passed it like 3 times before I realized it was obvious xD
Oh you're looking for the thread that you tracked tour characters in?How about the Character Tracker thread? Like damn.
Aww I just realized that someone deleted their account :(
I'm not sure if that other roleplayer is going to want to continue the interaction with the brother now
I'm upset because she was fun to roleplay with and I feel bad for not responding to her for long periods of time and for not even realising she left
I feel like I'm not allowed to be upset because I didn't even know her outside of roleplay
I kinda already regret starting to roleplay again but at the same time I want to start new roleplays so I'm like what do I do
I want to laugh at things that aren't that funny
because if you're just laughing then nothing really matters
nothing can really hurt if you just laugh you're still alive
If you just laugh it'll feel less like you're gone
(I don't even know what I'm talking about but I'm funny)
Except I don't really want to actually go to sleep
Like that's a process I don't want to situate myself in
Like I know I should and I need to but no
That's what I'm supposed to go do. Right?
And for no reason at all and I kinda just want to stop thinking but all I know how to do is think
Whats up
I was struggling to breathe today due to anxiety but I didn't cry
it's personal
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