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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Mar 22, 2018 03:59AM
I should have slept before like a normal person.
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And we can't even go to school because we don't have a ride
I had my group today. I really needed to go today.
It was already hard to wait until today
I don't want to think about the point of my existence
I don't want to keep making bad decisions to only regret them after knowing they're bad
But that doesn't have to mean that it's not worth it
Make me feel like I can actually do this?
Make me feel like I shouldn't be angry at myself?
Why do they love me? Why do they care?
Mr. Hawk said that there were no exceptions to not having our project ready to be presented but it's not ready
We had a snow day and then I was absent
I would totally finish it to night but I have nothing to make a poster
We're going to fail and it's going to be my fault
Someone wanna kill me by the end of tomorrow? It'd make me happy.
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Someone wanna kill me by the end of tomorrow? It'd make me happy."NO!"
Fine, I'll stay sad.
I don't know how much longer I can do this
It always makes me feel better even when I'm crying and I said too much or things I shouldn't have said
I really don't want to be here anymore. But I have to be because I'm not as selfish as I want to be because everyone is like don't die...
I'm tired of hurting. Of wanting to die.
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