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trying to feel like me again
message 4001:
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Erin
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Apr 12, 2018 04:36PM
I finally took my sleep medicine last night
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I have 13,000 and something words tallied up though for my novel :D
Instead I'll just forget I have emotions
Little kids are being taught how to hack
I kinda wish I learned to hack though XD
Omg I hope they rebel the government with their hacking skills
I got lucky because my sister gave me hers :) I guess sometimes she does have a heart xD
Ahhh there was only one slice and I just ate it!! I'm sorry that I don't regret eating it and also that you don't have any!!
Hmm???
Random thought: Love isn't love sometimes, okay? Okay.
Another random thought: Why can't I just-?
This entire thing is selfish, my existence is selfish
For millions of reasons you shouldn't list
Valentine Ransom (call me Val) "Jeff the Killer" ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ ~Sunflower's marido~ ~Valentine ghost~ wrote: "I was just mourning my cheesecake-less-ness"Ah. I'm sorry for your less.
Valentine Ransom (call me Val) "Jeff the Killer" ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ ~Sunflower's marido~ ~Valentine ghost~ wrote: "Don't die. :("I don't want to die.
Wanting to die and not wanting to die and trying to die and making myself hurt and making myself laugh
Why do feelings become my addiction? Why am I always so extreme?
Anxiety is getting worse. Why won't I just leave?
Addicted to my highs and to my lows, addicted to my anxiety and why
It's so easy to fall in love with a mental illness.
I don't want it to go because it is my writing and it is all my best parts but it is also my worst and my imperfection.
I want to be perfect forever and always but I'll never be.
it's personal
Books mentioned in this topic
30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
Delirium (other topics)
