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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Feb 12, 2018 12:42PM
I'm not going to become obsessed or anything though. That'd be a tad too much for me.
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Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "I'm glad you're glad. :)"Me too! XD I was going to day I'm glad you're glad I'm glad but that seemed like too much work and like I was repeating the fact that I'm glad about you.
Erin wrote: ""Don't be depressed. Do you need me to tickle you?""I hate when ppl say that >.< *hugs*
Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Erin wrote: ""Don't be depressed. Do you need me to tickle you?""I hate when ppl say that >.< *hugs*"
Yeah me too. It's ironic when the person saying it has depression and somehow it makes me feel worse. Thanks *hugs back*
I feeling like crying even though I really want to scream but still I added a :)
I JUST WANT TO STAY HAPPY WITHOUT WANTING TO DIE FOR ONCE, OKAY?
I'm sorry I'm not good enough for my mother and I mean what did I expect? I'm not giid enough for myself
Anyways I gotta go. Imma just sleep so I can leave the world for a bit, I guess
My mental health needs to get better so my physical health can too
At the beginning of this week I was fine and now I'm just ughhhhh
I also just keep feeling like a terrible friend
Ahhhhh I hate these moods because they make me want to stop roleplaying because I feel like I can't be good enough for the other side or for my characters and yet my mind is too much of a mess to want to stop
Sometimes it's like an addiction, I swear.
I want to do everything so if I can't play fifty characters how can I do anything
That's the way my irrational mind works
Because on good data and weeks I'll want to do everything, I'll agree to everything but as soon as a bad day hits again I'll regret it all
But I never think about it so I just end up here
Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ ~Sunflower's marido~ wrote: "You okay? *hugs*"Nope but I'm alive so let's pretend *hugs back*
Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ ~Sunflower's marido~ wrote: "What's wrong with you physically?"Not only have I allowed my headaches to get worse by not doing anything my doctor has said, my back pain from my scoliosis has gotten way worse and it hurts to stand or walk or move or to do anything. Plus, I have a cold on top of all that so yay me.
Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ ~Sunflower's marido~ wrote: "That sounds just like me! *hugs*"It sucks, doesn't it? XD *hugs back*
Sorry I'm even worse at conversations on days like these
Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ ~Sunflower's marido~ wrote: "I hope you get better."Thanks :)
Me to me: You're too negative. Also me to me: *doesn't change at all*
On the bright side, I finished a book today! Whoo!
It was Into The Still Blue and ahhh sooo good. That trilogy was amazing!!!!!
Yeah! I told myself I wasn't allowed to start a new book until I went on goodreads and did everything I made a goal of doing
Ahh I hope you become less tired as the day drags in or Ives on it whatever days do these days
I'll probably be back on goodreads later, but imma get off for now. See ya!
AHHHH HIII GUYS LIKE I KNOW O NEVER RETURNED BUT I'M HERE NOW AND I'M FEELING GREAT
My heads not hurting g and that's the first in a while so I'm celebrating myself sorry not sorry
Guys I know I'm a terrible person and I'm actually am sorry but let me just roll with this
it's personal
Books mentioned in this topic
30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
Delirium (other topics)
