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[kavi ~he-him~]

Erin wrote: "I feel sad and I shouldn't."

:( *hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love you best friend.

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~She/her~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Alia wrote: "WHAT SPORT"

QUIDDITCH"

LOL

[kavi ~he-him~]

Quidditch is an actual sport btw XD

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Oh yeah true! I forgot sorry XD

I'm stupid even the college closest to me has a team XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Alia wrote: "Oh yeah true! I forgot sorry XD

I'm stupid even the college closest to me has a team XD"

OMG XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

my cousin told me that once when she was in college she was walking from somewhere and she saw ppl playing quidditch XD

[Erin]

Alia wrote: "*hugs Erin* Right there with you girl. (And I couldn't say that last school year) Take care of yourself."

*Hugs back* Thank you, I'll try.

[Erin]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~She/her~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Erin wrote: "I feel sad and I shouldn't."

:( *hugs*"

*Hugs back*

[Erin]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~She/her~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "I love you best friend."

I love you too.

[Erin]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~She/her~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Quidditch is an actual sport btw XD"

Ahh I knew that! I also had forgotten though XD I'd love to play on a Quidditch team but I suck at all sports and that probably includes Quidditch lol

[Erin]

I don't want my family to wake up because I'm crying and I don't want to or feel like I can stop.

[Erin]

Why do I always take on so much at one time and act like I can do it? I never can. I always fall out of it.

[Erin]

Why do I keep trying?

[Erin]

Because I want to change but this isn't changing. It's pushing more onto myself but staying the same.

[Erin]

*hugs back*

[Erin]

What is it that you see here,
yet isn't there?
What is so loud that you hear,
but is less than a whisper to me?

-a snippet of a song not yet written

[Erin]

Erin wrote: "Speaking of tea I want tea"

Heh I'm drinking tea now lol

[Erin]

Listen to the musical Ordinary Days if you haven't already because it's sooo good and not that popular

[kavi ~he-him~]

aww :( *hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

*gives you a teddy bear*

[Erin]

*hugs back and accepts teddy bear* THANKS!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Alex: *walks in*

Erin, this is the other Alex

Alex: Hi

(it's Alex from Magnus chase)

[Erin]

ALEX, I KNOW THAT ALEX! HI ALEX!!!

HI OTHER ALEX!!!

HI BOTH ALEX'S!!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD

Alex: hi

Me: HII BEST FRIEND

Alex: why is everyone yelling?

Me: because yelling is fun.

[Erin]

Me: Hi AND HIIIIIIIII BEST FRIIIIEND

AND THEY'RE RIGHT YELLING IS FUN WHEN NOT NEGATIVE XD

[Erin]

I'm sorry it takes me three months to answer people oh gods I really am that bad. At least I finally responded. I still hate myself for it. Because I only just responded this week.

[Erin]

I keep trying g so hard to get a better mindset

[Erin]

Ahhh this week has been hard.

[Erin]

I haven't been able to list a positive thing all week

[Erin]

I read other people's and it hypes me up and so I start to write a comment but then I'll always throw a negative spin on it.

[Erin]

See that's the thing about me

[Erin]

I'm negative

[Erin]

And I hate myself for that and other things

[Erin]

As I should

[Erin]

And that's why my sister had to ask me if I'd hate her for leaving because she knows I'll put a negative spin on things

[Erin]

I always do

[Erin]

But when she leaves I won't hate her, I'll just love her more because she deserves more than being yelled at everyday.

[Erin]

She deserves so much more and I'd rather her leave and save her own mental health than to stay and worry about everyone else's and manage her own

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm negative"

Erin wrote: "See that's the thing about me"

Erin wrote: "I read other people's and it hypes me up and so I start to write a comment but then I'll always throw a negativ..."

Hey Lillian. *hugs back* Guess that's why we're friends, ha, somehow we balance each other into positivity.

[Erin]

How do people do that?

[Erin]

Balance each other but both be negative?

[Erin]

I somehow manage to do that with every negative person I meet.

[Erin]

Maybe it's because we're both trying to make the other happy or ourselves happy

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm negative"

Erin wrote: "See that's the thing about me"

Erin wrote: "I read other people's and it hypes me up and so I start to write a comment but the..."

*accepts tea and chocolate* Yay two of my favorite things! XD Yay because balance is the key.

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm negative"

Erin wrote: "See that's the thing about me"

Erin wrote: "I read other people's and it hypes me up and so I sta..."

True true and that's why its hard to achieve :D

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm negative"

Erin wrote: "See that's the thing about me"

Erin wrote: "I read other people's an..."

Yeah, sorry for once again being negative ahhh

[Erin]

Goals for Tomorrow

~Go to school and finish project for your computer class and do your work and attempt to smile and not just because someone made you feel like you have too.

~Answer all roleplays and not just your HP ones because you're still being unfair.

~Work on Musical.

~Write.

~Learn something new.

~Finish current book.

~Go to your group!!!!!!!!!

~Have a good day.

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm negative"

Erin wrote: "See that's the thing about me"

Erin wrote: "I read other people's an..."

But I was at the same time.

[Erin]

Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "Lillian wrote: "Erin wrote: "I'm negative"

Erin wrote: "See that's the thing about me"

Erin wro..."

I guess I do.