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trying to feel like me again
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) (Royal Council) (The Phoenix Reincarnated) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Sorry for my dramatic exit and negativity of yesterday. t..."YAYYY IM BETTER XD
AHH I LOVE YOURE MAKEUP AND OMG YOU DO REMIND ME OF NICO AHHH
Erin wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) (Royal Council) (The Phoenix Reincarnated) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Sorry for my dramatic exit and negativity of yesterday. tip: don't ask..."YAY
Alex: YAY!
Alex: you guys are right, yelling is funYes it is
❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) (Royal Council) (The Phoenix Reincarnated) wrote: "Erin wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) (Royal Council) (The Phoenix Reincarnated) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Sorry for my dramatic exit and negativity of yesterday. t..."YAYYYYYYYY
❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) (Royal Council) (The Phoenix Reincarnated) wrote: "Alex: you guys are right, yelling is funYes it is"
Told you so XD
Do you think I can just make up some candies because none of the ones on Wikipedia seem that funny? Hmm....
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: ":D [spoilers removed]"[spoilers removed]"
:)"
:D
I feel like I don't deserve it and maybe that's why its hard to get on on some days but at the same time I'm just tired of being around people
Human interaction is hard sometimes, okay?
Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: ":D [spoilers removed]"[spoilers removed]"
:)"
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Erin wrote: "Do you think I can just make up some candies because none of the ones on Wikipedia seem that funny? Hmm...."ooooh can you make up a candy for us?
Erin wrote: "I feel like I don't deserve it and maybe that's why its hard to get on on some days but at the same time I'm just tired of being around people"*Hugs*
A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "I feel like I don't deserve it and maybe that's why its hard to get on on some days but at the same time I'm just tired of being arouend people"*Hugs*"
*Hugs back*
A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "Do you think I can just make up some candies because none of the ones on Wikipedia seem that funny? Hmm...."ooooh can you make up a candy for us?"
Wait what do you mean? XD
Like make up a candy randomly or like make up a candy depending on a person?
I kinda wanna run a candy factory now XD I WAS JUST TRYING TO THINK ABOUT A ROLEOLAY RESPONSE. Damn it, Honeydukes. Always making me jealous XD
Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "Do you think I can just make up some candies because none of the ones on Wikipedia seem that funny? Hmm...."ooooh can you make up a candy for us?"
Wait what do..."
wait I READ IT ALL WRONG XDDD I THOUGHT YOU SAID THAT YOU CAN JUST MAKE UP SOME CANDIES XDDD I DIDN'T SEE THAT IT WAS A QUESTION OHMYGOD!!!!! XDDDD I'M CRYING!!!
btw Erin do you remember when I said I was going to take a break from my feelings for Jonathan and try to move on for now?
Erin wrote: "I kinda wanna run a candy factory now XD I WAS JUST TRYING TO THINK ABOUT A ROLEOLAY RESPONSE. Damn it, Honeydukes. Always making me jealous XD"YOU SHOULD
A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "Do you think I can just make up some candies because none of the ones on Wikipedia seem that funny? Hmm...."ooooh can you make up a candy for us?"
..."
Omg you inspired me from your mistake XD OMG IM DYING LOLOL NOT REALLY
I ought to stop saying that when people are actually dying.
A ~They/them~ wrote: "btw Erin do you remember when I said I was going to take a break from my feelings for Jonathan and try to move on for now?"Yeah I remember
Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "Do you think I can just make up some candies because none of the ones on Wikipedia seem that funny? Hmm...."ooooh can you mak..."
OMG XDDDDD
fun fact:
did you know that chocolate chip cookies were made by accident? XDD
A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "Do you think I can just make up some candies because none of the ones on Wikipedia seem that funny? Hmm...."oooo..."
WAIT WHAT REALLY? That's the most beautiful thing I've ever heard.
Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "btw Erin do you remember when I said I was going to take a break from my feelings for Jonathan and try to move on for now?"Yeah I remember"
I still love him. like I'm still in love with him. I know I should take a break from my feelings for him, but it's just hard. I keep finding myself thinking about him and it's hard. so now, I think I'm done taking a break from my feelings because it's hard. I tried letting him go 3 times. but I couldn't. I can't let go of him or move on because it's hard and something won't let me.
Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "Do you think I can just make up some candies because none of the ones on Wikipedia seem that..."YEP XD best accident ever XD
A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "btw Erin do you remember when I said I was going to take a break from my feelings for Jonathan and try to move on for now?"Yeah I remember"
I still love him. l..."
If your feelings won't let you let go of him, than don't. But also don't spend your entire life waiting for the perfect time to tell him because time runs short. It won't pause for the perfect moment. Time will run away from you before you know it. So tell him when you're ready to tell him, just don't wait for that perfect moment. Life doesn't always allow perfect moments, even for the people who deserve it. And besides, you have the power to make any time you tell him that almost perfect moment. :)
A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "Do you think I can just make up some candies because none of the ones on Wikipe..."TRUE TRUE
Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "btw Erin do you remember when I said I was going to take a break from my feelings for Jonathan and try to move on for now?"Yeah I remember..."
true, thank you Erin
A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "Erin wrote: "A ~They/them~ wrote: "btw Erin do you remember when I said I was going to take a break from my feelings for Jonathan and try to move on for now?"Ye..."
You're welcome :)
"Don't be depressed. Do you need me to tickle you?"
Today was actually a good day, I'm just mentally exhausted. Plus, I've got a lot of homework
Awe I'm glad you had a good day! <3 It is kinda weird after having a series of bad days that we'd both end up with a good day on the same day, but oh life is weird.
I think I need to schedule my time better, like set time for goodreads and for homework. Maybe I'll start to feel better then.
Oh I actually woke up and slightly was happy with myself day.
I wonder if it's because of the effort I put into myself.
Like I braided my hair after my shower yesterday so my hair could be curly and I planned my outfit and I actually wore a slight amount of makeup.
There is always the random est days when I try. Usually I don't try that hard.
it's personal
Books mentioned in this topic
30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
Delirium (other topics)
:( *hugs*"
I'm all better now, but thanks *hugs back*