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trying to feel like me again
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Karen
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Jan 23, 2023 11:54PM
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Karen wrote: "*hugs*"*hugs back* Thank you~
still not feeling the best but I'm still alive so that's something
like I should be something else and like I should be doing something else
lately I've been doubting my capabilities to be a teacher
and I don't even know if I can stay at the college that I'm currently at
but I'm just so stressed all the time that I don't know if I'll be able to handle a job
I'll stop for now with my ranting of things that don't particularly make sense
It feels like it's been forever since I've been on here and it was literally just last month
and all I can keep thinking about is how I don't belong here
I've been in the hospital for the last six weeks
I really want to stay at the school I'm at but I'm constantly going to have to worry about money if I do and that factors into my mental health
which means I'm probably going to transfer to a different school
but on the bright side I did a lot of reading the past six weeks of books I wouldn't typically read
I'm feeling really emotional right now
All because of a conversation I had with my mother
and wishing that I still had the people I used to have
I wish I didn't screw this past school year up as badly as I have
It's been almost a year since I last tried to kill myself and that's the kind of thing that's on my brain these days
it's personal
Books mentioned in this topic
30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
Delirium (other topics)
