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[Erin]

Alia wrote: "Ok help I have a severe case of writer's block

As if anxiety wasn't enough"

Ahhh I'm sorry! Like general writers block or trying to write something specific writers block?

okay but true true

[Erin]

Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family)..."

:D

AHHH MAKING ME JEALOUS LIKE THAT I SWEAR

[Erin]

Oh servere. I'm an idiot.

[Erin]

Do prompts help you? Maybe try doing some of them? Or some word sprints?

[Erin]

I've been writing kind of obsessively lately if I'm being honest. Mostly at night. Not even during the lunch periods like I used to.

[Erin]

It's actually a problem.

[Erin]

You're suffering from writers block and I'm suffering from trying to cram my mind with words and insomnia

[Erin]

Ahhh I'm not helping at all I know

[Erin]

I'd tell you to just write the way I tell myself to just write but I usually end up having whatever I write then

[Erin]

Food actually is tasting like food

[Erin]

Shit.

[Erin]

I haven't tasted food in awhile

[Erin]

I've been anxious eating all my meals

[Erin]

Or skipping them

[Erin]

Always a combination

[Erin]

Oh shit I have homework

[Erin]

I don't wanna

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I don't wanna"

Erin wrote: "Oh shit I have homework"

Mood 24/7"

It's the only mood.

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I don't wanna"

Erin wrote: "Oh shit I have homework"

Mood 24/7"

It's the only mood."

*nods*"

Ha. I'm correct XD

[Erin]

My head hurts do bad and I should go to bed

[Erin]

I said I'd go early tonight but it's almost 10

[Erin]

Still earlier than three though

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I don't wanna"

Erin wrote: "Oh shit I have homework"

Mood 24/7"

It's the only mood."

*nods*"

Ha. I'm correct XD"

:) [spo..."

:D (view spoiler)[ don't apologize for that! You deserve to feel happy about that! I'm really proud of you, too :) (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I don't wanna"

Erin wrote: "Oh shit I have homework"

Mood 24/7"

It's the only mood."

*nods*"
..."

(view spoiler)[ I know, but still. Don't apologize for going off topic when you're happy about something you deserve to be happy. But you're welcome *hugs back* (hide spoiler)]

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I don't wanna"

Erin wrote: "Oh shit I have homework"

Mood 24/7"

I..."

Haha yay :)

[Erin]

Ouchhh my migraine just got worse. Damn. I'll see y'all tomorrow hopefully.

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Erin wrote: "Alia wrote: "Ok help I have a severe case of writer's block

As if anxiety wasn't enough"

Ahhh I'm sorry! Like general writers block or trying to write something specific writers block?

okay but..."

Kind of both! But thanks for reassuring me. For some reason this weirdo got happier because she watched a bunch of videos on how to write an AP history essay... which isn't even until next year! But there's still some anxiety because there was a lot of talk about getting straight to the point and I'm not good at that but maybe that's my exposure therapy? I'm just weird

[Erin]

Alia wrote: "Erin wrote: "Alia wrote: "Ok help I have a severe case of writer's block

As if anxiety wasn't enough"

Ahhh I'm sorry! Like general writers block or trying to write something specific writers blo..."

Sorry, I went to bed! I'm not sure how I did that, but you're welcome xD But yay!! I'm glad that you found something to make you happy! It's never bad to think ahead, well actually that's a lie for me but we won't talk about that, but if it made you happy than it's completely good to think ahead. And yeah that makes since for you to worry about something you're not good at, but it'll hopefully mean that with doing next year that you'll get better at it. But you're the good weird, so good for you.

[Erin]

I have a snow day today! Whoo!

[Erin]

I ended up not doing my homework last night, which is why I'm thankful!

[Erin]

Also this insomnia weirdo got a few extra hours of sleep! So yeah, I'm happy.

[Erin]

Only that's a lie because I woke up feeling really depressed and didn't even want to get on here

[Erin]

But I wanted to check up on people and see if Alia had replied because I felt bad for sleeping

[Erin]

I should stop doing that

[Erin]

My head hurts so bad

[Erin]

I feel like throwing up

[Erin]

When I go to start my counseling in a few months, I'm supposed to get my head scanned as well

[Erin]

To see if there's anything, as my mom says "psychologically wrong with me"

[Erin]

Wrong.

[Erin]

I never ficus on that word but

[Erin]

Wrong.

[Erin]

My entire existance feels wrong

[Erin]

Waking up feels wrong

[Erin]

Eating food feels wrong

[Erin]

Breathing feels wrong

[Erin]

Everything feels so fucking wrong with me

[Erin]

And there might be more things wrong

[Erin]

More reasons to hate myself

[Erin]

I'm do tired if hating myself.

[Erin]

I wish that all I wanted was to breathe