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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Apr 07, 2018 11:27AM
I told her I thought wrong
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I just don't know if I'll still be here by the end
I wanted pain earlier. It's like an answer
It hurt but it was never enough to last
Okay guys I know I'm being depressing but like do you ever think about how fucking weird I sound
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I want to die"Please no dying."
Trying.
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I should just do it myself"NO!"
Obviously.
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm going to die soon. Whether intentionally or not."NO!"
I don't control how things work. Only my life which is, well, a mess.
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I should just do it myself"NO!"
Obviously."
Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I want to die"
Please no dying."
Trying."
*hugs*"
*hugs back*
Sorry I didn't see any of your comments btw. I hadn't reloaded the page.
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm going to die soon. Whether intentionally or not."NO!"
I don't control how things work. Only my life which is, well, a mess."
*crosses arms* you can..."
False. I'm dying in my early 90's/ late eighties
I just have a really bad feeling about my life and I don't know why
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Sorry I didn't see any of your comments btw. I hadn't reloaded the page."I figured. No worries. :)
Are you okay? Stupid question I know. But seriously, are you okay?"
Oh, I'm all worries :D
No. You're fine. I get it. I was and then I wasn't and then I was crazy and then I wasn't and then I escaped and then I came back and idk.
Yep, sorry for being a mess. *hugs back*
Omg I JUST FOUND OUT SOMETHING WEIRD AND AMAZING AND CONFUSING AND IDEK.... I have a freckle on my stomach. I never noticed it before. It's weird. Sorry that was random and idek why that made me happy
Don't ask me why I just randomly decided to look at my stomach XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Yep, sorry for being a mess. *hugs back*"From one mess to another. Don't be sorry. :)"
Okay, I'll try :D
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Omg I JUST FOUND OUT SOMETHING WEIRD AND AMAZING AND CONFUSING AND IDEK.... I have a freckle on my stomach. I never noticed it before. It's weird. Sorry that was random and idek why th..."Ahhhhhhhhh that's my favorite thing XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Omg I JUST FOUND OUT SOMETHING WEIRD AND AMAZING AND CONFUSING AND IDEK.... I have a freckle on my stomach. I never noticed it before. It's weird. Sorry th...":D
My friend just messaged me. That's weird.
Erin wrote: "My friend just messaged me. That's weird."Okay that shouldn't be weird
Just anxiety of having to speak to people you know
Erin wrote: "I want to die"NO DYING ERIN
Erin wrote: "I'm going to die soon. Whether intentionally or not."ERIN NO *Hug*
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Just anxiety of having to speak to people you know"*nods*"
*nods back* ahhh
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