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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Oct 06, 2023 11:45AM
I just want to be happy.
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There's something stopping me but I don't know what.
I could keep blaming my mother but I know it's more than her.
I should be able to live it how I want
The way it can't seem to function without a pile of prescription pills and even then sometimes it still doesn't function
Oh my gosh. I am so, so sorry that you have to deal with all of this. I really, truly am. I have no idea what you’re going through exactly, but it sounds really hard to go through. I have thoughts of suicide and self-harm too, so I get it a little bit. You have a lot of courage to be able to share this though, you’re really going through a lot. Yes, life is hard. Yes, it feels like nothing will get better. But I want you to know that things will get better. You just need to look in the right place. Look for support and look for people who can help you with all of these emotions. And I want you to know that you are cared about. And if you don’t think you’re cared about by any of your friends or family, then I want you to know that you are cared about by me. I know it might sound weird because I’m just another random person on the internet, but after everything I just read, it feels like I’ve known you for years. And I care. I really do. I want you to know that you’re going to be in my prayers every single night from here on out, I promise. Please stay strong, I know it’s going to get better. ❤️
Thank you so much! That really means a lot to me <3 I'm sorry to hear that you too have thoughts of self-harm and suicidal as I know how hard to deal with they can be, I hope you're doing good right now, and I'm here for you if you ever need anything! Thanks again. Really.
I haven't been to therapy in a couple of weeks now
over and over again
and I just don't want to be here anymore
I can't help but wonder how many times I'm going to cry over the same damn thing
it's personal
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