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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Apr 29, 2018 03:07PM
I won't know until the time comes
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Ooh also I started doing this thing where I'll write random letters to my crush and I'm keeping them all in this little blue box and some day far away from now I'll give it to them. I'm also writing a collection of poems for them XD
Wow I think I'm a mess and a little obsessed.
And it sucks because I want to call her more than a crush but I also know that should be all that I call her for now because it's easier.
I don't know if I'll ever see love as something that's worth it. I don't know if it'll be okay if I do or if I don't
I don't want to love anyone until I love myself.
I don't want to love anymore until I love myself.
That's why I'd really rather just shut down my feelings and wait it out
Sorry for disappearing suddenly; my friend message me and told me to watch a video XD
Also for the last couple days I've been playing Harry Potter Hogwarts Mystery like obsessively lol
I'm trying to think if my life has been anything else but not really
To sum it up:~ playing video games
~ reading sometimes
~ not responding to people
~ quiet cafeterias and no strawberries
~ anxiety
~ over thinking stuff
~being human
And I think that's it XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm still alive :("YAY!"
-_- glad to see someone's happy.
hey look I'm on the title!! XD Hello Erin!
Hahaha you hold a special place XD Hey!!
But I want hot chocolate. I'm lazy, though.
I'm supposed to be celebrating but I'm sad
I just came on to say I'm back since I no longer have an excuse to be off
Although I'm still planning on writing my novel this month
Not a published one or anytime soon going to be a published one, but I write books so yes? I've never actually called myself an author, though, so maybe not? Lol I don't know, I just write stuff XD
Lillian wrote: "I would too!"SHINE wrote: "I would love to read your book!"
Ahhhh thank you both! When I finish it and I'm looking for readers, I'll let you two know! :) Though the first part is on Goodreads if you want to go ahead to read it (https://www.goodreads.com/story/show/...) but because this is only a first draft of my novel, some of it may change in later drafts.
So I'm pretty sure I failed my math test today but on the bright side I'm sorta alive.
I have another AIR test tomorrow and then I'm done with them for the week
I'm debating on whether I want to start roleplaying again in this month or wait until June or if I want to wait until after the AIR tests are done or if I just want to start again now. I'm trying to schedule the next couple of months and idk what to do lol
I'm trying to write at least a hundred words a day this month because I already know that it's going to be super busy with school ending
And then in June and July I'll focus fully on finishing the first draft, mostly July when Camp NaNoWriMo is back
Actually I'm kinda debating on whether I want to actually keep posting my novel on here when it's only a first draft or if I want to wait until the first draft is done or if I want to wait until I like a copy of it because I already know that there's things I'm going to want to change in this first draft
I'm not allowed to change them until the first draft is done and I'm editing it though.
I always want to practice the guitar and sign language this Summer
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