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trying to feel like me again
i honestly just want to move but it feels like it's never gonna happen
like I am drowning or suffocating and I can't get enough air
YOU'RE MAD. BONKERS. TOTALLY OFF YOUR HEAD.
BUT I'LL TELL YOU A SECRET- ALL THE BEST PEOPLE ARE
TO BEAT MYSELF UP WITH LACK OF SLEEP AND POSITIVITY
I finally moved out of parental figure's home!
I'm living on my own in my own apartment and it's really exciting and scary and amazing
BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE NOTHING IS REAL LMAO
AND IT'S ONLY 8PM WTF AM I AN YOUNG ADULT FEELING LIKE I'M 60
BUT I'M NOT DESPITE HOW MUCH I WANT TO BE
what was I even talking about last time lol
i feel really sad right now tbh and I don't know why
i need to make a big decision and it scares me
i don't want to make it but i know I need to
because if I don't, I'll just keep getting worse
I feel so empty, and this isn't how I thought I'd feel
I thought I'd be happier or feel better but I don't
it's personal
Books mentioned in this topic
30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
Delirium (other topics)
BAAH