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trying to feel like me again
Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa f..."AS YOU SHOULD XD KIDDING LOL and true true but now I'm kinda wishing I did a prank on somebody yesterday but I was too busy trying to write XD there's always next year XD AND YAY THEY DESERVE LOVE XD
Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Have you ever felt so excited for something and then all of a sudden your excitement turns into fear and then your fear turns into nothing and with that nothing every ounce of inspirat..."Yee :/ sorry? xD
Erin wrote: "Have you ever felt so excited for something and then all of a sudden your excitement turns into fear and then your fear turns into nothing and with that nothing every ounce of inspiration you've be..."Me today too. *hugs* Not a good day at all.
I nearly screamed in a mostly empty room except my math teacher was there so I refrained. Instead I ranted to him for a minute or so. Really nice of him to listen... although he's one of the two best teachers I have so you could say it's purposeful
Alia wrote: "Erin wrote: "Have you ever felt so excited for something and then all of a sudden your excitement turns into fear and then your fear turns into nothing and with that nothing every ounce of inspirat..."I'm sorry that you didn't have a good day. *hugs back*
But I get that because even though the only people who were around me today were my family, you still can't really scream around here because I live in a townhouse type thing so the houses are close and you can hear if somebody's screaming. But it's good that you were able to that to him! And that's cool that he actually listened to you because sometimes even the best teachers won't do that, but I'm glad that he did :)
Drinking coffee so late is not a good idea
Just because my family is right it doesn't mean I'm going to listen XD
It's a small way to rebel, I guess lol
Plus it's spring break so they can shush
I tried to tell my mom to shush earlier and she just kept being a- I'm supposed to be trying to stop cussing
Sorry I just had to walk away from my phone
My sister pretty much saved me from crying earlier though xD
I should probably respond to roleplays now
It's just that I could be writing my novel but instead I'd be writing a response and this gal just doesn't find motivation in that
Erin wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal..."YAY
Erin wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Have you ever felt so excited for something and then all of a sudden your excitemen..."it's okay *hugs*
Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa f..."YAYYYYYY
Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Have you ever felt so excited for something and then all of a sudden y..."Okay *hugs back*
I just ran upstairs and then downstairs and back up stairs dramatically with my hurt ankle to tell my family an exciting idea for my novel...
and then I remembered that they didn't care.
*hugs* you can tell me your exciting idea for you novel :)
*hugs back* Okay but I can't even describe how happy you just made me :) But I don't even remember what my idea was now because they ruined my motivation to actually do it.
I changed my goal from 50,000 words to 30,000 words because I haven't been in the best writing mood this month
Ugh I have to go my phone's dying because I've been writing on it all day and because it gets hot easily I don't like to be on it while it's on the charger anymore. Plus, it's storming. Or at least it was idk now
I just talked to my reflection and I was so mean lolol
Erin wrote: "I hate myself :)"Shit, why does that look so happy? XD
I'm not feeling very social today, so I'm not going to be on much
So let's talk my novel since I decided I felt social enough to be on Goodreads
I no longer want it to be a complete surprise
Mostly because I feel like I don't have anybody in my real life who's interested in talking about it with me without making me feel like a bother
Though Allison would probably care but she's at work and doesn't get home until one am and I don't want to bother her
I also could totally be making YouTube videos on this like I was the 1st two days but that's not the kind of talking I want to do with my novel
I want people to give me inspiration instead of me just explaining it because nobody watches the videos anyway. They're mostly so my future self can make fun of me without just hating me
So I have no idea what the genre of my novel is :D
I have it marked down as like adventure on the Camp NaNo website but idk
Like it is adventure but it's also slightly fantasy and slightly mystery and a bunch of other stuff
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Books mentioned in this topic
30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
Delirium (other topics)
Oh okay, I believe ya XD