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message 1751:
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Erin
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Mar 04, 2018 12:42AM
But this week hasn't been great
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Matt is out of the house (yay!)Mom's talking to Bill again/maybe in relationship, more like probably (boo!)
Oh. Hi #51! Hope you're enjoying your stay! I'm a depressed writer who suffering from lack of sleep and who's been spending this month of March by doing math because I'm aw ambitious as fuck for a prize I don't even want, but will gladly accept even though all I really want is to win *waves*
Ahh I hate how it takes me a week to respond and then others respond so quickly
Instead I'll react to another person's life because I'm a mess
Hallie wrote: "Don't pay any attention to me. I'm just super depressed and pissed :/"Me too :D
Fantastic way to live our lives, right?
Hallie wrote: "^ This and a lot more suicidal than usual."Sameee though :/
Hallie wrote: "And I'm falling sick again."Okay but same.
Too sick because my mental health is a mess
Hallie wrote: "Gosh I'm an idiot!"And there I am.
*hugs Erin* I wish I could help you, but I can't even help myself.
*hugs Hallie* Ahh I was just thinking the same thing about you.
Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgetten wrote: "While the work day improved and I pulled through acting pleasant and whatnot (and actually being in a decent-ish mood), I am now in a foul mood. And we don't even have ice cream... :("Me after I finished eating the last bit of ice cream today. I was already in a foul mood though, so I guess ice cream can't buy happiness
Probably because ice cream doesn't have any money
Aw... I'll just keep hoping that things get better for you :)
I'm trying to make myself feel better when I should be asleep. It's only kinda working. Gods, I'm negative
Hallie wrote: "Aw... I'll just keep hoping that things get better for you :)"Thank you! I hope things get better for you too! :)
Erin wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Aw... I'll just keep hoping that things get better for you :)"Thank you! I hope things get better for you too! :)"
Thank you! :)
Hallie wrote: "Erin wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Aw... I'll just keep hoping that things get better for you :)"Thank you! I hope things get better for you too! :)"
Thank you! :)"
Anytime :D
What do you think about?How much I over think everything.
I once again threw a negative twist on it
I'm going to get off Goodreads and I'm going to sleep. Hopefully. And I'll hopefully be back on later, if I can get myself to forgive me
Erin wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Like all of you deserve better than me."I love you so much Erin *hugs*"
I'm sorr..."
no, don't apologize *hugs* I'm here Erin *hugs*
Erin wrote: "I keep being so negative and I literally had to step away this week and I'm just back to it"*hugs*
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30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
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P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
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