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Erin
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Mar 22, 2018 05:29PM
Of not letting mysekf sleep and digging my nails into my skin so I can make sure that I won't fall asleep
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But it gives a lot of pain for things that leave quickly
I both love and hate having long nails
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Someone wanna kill me by the end of tomorrow? It'd make me happy."NO!"
Fine, I'll stay sad."
If that means you're alive then so be it."
I feel the same way. Unfortunately.
Erin wrote: "Twist my brakes break my legs"Okay but this just made me laugh. Twist my brakes xD I meant ankles
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Someone wanna kill me by the end of tomorrow? It'd make me happy."NO!"
Fine, I'll stay sad."
If that means you're alive th..."
*hugs back* I'll try.
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Someone wanna kill me by the end of tomorrow? It'd make me happy."NO!"
Fine, I'll stay sad."
..."
*hugs back tighter* Alright :)
Should I go to bed or try to finish my project?
I would email my teacher but it's already so late so I can't
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Someone wanna kill me by the end of tomorrow? It'd make me happy."..."
An agreement has been made XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I would email my teacher but it's already so late so I can't"Erin wrote: "Should I go to bed or try to finish my project?"
Erin. email your teacher in the morning and get some sleep."
I can't sleep anyways because I'm making sure my sister wakes up every ten minutes, and if I email him in the morning I'll have no time to work on the project if he doesn't make any exceptions and he's already said he wouldn't
I know that we had some poster stuff somewhere but we've been packing so much that I don't know where it is.
And besides it'll be weird if I just came in and had the entire project done XD
Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "I STARTED A THING ON TWITTER"Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "ERIN I AM A POTATO"
WHOA I ATE A LOT OF YOUR KIND LAST HALLOWEEN
AND WHAT'D YOU START? XD
Erin wrote: "Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "I STARTED A THING ON TWITTER"Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa fa..."
OH NO
I'LL POST IT IN MY JOURNAL
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I would email my teacher but it's already so late so I can't"Erin wrote: "Should I go to bed or try to finish my project?"
Erin. email your teacher in t..."
I'd only hate myself more if you did it XD And it's fine, it's not like I'm good at the whole sleeping thing anyways. Oh, she's messaging this person but she's tired from always working and they barely get to talk because their work schedules are like the opposite of one another.
Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "I STARTED A THING ON TWITTER"Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Ael..."
OH YES
AND OKAY, I'LL READ IT WHEN YOU POST IT :D
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I would email my teacher but it's already so late so I can't"Erin wrote: "Should I go to bed or try to finish my project?"
..."
I'm sorry :/
Erin wrote: "Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal counc..."I POSTED IT XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I would email my teacher but it's already so late so I can't"Erin wrote: "Should I go to bed or..."
For always being a tired mess xD
Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family)..."IMMA READING XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I would email my teacher but it's already so late so I can't"Erin ..."
Too late.
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I would email my teacher but it's alrea..."Yay I'm not alone which means I'm less weak with my apology XD WHOO I GOT THE STRENGTH
IS THAT HOW YOU SPELL STRENGTH LOL I THINK SO?
Also I don't know why but Alex's potato thing got me completely hyped XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I would em..."That was probably weird of me lol. I mean who whoo's in these generations?
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "IS THAT HOW YOU SPELL STRENGTH LOL I THINK SO?"Yeah."
Yay I did something right XD
Sister: Why are you giggling?Me: Cuz me and my depressed friends are trying to be happy.
Also me *in thoughts*: I think I hear something breathing behind me.
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wr..."but I'm not, okay sorry that wasn't the point. And also shrugging is a good exercise if you think about it.
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wr..."Yeah, you can be like a super strong shrugging arm human thing mabob XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wr..."I don't even know lol XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wr..."Then I think we're living this right XD
Erin wrote: "Also I don't know why but Alex's potato thing got me completely hyped XD"YAY I'M GLAD
ALSO WE ARE ALL SECRETLY POTATOES
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wr..."YIPPE YAY. (Because they only ever showed the triangles as green and it's unfair. What if I wanted to be an orange triangle, I always wanted to ask, but you wanna know something? I never did ask. Oh, I guess my point was, because there's only one you so you should live your life to your fullest potential. And yay because why not yay?)
Why am I just- I don't even um yeah XD
Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Also I don't know why but Alex's potato thing got me completely hyped XD"YAY I'M GLAD
ALSO WE ARE ALL SECRETLY POTATOES"
I'M GLAD TOO
OMG MY LIFE PATH OF A POTATO HAS JUST BEEN REVEALED XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wr..."Well don't die of the No Breath Syndrome. I here it's a very common and critical disorder XD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wr..."I know. I'm not sure that there's a cure.
I haven't even been working on my project and now it's 9 damn it
Erin wrote: "Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Also I don't know why but Alex's potato thing got me completely hyped XD"YAY I'M GLA..."
XDD
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wr..."I know. That's what I always say. Too bad I'll never commit any attention to fix the case.
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