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trying to feel like me again
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Erin
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Dec 11, 2021 09:46PM
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she's slipping upshe's hurting again
she tries to hide it
but there's a voice inside her head saying
be the happy girl they think you are
the girl in the box they told you to be
be the one who always smiles
always polite
is always fine
don't let them see
don't let them know
who you really are inside
they don't wanna know
they don't wanna see
don't show them
Erin wrote: "she's slipping upshe's hurting again
she tries to hide it
but there's a voice inside her head saying
be the happy girl they think you are
the girl in the box they told you to be
be the one who a..."
ugh bad writing good concept
The best time to go on a road trip is when the world is ending.
They're all telling me it's a bad idea
Forgetting all of them and running off somewhere
I think I might hate my job at this point
Erin wrote: "My head still hurts"This remains true
It's because I've been avoiding the past I know
about how I've been hallucinating again
She's not sending me to the hospital like last time so yay
Although last time it was my mom who sent me fo hallucinating.
but everything I write is bad right now
I regret my involvement in some of the things I did when I was younger
and I allowed myself to support someone and their creation, their group, despite its lack of inclusion just like how we all supported the author of the book
I love the story she told but I hate the author
it's personal
Books mentioned in this topic
30 Things I Love About Myself (other topics)Challenger Deep (other topics)
Throes (other topics)
P.S. I Still Love You (other topics)
Delirium (other topics)
