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kavi ~he-him~
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Apr 01, 2018 07:02PM
ERIN MY BANDMATE DIDN'T FALL FOR THE PRANK!!!! THIS WHOLE PRANK STARTED WITH ME TRYING TO GET HER BACK
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Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "ERIN MY BANDMATE DIDN'T FALL FOR THE PRANK!!!! THIS WHOLE PRANK STARTED WITH ME TRYING TO GET HER BACK"HAHAHAHA YOUR ATTEMPT FAILED
I'm only allowed to be on here until 10:30
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm only allowed to be on here until 10:30":("
Sorry! It's my own fault! I wanted to focus on writing again today.
But I'll be back on around maybe 12 or 1 depending on how much I've written by that time
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm only allowed to be on here until 10:30":("
Sorry! It's my own fault! I wanted to focus on writing again today."
You're fine! Focus on your writing. :)"
Thanks! I'll try! I feel like I was out of focus yesterday even though I met my daily goal for the month
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm only allowed to be on here until 10:30":("
Sorry! It's my own fault! I wanted to focus on writing again today."
You're..."
Yeap ahhhh I love writing but it's been so hard this month and it's only the second day and idk. Probably my lack of inspiration lol
I got another thousand words in though :) well sort've I got to two thousand but I already had a thousand and six hundred something
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm only allowed to be on here until 10:30":("
Sorry! It's my own fault! I wanted to focus on ..."
What? How? You're alive? Was the pocket not on you? Wait funny...oh hahaha
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm only allowed to be on here until 10:30":("
Sorry! It's my own..."
You're serious but it's supposed to be funny? xD Or just sound funny.... Whoa a contradiction. Damn, I love those. But okay so why were you playing with a lighter? Nevermind, it's you. XD
"If you have low confidence join the fucking crowd we're all sad"^I love my sister XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm only allowed to be on here until 10..."Omg how to solve boredom 101 XD Thank you for just making my day a little warmer XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Wait was that mean?"Was what mean?"
Me. Obviously. XD
Ahhhh I feel so happyyyy for literally no reason except for the fact that I'm sad
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm only a..."Whyyyy nottt I wanna feel da burn XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Wait was that mean?"Was what mean?"
Me. Obviously. XD"
you're not mean."
oh please.
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wr..."Aw man *snaps* XD You're a witch???? Ahhhh!!!! But yay, look at you surviving! XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Wait was that mean?"Was what mean?"
Me. Obviously. XD"
you're not mean."
oh please. I know *cries*"
why are you crying a..."
I'm too nice and it hurts
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wr..."XD Whoaaa that's a pretty deep thing to be XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Wait was that mean?"Was what mean?"
Me. Obviously. XD"
you're not mean."
oh please. I know *..."
Sorry :/
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wr...":D
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Wait was that mean?"Was what mean?"
Me. Obviously. XD"
you're no..."
Too late.
My mind is terrible. Why do people always lie to me?
I miss feeling whole, feeling connected, feeling grounded
Has to go and ruin everything, anything. Always.
Erin wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "ERIN MY BANDMATE DIDN'T FALL FOR THE PRANK!!!! THIS WHOLE PRANK STARTED WITH ME TRYING TO GET HE..."BUT AT LEAST OTHER PPL FELL FOR IT SOW FELL FOR IT XD
SOW's reaction is the best one. XD they gave me a great speech XD I felt bad about doing this to them XD I feel like out of everyone that fell for this, SOW fell the hardest XD
*hugs you* I love you best friend
Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "ERIN MY BANDMATE DIDN'T FALL FOR THE PRANK!!!! THIS WHOLE PRANK STARTED WITH ME TRY..."AND OMG TRUE TRUE. I READ THEIR TWEET ABOUT IT AND I FELT SO BAD FOR THEM AND THEY WERE JUST LIKE GOOD ONE LOL AND AND ALL I COULD THINK WAS ARE YOU STILL HURTING CUZ I WOULD BE AND I AM AND AHHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH XD
Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "*hugs you* I love you best friend"*hugs back* I love you, too!!!
Have you ever felt so excited for something and then all of a sudden your excitement turns into fear and then your fear turns into nothing and with that nothing every ounce of inspiration you've been feeling that was still there along side that excitement and that fear and I just vanishes, it just goes away, and you aren't really feeling anything? Like you're just numb to what you want to day and what you want to do and what you want to write and it hurts but you're not exactly sure how to describe how it hurts? Like you're disappointed and you're sad but those are just effects; it's not the type that you can seek inspiration out of. Well, that's me right now.
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Have you ever felt so excited for something and then all of a sudden your excitement turns into fear and then your fear turns into nothing and with that nothing every ounce of inspirat..."ahhhhhh I'm sorry *hugs back*
Erin wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal..."SAME!! I FEEL SO BAD FOR DOING THIS TO THEM!! but it was April fool's so it's a like a day full of pranks. AND I LOVE THEM TOO!!
Erin wrote: "Have you ever felt so excited for something and then all of a sudden your excitement turns into fear and then your fear turns into nothing and with that nothing every ounce of inspiration you've be..."yes
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