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trying to feel like me again
Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Also I don't know why but Alex's potato thing got me completely hyped XD"...":D
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I haven't even been working on my project and now it's 9 damn it"AHHH stop talking to me and go work!"
I don't wanna work."
go. work."
I sorta am. I made the headstones.
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wr...":D
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I haven't even been working on my project and now it's 9 damn it"AHHH stop talking to me and go work!"
I don't wanna work."..."
So I can stay?
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I haven't even been working on my project and now it's 9 damn it"AHHH stop talking to me and go..."
YAY
I'm probably not going to get any sleep tonight
I csnt trust my group to finish a project
I want to laugh at that but it's not that funny
I haven't even started three of the president's yet
I also just wish I never felt tired and could always be awake
You know what? I'm a fucking liar cuz I don't fucking care anymore
If I go now, I'll have at least two hours
So I'm going to sleep and if we're presenting and my group doesn't have a project done and Mr. Hawk gives us that no exception shit I'm going to kill them all because I always over do it because of my anxiety makes me do things like this but right now I honestly feel like if I don't sleep I'll kill myself later so I don't even care.
I'm lying I really do care or I wouldn't be awake or talking about it or crying but yeah imma sleep
Erik wrote: "hi"Sorry you caught me right when I deciding to go sleep, but hello :D
I don't want to escape the pain, it's more like I'll always know that I'll regret it
Erin, I'm so sorry for never replying to your message. It's now officially break for me, so I'll try to get to it really soon.<3
I believe that I'll just always want more
I'm going to die from exhaustion and overworking myself is what it feels like
I know I should stop and sleep more but I just can't
I'm not exactly sure how to explain it
Alia wrote: "Erin, I'm so sorry for never replying to your message. It's now officially break for me, so I'll try to get to it really soon.<3"
You're fine! I get you being busy and stuff, and also with my mind being in a terrible shape this past week it was probably better that you stayed away xD
<3
Erin wrote: "Alia wrote: "Erin, I'm so sorry for never replying to your message. It's now officially break for me, so I'll try to get to it really soon.You're fine! I get you being busy and stuff, and also ..."
Oh thank you! I would say "aw" to that, and I doubt it would have hindered our friendship much, but I told Lacey that exact same thing the other day so I get what you mean. I hope you get to go on break soon! Feel free to rant to me
Alia wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alia wrote: "Erin, I'm so sorry for never replying to your message. It's now officially break for me, so I'll try to get to it really soon.You're fine! I get you being busy and stu..."
No problem! And yeah, it wouldn't of but yeah. Wow, that sentence was a mess. And yeah, I starr my break at the end of next week! And now that you've made that offer you'll regret it because I rant too much XD Thanks, though!
Like I know that it's harder to tell on text but still
it's personal
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AHHH stop talking to me and go work!"
I don't wanna work.