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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
(last edited May 02, 2018 01:00PM)
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May 02, 2018 01:00PM
and I might possibly be moving this summer so I have to be prepared for that interference
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I mean it's not the first time I lied but like still
I don't want my mom asking me why because how will I explain it
How do you explain sadness and darkness and the thoughts and the rash decisions and the willingness to just disappear?
I'm a writer. I have words. I need to learn to speak them.
*hugs back* Surprisingly, yes. (Not a stupid question; you're fine)
It's my sister. The one in North Carolina.
She got caught cutting herself and now she's in the hospital and that's all I really know.
They should've put her in therapy. We sent her down there so she'd get help.
Well I didn't send her down there but you know
And it's like we could've also put her in therapy and gotten her help but we didn't
I assume money was the reason why my mom didn't but idk
Anyways my mom had just asked me and my other sisters if any of us felt like harming ourselves... I said no
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "*hugs back* Surprisingly, yes. (Not a stupid question; you're fine)"Okay. :)"
Yeee, how about yourself? Are you alright?
Lillian wrote: "Oh, no. :( I hope she gets better."Yeah, me too :/
I'm still trying to ask myself the question
I mean I don't feel like harming myself right now but I can't say that I'm not going to want to harm myself later. I can't say I haven't thought it. I can't say I've never tried.
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "*hugs back* Surprisingly, yes. (Not a stupid question; you're fine)"Okay. :)"
Yeee, how about yourself? Are you alright?"
Yeah, I'm doing pretty good a..."
That's great!! :D
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I mean I don't feel like harming myself right now but I can't say that I'm not going to want to harm myself later. I can't say I haven't thought it. I can't say I've never tried."*hugs*"
*hugs back*
And be more than anything and everything.
I honestly need to have a positive outlook.
it's personal
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