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[Erin]

Luckily I don't type with that arm but still

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Ouch. They hurt so much"

What did you do?"

I ran. A lot. If I didn't might've killed a person or myself. And I'd already been running to where my ankles ..."

I'd rather it keep hurting. It'd save the pain killers for my sister's knee which has been messed up for awhile. And besides, I suck at taking medicine. And I'm too cold for ice.

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "My arm just started hurting again too. Dammit."

What did you do to your arm?"

Nothing that should make it hurt as much as it does. I probably just laid on it wrong last night or something. Or maybe it's from all my late night writing this past week.

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Ouch. They hurt so much"

What did you do?"

I ran. A lot. If I didn't might've killed a person or myself. And I'd already bee..."

Yeah, I'm sorry. I'd say that I'm trying but I keep spinning in this chair and hitting my leg on a table leg so I'm not trying very hard, but one day I will. Hopefully that day will come before I end up in a hospital.

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "My arm just started hurting again too. Dammit."

What did you do to your arm?"

Nothing that should make it hurt as much as it does. I probably just laid o..."

Yeap, more reasons why I should take care of myself. and more reasons why I should sleep.

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Ouch. They hurt so much"

What did you do?"

I ran. A lot. If I didn't might've killed a person o..."

I'm seriously fine, though. Really messed up in the head, but fine nevertheless. *hugs back*

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Ouch. They hurt so much"

What did you do?"

I ran. A lot. If I didn..."

My friend would say, "Aren't we all?" in this situation. (view spoiler)[yeah :/ you haven't done anything else, right? (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

Our friends are good people xD (view spoiler)[ What? When? How bad? (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Our friends are good people xD [spoilers removed]"

yeah. [spoilers removed]"

(view spoiler)[ That's not very reassuring, but you're alive so that's reassuring. (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Our friends are good people xD [spoilers removed]"

yeah. [spoilers removed]"

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(view spoiler)[ I'm sorry, too. (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Our friends are good people xD [spoilers removed]"

yeah. [spoilers removed]"

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[spoi..."

(view spoiler)[ I wasn't there for you. I'm never there when you actually need somebody. (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Our friends are good people xD [spoilers removed]"

yeah. [spoilers removed]"

[spoilers removed]..."

(view spoiler)[ I know that I shouldn't blame myself and that it's not my fault, but I wish I had checked on you sooner. (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

Salad and junk food for dinner, cool :D

[Erin]

I'm so tired.

[Erin]

My fault for not sleeping right this week

[Erin]

Ughhh

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Our friends are good people xD [spoilers removed]"

yeah. [spoilers ..."

(view spoiler)[ Everyone needs to be checked on. You're welcome :) (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

I lost my headphones ahhhh :(

[Erin]

I'm annoyed with my family

[Erin]

"We're going to watch movies" -monday

Doesn't tell me that they're going to watch movies when they are. -today

[Erin]

Like I don't even really want to hang out with them since Bill's here but they never think to ask me about anything

[Erin]

It bothers me they automatically go with me not wanting to be around them

[Erin]

Though it gives me an excuse not to be around Bill and that's good

[Erin]

I'm still annoyed that he's here

[Erin]

And that he's with my mom

[Erin]

He helped buy my book today though and that pisses me off even more

[Erin]

I accepted though because I was trying to make it where Madison was able to get a book to with leftover money

[Erin]

It hurts so bad

[Erin]

My head

[Erin]

I'm tired

[Erin]

I don't want to sleep tonight

[Erin]

I should sleep tonight

[Erin]

I feel so sick

[Erin]

I think Bill's staying the night and it pisses me off

[Erin]

I wish he'd just leave already

[Erin]

I'm tired

[Erin]

And he's going to make me feel paranoid so I'll stay up

[Erin]

I mean I literally had a dream of him murdering me so wtf

[Erin]

I almost had an anxiety attack in his car earlier because that's where the dream took place

[Erin]

Gods, I'm a mess

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I think Bill's staying the night and it pisses me off"

-_-" I don't even know Bill but I know you don't like him so...."

Thanks for being supportive of my dislike. He's my mom's boyfriend and when she had broken up with him before he was stalking our family and literally harassing my sister, but you know, we're not supposed to talk about that

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I mean I literally had a dream of him murdering me so wtf"

Wow."

My dream was kind of dramatic, but dreams always freak me out.

[Erin]

And I had a friend have a dream of me dying

[Erin]

And some person I don't even talk to very much but is in some of my classes said she had a dream of me though I wasn't actually dying in her dream si that's unimportant xD

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I think Bill's staying the night and it pisses me off"

-_-" I don't even know Bill but I know you don't like him so...."

Thanks for being..."

Yay!!!!!! Wanna help me murder him? Just kidding, I'm not going down to his level.

[Erin]

I'd rather die by my own hands than his

[Erin]

Is that a messed up thought?

[Erin]

Well duh Erin

[Erin]

You're just a messed up person

[Erin]

I'm loony af