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[Erin]

Er, afternoon.

[Erin]

Hey! Pretty awful to be honest. Like I haven't done much today but I'm just feeling pretty bad for like no reason right now. Anyways, how are things with you?

[Erin]

That's good! And thanks! :D

[kavi ~he-him~]

Erin wrote: "Hey! Pretty awful to be honest. Like I haven't done much today but I'm just feeling pretty bad for like no reason right now. Anyways, how are things with you?"

Aww :( *hugs*

[Erin]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Erin wrote: "Hey! Pretty awful to be honest. Like I haven't done much today but I'm just feeling pretty bad for like no reason right now. Anyways, how are things with you?"

Aww :( *hugs*"

*hugs back*

[Erin]

Ahhhh I'm a total awkward mess XD

[Erin]

It's so hard to say thank you when you feel like a disappointment lolol

[Erin]

I just realized how late it is. I'm a mess. My life is a mess. Oh Gods

[Erin]

Maybe I won't finish my musical this month but maybe I'll understand it better.

[Erin]

Maybe I won't meet my deadline and I'll yell about how I can never call myself an author. I'm only a writer.

[Erin]

But I'd rather write something I'm proud of then meet a deadline I set up to establish my worth

[Erin]

Goals for tomorrow

~Wake up on time for school

~Learn something new

~Notice something beautiful

~Work on my musical

~Have a good day

[Erin]

I thought the Superbowl was at the end of the year and apparently it was today

[Erin]

So just a reminder I know nothing about sports

[Erin]

Lets have this conversation anyway so I can make fun of sports. Sorry I just comic relief. Not trying to offend XD

[Erin]

Patriots lost, right?

[Erin]

Last time I checked which was like forever ago it was 22-12

[Erin]

I don't even know the winning teams name

[Erin]

I'm not a fan of the patriots by the way. I only know their name because it's my sisters crushes favorite and because I think Demi Lovato betted on them

[Erin]

I might be wrong

[Erin]

Wait is this football?

[Erin]

Or idk

[Erin]

Me trying to trash talk sports like a well like trash

[Erin]

Anyways igtg so night football geeks and athletic book people

[kavi ~he-him~]

I didn't watch the superbowl

[kavi ~he-him~]

But next time the Super Bowl should be played on broomsticks and we can call it the super quidditch bowl XD

[Erin]

Neither did I XD

AND OMG YESS THAT NEEDS TO BE A THING

[kavi ~he-him~]

YESSSSS XD

[Erin]

YASSS I MIGHT ACTUALLY START TO CARE ABOUT A SPORT!!!! :D

[kavi ~he-him~]

SAME XD

[Erin]

YAYYYYYYYY :D

[Erin]

I already have a two hour delay tomorrow ahhh

[Erin]

I don't want to go tomorrow lol XD

[Erin]

I kinda want to cry right now

[Erin]

I'm way too negative and I hate that.

[Erin]

I have things I want to be doing like studying for my test and responding to roleplays but I don't feel like doing them. My head hurts so much.

[Erin]

Ugh I keep just wanting to cry

[Erin]

I feel sad and I shouldn't.

[Erin]

I should be happier.

[Erin]

I should care more.

[Erin]

I need to take care of myself better instead of just allowing myself to sit in sorrow and pity

[Erin]

I'm selfish and rude and disgusting and tired and sick and negative and this

[Erin]

all of this

[Erin]

is exactly what I mean.

[Erin]

I wanna write too

[Erin]

Ughhhhhhhh

[Erin]

Imma just go, maybe I'll just sleep.

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

WHAT SPORT

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

*hugs Erin* Right there with you girl. (And I couldn't say that last school year) Take care of yourself.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Alia wrote: "WHAT SPORT"

QUIDDITCH