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[Erin]

It hurts so much.

[Erin]

I want to leave I want to leave I want to leave

[Erin]

I want to go outside

[Erin]

I felt better outside

[Erin]

But I also just want to sleep

[Erin]

I want to take a shower too but I'm scared that I'll drown

[Erin]

I don't want to drown anymore.

[Erin]

I want to breathe.

[Erin]

I need to be fine

[Erin]

I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine

[Erin]

I'm scared

[Erin]

And so tired of thinking

[Erin]

Was I the trigger?

[Erin]

I don't want to be the trigger.

[Erin]

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

[Erin]

That's not enough

[Erin]

I know

[Erin]

But I'm sorry

[Erin]

I don't know what else to say or do

[Erin]

I can't do anything

[Erin]

I'm sorry

[Erin]

I'm so selfish I'm a coward

[Erin]

Forgive me forgive me forgive me

[Erin]

Mary I miss you

[Erin]

Mary I just want to talk to you

[Erin]

The awkwardness would be fine

[Erin]

I was never there for you

[Erin]

I'm sorry

[Erin]

I'm scared

[Erin]

But I'm really sorry

[Erin]

I should've believed you

[Erin]

I should've cared

[Erin]

I'm sorry

[Erin]

I miss you

[Erin]

I love you

[Erin]

I'm scared that you'll never know

[Erin]

I need you to know

[Erin]

She made a journal.

[Erin]

What was it called???

[Erin]

I can't remember

[Erin]

UGHHHH

[Erin]

Imma go take a shower.

[Erin]

I won't drown.

[Erin]

So no need to worry.

[Erin]

My sister just got home from work so yay

[Erin]

Anyways I'll check in with you guys again before I start my homework when I get out

[butterbean]

Hey, why are you bringing such hatred upon yourself?

[Erin]

Hi! Oh, just because I'm a negative person who hates themselves and today just happens to be a bad day.

[butterbean]

Awe that's to bad, wish it was a happy day for you! Don't worry, I'm a negative person too. :)

[Erin]

Yeah, me too, but not every day can be. And okay, I'm sorry about your negativity the way I'm sorry about my own :D