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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Mar 17, 2024 10:45AM
but then he made fun of me
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and honestly I just don't think my feelings for him were serious
the only feelings I've had that was like actual love and not obsession or the want to be that person is the person I met on here
and she disappeared so obviously I'm messed up lmao
my sister moved back in and has a fiance that's living with us, they were on the street for a bit
I miss talking to humans other than my family :(
becuase they're all in it and it's like I kind of ignore or don't talk to any of my friends anymore
Erin wrote: "kavi + alex + noir ~he-him~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!"I MISS YOU TOO!!"
HOW HAVE YOU BEEN????"
I'VE BEEN GOOD.
WHAT ABOUT YOU?
kavi + alex + noir ~he-him~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "kavi + alex + noir ~he-him~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!"I MISS YOU TOO!!"
HOW HAVE YOU BEEN????"
I'VE BEEN GOOD.
WHAT ABOUT YOU?"
I'M REALLY GLAD TO HEAR THAT :)
I'VE BEEN OKAY
if the world ends, what would you do?
sometimes I think about Her and I feel an ache in my chest
a longing to know how she is and how she's doing
to know that she's living life her best
to know that she's alive and coping and alright
I'll never be able to trust like I once did, so fully, with my heart on my sleeve
that's what losing her has done to me
it's ripped me open and taken my heart and crushed it
I am forever in pain searching for a piece of me I will not find
loving her, to me, is like loving the ocean
there is so much depth that I will never fully know everything about it
it's personal
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30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
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