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[Erin]

Airplanes running drowning

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Sleeping

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All good ways to die

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Ironic wats for me to die

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Ha

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Ha

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Ha

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What's wrong with me

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Everything

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No. What's wrong

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So much yet nothing

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Words are everything and so much and nothing

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I don't know

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I'm scared

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I'm just waiting for time to past

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If I'm on here it means I'm alive

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I'm not dead yet

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I'm not really hurting

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I am just animation

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Ha ha ha

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False

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Fake

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I'm a liar

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I want everything

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Everything not everything

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Happiness isn't in that I guess

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I'm a selfish self-absorbed human

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My death awaits me

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It always does

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I want to die but I don't want to Die

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Universe is beautiful

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The universe is beautiful

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Humans are not

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I'm a human

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Ew

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I'll just pretend that this is fun

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That making fun of myself is fun

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That I'm not tired

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I'm always in my room these days

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I leave but I feel panicked every time I do

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Can they see it?

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I wonder

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I wrote a poem before I got on Goodreads

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Posted it on Tumblr

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Poetry is beautiful and ugly

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Just like me lol

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I think I'm falling

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I don't feel like anything important

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I was afraid I was going to breakdown soon

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I thought I'd at least have another three months before I got this bad