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[Erin]

Erin wrote: "It's like OKAY IM SO FUCKING HAPPY I FEEL SO HYPE IM TOTALLY OKAY NOTHING IS WRONG to fuck....I can't do this....I hate myself...let me go please"

Shit I'm just proving myself right

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs you*

[Erin]

*hugs back*

[Erin]

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[Erin]

I'll answer everyone and everything later

[Erin]

I can't focus right now

[Erin]

Am I even real?

[Erin]

I feel like I was just crying

[Erin]

I wasn't

[Erin]

I don't think so

[Erin]

After this weekend I'm defiantly going to be on less

[Erin]

School + writer 28/7

[Erin]

I meant writing but writer too xD

[Erin]

Ugh

[Erin]

Tea is good

[Erin]

I should live for tea

[Erin]

Na

[Erin]

Not helping

[Erin]

I want to die

[Erin]

I want to leave

[Erin]

My sister doesn't feel good to go anywhere and my mom probably won't let me leave alone

[Erin]

(view spoiler)[ I also wouldn't trust me to leave alone (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

I'm a mess

[Erin]

Let me die

[Erin]

Just kill me

[Erin]

Pleaseeee

[Erin]

I should just do it myself

[Erin]

If I was going to, I would've done it by now

[Erin]

Yeah, I'll keep telling myself that

[Erin]

Ughhhhh I don't even know what I'm doing anymore

[Erin]

Pain has a good feeling

[Erin]

There's a thrill in pain

[Erin]

I like thrills

[Erin]

I want to go on a walk

[Erin]

I can't breathe very well in this house

[Erin]

I'd rather be running

[Erin]

Running is good

[Erin]

My legs hate me

[Erin]

I hurt them so much

[Erin]

Legs don't have feelings Erin, you do

[Erin]

Not today. Not you.

[Erin]

I don't want to feel today

[Erin]

I can go and write so many words and be so happy but it'll never be enough

[Erin]

I'm not enough

[Erin]

I want to play guitar

[Erin]

I miss my guitar

[Erin]

I want my fingers to ache and bleed

[Erin]

I want to run

[Erin]

Run. Die. Run to death

[Erin]

Another good way to die